alright friends from vc i had to delete our group photo cuz it was so blur i can't even see my fingers which were blocking the lens. sorry i am a lousy photographer....hurhurhur... alright here are some of the other photos from our molesto dinner outing.

what's dinner without the boooooooze? ...

so, lucas and i took a pic together. and where the hell is he looking at? the queen bitch manager??? ...

and i took a picture of 2 people sitting opp me...
the pizzas were a little too much on the salty side. well the manager did give us a warning that smoked salmon and some scrubby wubby grassy salad would conjure a salty dish, but we didn't heed her advice so in the end we couldn't finish our food and had to give some of the grass to the other table, which had a greater variety of living orgasisms.

oh badminton at joo chiat was great. would love to sweat more though!!!!


emma the bitch's virgin attempt at my phone. (evidence of not paying attention when nelc is conducting) - i am bao toh kia lor... :P

was running with chan, suresh and tl sedek yesterday at toa payoh stadium when it poured heavily. yeah the sky was overcast but we still decided to complete our 7 or 8 rounds...so in the end we had to brave the rain and walk back to npc. well it had been such a long time since we all last walked in the rain, and i guess we enjoyed it alot! haha it makes you feel like a child once more...

saw this kitten-like cat (???) cuddling itself at one of the staircases in toa payoh. haha can't help taking a picture of it enjoying its afternoon nap. :) NOT well-taken la but the cat is soooo cute hahha. it looks so fat and i like the closed eyes and the way it cuddles itself. triple smiles :o):o):o)


HERAN TAK HERAN!!!

nathan knows the stories behind his favourite songs...
1. i was born to love you by queen
fell in love with this song when i was watching japanese drama 'pride' starring kimura
2. 黑色毛衣 by jay chou
was on vincent's car when i heard this, which was the one nice jay chou song which i don't have
3. fly away by corrinne may
total indulgence. especially if you listen to this after midnight at braddell road at the old braddell-westlake school compound.

had a great time playing 'BANG!' at sandy's house no. 2 yesterday! chorale people always have so many interesting games for us to indulge our entire night in. ok now 2 intensely dark eye rings surround my eyes due to the lack of sleep. hmmph.

oh we went to this 'hainan 2nd street' restaurant to makan. my table had sweet and sour pork, kailan, braised beancurd. and, FROGs. ok the FROG dish was actually 3/4 spring onions, ginger and garlic but still the food was generally palatable, as you can see. =) --->


and while viewing the fantastic photos in my phone these 2 girls decided to add their beautiful faces to my album. hurhur.

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i am so so so so shagged after getting banged (at) yesterday. adios!

let mr sleepy head

present you with his lovely bishan estate. --->>>

southern view from my house which is pretty restricted due to the other taller buildings...=( oh and and some angry clouds too.

bishan north shopping mall!!! goodness! when did it even become a mall... it should be bishan north pasat. hdb's imagination terok sia.

salivating sight where blocks of flats are juxtaposed against the icy blue sky.

oh and not forgetting our renowned teletubby land (sheena i spelt it correctly yeah?)

ok i m obsessed with my phone hahaha been playing around with it all day long, but still, i need games inside!!! can anyone help???

lapar sia. aku nak makan sekarang. :D

非你莫属
tank

你知道吗? 我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉

发生什么样子我好希望再来一次
懂得让我微笑的人再没有谁比你有天份

轻易闯进我的心门明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头

每颗渺小星球全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属

我只愿守护由你给我的幸福

爱我非你莫属

也许会笑着哭但那人是你所以不怕苦
懂得让我流泪的人给的感动一定是最深

在我心中留下伤痕你同时点亮了星辰
那麽多相遇偏偏只和你

天造地设般产生奇迹

哦我心的缝隙

我想除了你任谁也无法填补这空虚

Sony Erisson k800i NEW PHONE!!!! damn excited about it hahahah.

it takes nice photos!
(this one was taken along bishan st 21. i don't believe it myself it looks like telly-tubby land.)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

10-ner.

i just turned introverted and intellectually curious.

today's post shall be dedicated to my dear friend and team mate,

WILLIE LIM

ahah aiyah ok actually we were all mentally prepared for his depature to become an io, but still there is a foreboding sense of reluctance to see such a good friend and fine officer leave the team for somewhere else. he was the one who (unwittingly?) taught me that there are so many false alarms around whereby we wait in our cars for key holders to arrive...haha. and also i must admit that i had been quite irresponsible with the preparation of the logsheets...HAHAHA. willie is one of the few people whom i have not seen grumbled at all though he still use a fair amount of vulgarities when necessary.... :P ok i will also remember the crazy red outfit you wore to d&d... arh so many things to be missed...haha i guess in future i will have much less chance of walking with you towards our station from central...well take care and don't push too many cases to us!!! :D

a giant pigeon flew into my living room today!!!!!! and it treated me to 4 great lumps of it's greenish excretion.
:(
i am currently angry with pigeons...

of all the shows to watch on youtube, i had to watch the last episode of hana kimi 花样少年少女. haha was just wondering what was going to happen in the end...well the ending wasn't very nice. hk shows still rock more.

i just went for a haircut two days ago and it made my head looks 10 times more gigantic. WOW...no photos as proof though.... :(

fine i shall keep fantasizing about the some things that are red until next month.

haha the crumpler website is as insane as a bottle of chicken skin. yewww.
i hate listening to ghost stories, especially during debriefing when everyone is about to go home!!! argh.

i love my braziliano praia slippers from num!

hehe it's a hefty 50 bucks and it's such an impulsive buy but yay i finally got something i wanted. haha i want to congratulate myself :D haha actually i went out with yy and daniel and samuel to get some really important stuff haha but i side-tracked. bad bad me. melvin and brandon was supposed to come too but they decided to get lost in vivocity instead of the more pleasant downtown. haha daniel was complaining that i appeared to be in a daze the whole day thru....well....

i agreed to go to bishan gym at 5 with chan and he came half an hour late! haiyah luckily i not tl lor if not you sure kenna F-ed. ok but i did not use my half an hour to check properly cuz part of the gym is closed becuz of some bloody painting jobs... hmmph but still i guess it was one of the more productive sessions cuz it has been a pretty long time since i sweated. haha yah i always feel that talking to chan has been very enjoyable, especially when we gossiped about the yongtaufoo lady and discussed about VERY IMPT life issues and about chinese music. haha...then i took an enjoyable 15 minutes walk back home from j8.

THERE IS WORK TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

joshua is mr smartie(s) chocolate.

have fun in camp DUDE.

yay this is my most colourful post. :D

...i was born to love you with every single beat of my heart...Queen
i promise myself i am going to find the japanese drama

Pride プライド

i wanna watch this drama again. ok shall hunt on sat.

do you live in housing estates or live near one?

if you happen to have an afternoon off to laze at home, you would always hear construction noise, whether it is from upgrading projects or renovation works. Singaporeans just ain't content and must continuing upgrading their living environment. i am not saying that this is not good BUT CAN'T WE HAVE A NOISE-FREE AFTERNOON?!?!?!?!!?!?

lalaalalal

i wanna be random!!!

it's so F!#))#($)@# hot! bah i can't stand it anymore. i should get a ventilator installed at my butt. BLAH.
my tl was calling me handbrake boy but he was the one whose actions and facial behaviour suggested the joke that i blurted out. bleah. HAHAH ok it's rather funny ASKME!.

during patrol

a few nights ago, my team leader told me he thought he had seen a GHOST at one of the estates. well basically when he drove past the gate of one particular house, it kept opening and closing, and opening and closing. well we went back there to check it out with him, only to realise that it has a faulty self-correcting mechanism cuz it somehow got stuck when it was closing. SO, what i want to say is it's best to have someone out there with us at night so that we wouldn't let our thoughts run wild.

ok 2 weeks ago i went to mrs liang's (who was my PRIMARY 4 form teacher) place at clementi. she is still as energetic, or even more, now that she has 2 witty children running around the house. maybe i should stop eating new year tidbits and drinking milk. i look chubby. HAHA.

belanjah kau...

...satu benumboh!
(i am sure there is a spelling mistake somewhere...hurhurhur)
ok this sentence is so cute. hahha it means treat you one punch, as we would say in hokkien. yah lingual and cultural fusion is so exciting. hahah

i wonder if in 10 years' time i would still be single... BLEAGH. that's damn sad la.

ok so when's my ord. WHEN?

o i watched BORAT yesterday. GOODNESS. GOODNESS. GOODNESS.
devil wears prada was good though. heart-warming.

专属天使
tank
我不会怪你对我的伪装

天使在人间是该藏好翅膀

人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良

怎能让你为了我被碰伤

小小的手掌厚厚的温暖

你总能平复我不安的夜晚

不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光

我才看见它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁

你是我的专属天使

唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上

拥有一个专属天使

我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌大大的力量

我一定也会像你一样飞翔

你想去的地方就是我的方向

有我保护笑容尽管灿烂

要不是你出现

我一定还在沉睡

绝望的以为生命只有黑夜

not very happy.

well sometimes life makes you wait for nothing. ok perhaps there are reasons but i am still unhappy about certain things

o well at least the first episode of ugly betty got me hooked.

my mom has been telling me to go to the dentist. i have not seen a dentist for like 3 years??!?! oh no what happened to free dental services in schools? they should have such things in government services together with complimentary medical care. hmph.

i agree that i have no personality, forgetful, impractical, a procrastinator, and lack common sense. o man... i am really a lousy fella. i like to indulge in self-pity. :( somebody get me off the internet real quick i think i need a counsellor i can't stop myself from sitting in front of the computer ARGH. anyone? pls?

we had a great time with chorale guys at sandy's housewarming party yesterday. yah had great food with d-i-y pizzas, and yah the entertainment was fabulous. hehe we played pool, watched hiro, played twister(for a mighty short time cuz most of us gave up the twisting at the ring of the oven), pictionary(oh that was fun), and two new games that xuhao brought over which were citadel and anima. yah things were getting so interesting but too bad we didn't really get to play the game thoroughly cuz we just got through the tutorial rounds. alright yah it was a good night we stayed till the wee hours...

argh! rush rush rush...

better get this post out before 12 midnight!
it wasn't a very fun february.
NO date for valentine's day as always.
NO internet for half of feb.

but there was something interesting and exciting that i attended! ACTION sia.

slump. i am learning malay! teach me teach me.

yay i have a christian name.

basically

i feel under-appreciated. :(
ok shadn't be so moody.

went to alexandra fire station for in-service today. finally got to see from how high they slide down the fireman pole. WHOAH so tall sia when i looked down from above i felt quite terrified. i think it's 2 storeys high. hahah. yah so after this in-service thingie, i went with titus to town to do shopping. YAY. :D

ok one nice soul for the lonely soul.

黑色毛衣

周杰伦

一件黑色毛衣

两个人的回忆

雨过之后更难忘记

忘记我还爱你

你不用在意流泪

也只想刚好合意

我早已经待在谷底

我知道不能再留住你

也知道不能没有孤寂

感激你让我拥有缺点的美丽

看着那白色的蜻蜓

在空中忘了前进

还能不能重新编织

脑海中起毛球的记忆

再说我爱你

可能雨也不会停

黑色毛衣

藏在那里

就让回忆永远停在那里

bleagh...

it's been SO long!
the ending of jin zhi yu nue was not as nice as i would expect it to be. it was such a tragic last episode.

mini me

yah was sending xiaowei off at the airport with sheena yesterday. well it's obvious that xiaowei is a socialite from the farewell turnout at the airport. hurhurhur.

then i saw mini me at the airport yesterday!!
haha this little 6-7 years old japanese boy was wearing a white shirt with blue and brown strips, jeans, sneakers, and had waxed, dyed hair. gosh that really look like what i wore, ok except his is much cuter la i admit hahaha. hahah i think his younger sis was also very cute with black stockings and pink lacy dress and pink court shoes. haha SO adorable! too bad i didn't have a camera with me to take pictures of them. haiya.

o ya did i say that the duty at tank road sucks big time? yes i did.

i finally visited STomp. some of the complaints really do make sense. the singaporean society should rethink la. we are in a modern world not pre-WWII period! one thing i want to say is that we should be allowed freer fashion standards!!! arh what's wrong with having long and chic hairstyles? i think schools and certain govt agencies should try to remove these unecessary rules and regulations and replace them with 'please be fashionable when you come to school/work'. hurhurhur

HOWEVER i think they should stop posting photos of ppl doing inconsiderate acts in public places. i mean, at least pixelate the face or something la. actually they should just walk up to the person and tell him/her off in the face. don't do things behind ppl's back LA. hmmmph...

and ppl really should mind their english when they are posting comments lor. if not ppl wun understand de. hurhurhur.





well hong kong has brilliant drama series!

haha stood for 11 hours yesterday for yesterday's duty. WTH. it's one of the worst night duty ever man... lousy food and drinks, lousy rest area, too big a crowd over there...i am grateful i am in the comfort of my house now...
one good thing about the duty is that i got to talk on the phone with sheldon and veerappa! hahah haven't seen or heard their voices in such a looong time yeah so it was great. heard that alex and amin were there too. well too bad we can't meet up.

i want an

iphone!

http://www.apple.com/iphone/
how much would it cost?

it's so boring staying at home.

madness

i should have realised long time ago that my team contains crazy and crazily horny people HAHAHA! today was such an entertaining day looking at people and listening to stories. :D

i am sure there's an innate madness in me somewhere. i was browsing thru my junior, shixuan's friendster acct just now, and i realised that i LIKED TO HUG PILLARS just as ben, lucas and mart did! pk photos photos i wanna see the evidence! hahahahah well vj pillars are nice to hug and the one outside the choir room was actually declared my wife. ok i FINALLY realised that i was weird, and still am. happy to be weird though...hurhurhur wee woo.

i am a gemini and i am dirty-minded. realised that actually everyone is supposed to be horny after reading the pornoscope that ridzwan printed out. tsk tsk tsk ppl you guys shold start wearing more and thicker clothes and avoid those revealing ones...NO!!...heeeeheee.

o ya!!! the two OCTS, namely matthew and alvin who are currently attached to our team, seems to behave and even look somewhat similar to my choir junior jeremy yeo and ex-bunkmate-cum-latenightstorytellingbuddy kexin! hahahah its so coincidental!!!

in conclusion

sakae sushi sucks. please don't ask me to go there to eat sushi. i rmb that time josh and i ate buffet at parkway. GOSH. BAHHH. i guess $2 simple food fare works for me best. HURHUR.

o V for Vendetta was nice. i like their chain of 'v' words. sounds so cheeem that i don't understand a single sentence. but still its worth watching. on the other hand madagascar wasn't. HAHAHAH. its freaking less than 80 minutes! the ending was an anti-climax... o if you are wondering why only till now that i have watched these old movies, it is because i have just borrowed some dvds from my dear friend JOSHUA! hahaha thank you ar will return them soon :D o ya gotta start watching prison break too! :D:D:D ALSO, the 10 o' clock channel u drama is worth rushing home everyday to watch guys. local films clearly pale in comparison to those from hong kong.

everyone should read 'woe am i' to improve their english language. it's user-friendly and grammatically correct.

was asking daryl for the d&d PHOTO. but realised that it are on titus's cam. O well...

jet lag

feeling rather groggy even though i have already been awake for 5 hours after my 7-hours long afternoon nap. hurhur. such a long sleep i regret not setting an alarm to wake up a little earlier. its like having jet lag.

when one joins the force one gets to experience jet lag every 4 days because of work he has to do the previous night. thus he has to adjust his body clock a little (7 hours!!) the next day. but i guess this is really not a good thing for the body...haiya.
there are new SCs at the npc to share everyone's burden, yah but too bad there is no one coming to join our team just yet. o well...i guess we can manage yah.

actually after over one year serving ns i realise that it is a quintessential stage in my life and i am glad to have it. yah MANY MANY people say that i am really lucky to get in here, partly because it is slack (!!!). well there is no need to clarify these myths with anyone who doesn't understand how things operate in here. it's real working life here. ppl get beaten by hooligans when we try to apprehend one of their own.

haha i realised that there is actually some form of leadership associated with being a driver. you get to decide where you want to go, how you want to get to your destination, and what you are going to do over there. yup so there's some impt decision-making involved over here. just drove 120km this morning! wow talk about vehicular policing hurhur

yay friends are an integral part of my life. since last year some of the people around me and i grew from mere acquaintances to friends, to better friends. hahaha yes from squad1 to npco3 to team delta to vc. definitely old friends should stay in everyone's heart even though some of them had left the country to go overseas for studies but i m sure they will be back soon yeah! yah life sucks without friends.

i am feeling extremely GUILTY for not going for vc practices for 2 consecutive weeks. please punish me, but don't kick me out please...will be going next week.

o van helsing was a blast! anyone has the simpsons to lend me?

the people with no life

alright yesterday's dinner and dance at oriental hotel was fun. ok we had pole dancers and our own guys and girls dancing on stage..haha that's quite funny especially after seeing my tl pole dancing on stage. hahha someone should post it on youtube!! haha. aiyah however most other things suck. such as the lousy food, which made the crispy ikan bilis that they served as one of the cold dishes the most delicious dish on our table. AND AND AND our table's luck totally sucked la. only 1 person won a lucky draw prize despite the chances being 30-40% of winning an item. SWEATS. they had ipod nanos and psps and digicams. WTH la hhahahaahaa so next time i shall earn money and buy these items myselfs. shall not depend on lucky draws yeah!

throwing tantrums.

bored.feeling extremely lethargic after these few days' work! blah. just had in-service at DHQ and seccom road show at toa payoh. it was so boring. anyway was sitting in vincent's car just now and i heard one song called 黑色毛衣 being played on his radio. its one nice jay chou's song that i have never heard of! haha.
anyway am working on some banner thingie for weikiat's samba. yup, a great way to keep me busy after all these boring stuffs take over half of my life. HEHE.

i should be a more interesting person. i remembered that faithful day i met joyce from S61 junior class, whom i happened to meet at citylink, telling me that "(something something something....), you are boring what..." hahah that's all i remembered from the entire conversation, and her forever chao-tared face thanks ar joyce you are a great mortal (or is it angel). i won't forget you. HAHA.

groggy

just woke up from the afternoon power nap.

yesterday.
i was late for prac again (sorry yc!)=P. if this carry on i have no choice but to move my house over to siglap spc. hmmph. ok during practice we did deus in adjutorium and janger. BLAH did deus during '04 when vjchoir went for the choir olympics in bremen, and janger during '03 in ebchoir for syf. hahah so basically, basically, i can see that i have alot of revision to do!
i am glad to see that we have quite a few juniors joining us, namely irvin (tenor section! yay!), samantha, jiejun, jamie and marie. not bad already la they saved the altos. and also semi-new guys like junyi and hong kiang and chin leng and calvin. all also adrian, ben, lucas and gabriel. yay so we have so many guys. MORE GIRLS LA!
well obviously during our introduction to each other some of the OLDER members were quite bad lor. well we know it and they know it too so there's no need to disclose any names.
ate lotsa pizzas during our tea session (sorry to those who didn't get to eat anything!) next time i shall stand further away from the table yeah shouldn't be a g#@^@##@^&*. hahah no offence la just kidding really! went out with the usual outing group to this chicken rice restaurant at katong to eat. the side dishes tasted horrible. ok at least the you tiao was hot and crispy so it was much much better than the calamari which was soft and cold and oily. OOOO then we went next door to settlers cafe which is actually a games cafe to play some board games.
well i really suck at the games. i suck. i think my mind is only suited to play games like mah jong, bridge, hearts and daidee. not CRANIUM and DEMOCRAZY!
cranium is such an interesting game, esp when we reach humingdee, and when it was sandy's group's turn to play. i think everyone almost laughed their hair off their armpits. hurhuurhur
bah i felt so stupid throwing my votes out with my right hand that i had a dream later on in the night with people talking about my stupidity right in front of me. they mentioned that since i was tall i had to be shortchanged with less intelligence...come to think of it it could be true. BLAH. yin chuin gave me so many hints and chances during the beginning of the game but i was still doing the same silly thing hahah so i could see his patience growing thin HAHAHAHAHAHA ok i think i m not stupid la. its just that i was abit less vigilant last night and of cuz, the law stating we can only show our votes with our left hand was a stupid law out to con simple-minded people like me. correct?

joel told me that these sort of outings usually last till 1 plus. gosh. so yesterday's session ending at 1230 was RATHER early. haha ok i think i am still not suited to stay out till so late, even though i work the night shift every 4 days. was so sleepy and such a party-pooper kept asking joel whether we are still staying to play the next game. HAHAHAH really appreciated the company though. talked to yc and bryan and weikiat about buying apartments and earning money and living life, all of which were sorta out of my league right now. but it was really interesting listening to them talk about such things that it was actually inspiring. they made me wanna own a loft too. HAHA

there are unseen reasons why two of a kind arrive together. there are also unseen reasons why we can't access the vc forum.
am listening to stabat mater now. i hope we tenors can clear the lacrimosa part comfortably. HAHAHA work work work!

first vc practice of the year!

3 pm at siglap. wonder who are going?

lotsa things to say

ok this post was one day late cuz YESTERDAY, my mom startled me with her shouts of 'i lost my wallet!!!" while i was in the midst of entering an entry. so we went on a thorough search around the house, however nothing was recovered. so we went to bishan npc at about midnight to lodge a police report, and it was rather displeasing to see that police officers only take the important details and told us that the other stuffs other than i/c and cash are not impt. HAHHA now i am complaining about this even though i do this like half of the time.

OK so TODAY we called up the shop where my mom seems to have left her wallet at, and luckily luckily they still had it with them and when i went to collect it everything was still intact. thank goodness. phewwwww. we got rather paranoid to the extent of thinking whether anyone would use her i/c at the loanshark...yup so i was very glad we got it back finally.

then the day before yesterday i had to go to adelphi centre with chan to meet the asst public prosecutor (app), who to our delight is a rather young lady and she is not bad-looking. it was a brief session, so afterwhich we went to chinatown to chiong karaoke. HAHAHAHAH chan is a really good singer he kept saying that he did not get any professional training and his singing style still hasn't passed year 2000, but i am sure so many girls have been mesmerised by him already. HURHURHUR
we went to this place called k-ster in some secluded shopping complex in chinatown. there was nobody inside the lounge except us so it was good la only 2 of us singing all the songs and playing pool and snacking and drinking. so i went abit crazzzzy and started shouting. AHAHAH i was not drunk ok cummon. it was a really entertaining experience.

so chan and i had to attend a court hearing today. so i was pretty excited as it was my first time to ever be in the court. ok so we sat outside the courtroom thinking when we had to go in. we waited for about 2 hours before we saw the app lady coming out from the room telling us 'it was over. he plead guilty.' GOSH waited for so long and we didn't even get to enter the room to see and feel what it is like. SHARKS...

yesterday

was one of those lousy days because nothing was done and i just rot at home the entire morning and afternoon before going to work. i hate the feeling of not accomplishing anything.

get rid of THAT tummy boy!
help. my mom is forcing me to eat fish soup with leftover rice. yum yum.

HOLLOW

ok there's a certain sense of bewilderment when i look at the world around me... mr cactus is going MAD.

how shall i phrase it... went to this secret society meeting today. i know i shouldn't have done it because i am a law enforcement officer. well i did it. felt a little awkward (during and after)though but at least i gave it a shot, so heck care.
went to shop for slippers since my pair was getting a little too slippery for good safety. but couldn't find one cuz my feet were too wide and my taste too high. ah hem.

i am feeling rather liberated, even expedient.

must be the after effects of watching catch me if you can. interesting show, and i can't say that it is exaggerating stories since it is based on a true story, but it appears to be quite fictional. WHAT am i talking about.

mr i-wannabe-successful.

kayak...

kayaking was fun! yup went out with mart, yeo, weijie, jon gan, marcus and suelynn. it was so tiring but it was really quite fun. haven't kayak since sec 2! yup then went to meet jeremy gan and daniel thong at macs at parkway. haiya we kept complaining about the rise in transport cost because we ain't got any student pass, so we took taxissssss instead.
then suelynn weijie jon gan and i went back to vj choir room (still smells of paint after one year) to play bridge and hearts. yah been quite some time since i ever played cards for that long! well today was a good off day well-spent:D

SUPER SHAGGED.

memories of vjchoir from 04, when i had my first sov and the unforgettable trip to germany, to 05 when we competed in syf and finally, towards farewell.

time for

2007 resolutions for mr lazy pig.

1. save up enough money to last me for at least one year of college
2. learn japanese, italian and malay languages
3. get gold for ippt/stop thinking that i am fat
4. get marksman for shooting
5. save up enough money for overseas trip after ord
6. be able to talk with/sing alone in a big group/be more vocal
7. make one satisfactory photoshop image every week
8. be nicer to my family

o man 1999 more...

S61...

class gathering ok who went.
1. pris
2. sheena
3. jane
4. xiuqing
5. yeh lin
6. ziyi
7. jing zhi
8. kai jun
9. mun bbun
10. rifdi
11. shawn
12. joel
13. chris
14. jianhao

ok that's quite a nice number of people, more than half the class turned up! too bad the other guys weren't around. we did really 'vegetative' stuff like sit on the sofa and laze around watching movies from mun bbun's laptop and speakers. also played mahjong and brigde. and got to sit on pris' car so some of us got to joy ride to kembangan mrt and around. it was a great start to the new year!
shall we promise on the australia trip after we guys ord.
well one shouldn't get too envious of his friends who are doing well...ok let's stay happy and positive that life would be better.

61 class gathering later!

the end of a bad year

seriously. this has been the year filled with turmoil. been living in a bed of rose petals for the past 18 years only to realise that there are pricks and thorns below the soft marroon petals. however as every other adult will say, we will grow as we fight through difficulties and hardships, so i think i am a more mature person now. i understood what 'life gets increasingly difficult and may even become distasteful as we grow older' means. i am only 19 and i am saying this what will happen when i am 30 HAHAHAHA. i will be a millionaire. HAHAHAHAH

i am glad that now almost everything had been settled. definitely there were some pleasant surprises here and there. at the last day of the year i hope i can just listen to good music lazing on the couch in the drizzling afternoon reading a book of harry potter. but NO! have to work on new year's eve so have to go sleep in the afternoon.......
still hope it rains though...

ok so while you guys have a great time partying and counting down at the major streets and shopping centres and people's houses, remember that i am working hard to keep singapore safe K? HAHA.
enjoy your last day of the year and have a wonderful 2007!

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园游会
周杰伦
琥珀色黄昏像糖在很美的远方

你的脸没有化装我却疯狂爱上

思念跟影子在傍晚一起被拉长

我手中那入场圈陪我数羊

薄荷色草地芬芳像风没有形状

我却能够牢记你的气质跟脸庞

冷空气跟琉璃在清晨很有透明感

像我的喜欢被你看穿

摊位上一朵艳阳我悄悄出现你身旁

你慌乱的模样我微笑安静欣赏

我顶着大太阳只想为你撑伞

你靠在我肩膀深呼吸怕遗忘

因为捞鱼的蠢游戏我们开始交谈

多希望话题不断园游会永不打烊

气球在我手上我牵着你瞎逛

有话想对你讲你眼睛却装盲

连蛋糕跟你嘴角果酱我都想要尝

园游会影片在播放

这个世界约好一起逛

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merry christmas and happy new year

what's up with the vacuum between 22-28dec jianhao?

sorry for the lag.
i did xmas eve duty with the whole team and it was an unforgetable night. time passed unbearingly slow as long and i stood on the watch tower outside ngee ann city looking aimlessly at the totally jammed crowd below us. how i wished i was at home instead of looking at all these weird ppl who came here to squeeze and spray foam at each other!!! luckily the duty ended earlier than expected.

had lotsa fun carolling with vjchoir at raffles hotel on the 25th! yup it was really great meeting up with long-time-no-see friends. now i know how many more/less pimples you have on your faces and whether you had changed your hair partings! hehe
reunion at the hotel lobby was touching with more than a hundred people singing and humming to the same melody, same lyrics. what spoilt the mood was my runny nose and mr johnny, who was standing beside me, with his hilarious antics and weird voice projection techniques (he sure sounded like an old mamasan)! haha ok la shouldn't scold him cuz he is REALLY funny!

carolling

everyone go and watch carolling at raffles hotel, ritz carlton hotel, and hyatt hotel by vjchoir and victoria chorale. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
o incredibly nice weather in singapore isn't it!? windy and cooling...makes you feel refreshed! i realised that i miss carolling lots. BUT there are more extra duties coming up all the way till new year so my friends i can only go on the 25th. BAHHHH dunno if i will be able to wake up in time for the first session at hyatt or not............
had this 'productivity, quality and work economics' course at civil service college at buono vista which is very far away from bishan. well mainly throughout the course we would listen intently to what the 73 year-old lecturer have to say about his life experiences and from point to point he will draw exaggerated conclusions to link up with the teaching points in the worksheets and i found that pretty amusing. he also got to teach 'please migrate to australia' on the 2nd day of course. AHA. the most consoling part of everything was that i got to met up with edwin and titus during the course. cuz usually we wouldn't have time to meet and talk thus those 3 days were really precious. however i think we spent most of the time complaining about work!! we went to holland village for lunch on the 3rd day and nasi lemak with barley drink was fantastic. :D

i am so tired

because today was a busy day.
and also because i came home at 12 plus this morning.
had chorale practice at siglap at 3 until 6. then a few of us went for dinner at this megumi japanese restaurant which serves rather nice food and beer, and all the tenors' food were paid by yin chuin yay yin chuin is the best! hahahah ok then we went to katong mall for awfully chocolate's ice cream and cake, and this big bunch of adults decided to go to the arcade at bugis. HAHA i realised that being in the arcade was still an enjoyable experience. we played racing and shooting games. however the most hilarious thing was watching yc beat the drums. :P he is so funny naturally, so laughable haha.
ok hope to hang out more.

I like cool, windy mornings

yep gonna go for my first chorale practice in ages later in the afternoon.

the eyes which saw death

smack on is now more mature, more understanding towards life.
i shadn't hide my fears anymore.
when nadiah and i reached the corridor outside the unit i was tell myself 'uh-oh' this is really IT.
an uncle then rushed by us holding a bunch of joss sticks, with his fingers pinching his nose, so that the smell could be mitigated by that of the burning joss sticks. ok la it was necessary but abit too much right it made everyone teared almost instantly.
when the door was kicked open i was full of reluctance to see, not to say touch, a lifeless, decomposed, bloated and darkened body hanging from the ceiling with bundles of rafia strings tied a round the neck. there was an intensely foul smell of excretions and decompostition similiar to that of something like badly-seasoned salted vegetables and fish wafting in the one-room apartment. the face of the subject was not recognisable to the photo in the ic found in the wallet. due to the effects of gravity, the face loosened and became like that of a candle wax dripping towards the ground. the floor below the body was blackish maroon with occassional pools of yellowish fluids.
argh this is only the description how am i supposed to go on with the process.
ok so uncle bernard suggested that he will cut the rope, while a few other civil defence guys and i will hold on to the body while he does that. luckily nadiah was smart to bring a white plastic sheet big enough to cover the body so we did not have to touch it directly. ok so i acted brave and called those guys over. i could see the reluctance in their eyes, some of them were about to vomit as nadiah told me later on, but i guess my mind was too preoccupied with what we had to do and gathered them around the body so we could bring it down without causing anymore external injuries on it. boy was it HEAVY and there were lots of flies which came from the maggots flying around... ok so we brought it down and those guys left hurriedly towards the corridor. i too left to catch a breath of clean, civilised air......before returning back to the scene to wait for the investigator, the scene of crime unit, and the hearse to arrive, which roughly took about 3 tormenting hours in total.

PHEW i am glad this is over already. someone counsel me please.

it's the first day of december!

heeeheee and i spent it at home...
it's back to work tomorrow after a long break at home. i can really feel the lethargy and the reluctance...well been out quite a few times...to bugis, to vivocity, to orchard, but nothing fantastic happened. actually i yearn for a more adventurous outdoor outing sometime in the future. no more just walking along the streets looking and bumming around, but to really have fun. to really do something. to sweat it all out.
bah when can i go for choir practice. when can i join vj/vc for carolling. when tell me when.............

O Holy Night, Cantique de Noël

Adolphe Adam

O! Holy night! The stars are brightly shining;
It is the Eve of our dear Saviour's birth.
Long lay the world in sin and error, longing
For His appearance, then the Spirit felt its worth.
A thrill of hope; the weary world rejoices,
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn.
Fall on your knees! Oh, hear the angel voices!
O night divine, the night when Christ was Born;
O night, O holy night, O night divine!
O night, O holy night, O night divine!

i guess its not time yet, but it will come really soon.=)

it's the last day of november

it was just the end of the As a year ago.
had buffet dinner with my team at toa payoh cc and there were lotsa food, =), and the food was varied and delicious. however i have loads of mosquito bites on my arms and legs. BAH toa payoh CC is like one concrete mangrove! they should make a check on the water retention abilitiy of the building.
i am so forgetful finally managed to get my shoebag...slippers...and ridzwan's cds from my locker. how did i manage to forget to take them...must be because they are all placed on the top shelve.

after much deliberation, finally went for a haircut yesterday. and i am happy about it. Was doing some typing for my dad yesterday. BAHHH i hate typing for hours and hours its mentally tiring.
Oreo Cookies/Munchy's Chocolate Sandwich Biscuit with Marigold Milk is BRILLIANT.
O yar i am proud of marcus quek, who is sheena's brother, for doing well in his psle chinese. was rather nervous that day when he was getting back his results at school, and sheena was giving live telecast of the entire process through sms. hehehe looks like the hours spent reading passages for listening comprehension, doing (and marking) the dreaded compositions and comprehensions has paid off. :D

sentosa or east coast anyone? :D i miss my friends...

wonderful. totally wonderful. retail therapy is wonderful. YAY we should all work hard and make good money. i declare my europa tracktop my new wife. so don't touch it if you can if not you will get a bashing from me. if you are my girlfriend its a totally different thing of cuz. you get to hug both me and my wife.
ok shall stop talking nonsense.
O YA and i saw jing zhi today at bishan library. is singapore really so small. glad its small i get to see my friends every now and then without planning to meet. this is called 不约而同.

more coincidences in life.

spf seems to have complete control over me and its taking over my life at lightning speed.
well was doing duty for christmas lightup along orchard road, and i saw khairulnizam, lucas, gc, bentan, alexko, alexsim, chunyang, marcus. why do my friends get to party in orchard road on an weekend while i don't.... :( o ya lucas stop touching my belt and scrutinising my attire.
doing duty or shift work with chan is always an interesting and laughable occassion because we get to talk alot and joke alot and sing alot!
i am so shagged after 2 continuous night shifts. and more work is coming in tml. yay.\
i feel that someone tall wants to put me in a ridiculously difficult position.

corporate retreat

today's retreat was surprisingly interesting for me. ok maybe its because of all the bad and demoralising things other peeps told me about it. but to me the retreat was really quite an intriguing thing to have. even though it may be a little waste of time, but it is really great being able to get out of our usual social circles within the npcs and just get out and have fun with other people, and at least get to be better acquainted with them.
and the best part is that my team sleepy head (=P) won the challenge and all of us were definitely not expecting it. haha so fun to run about the entire afternoon looking for clues and doing crazy things at the stations. feels really great being the runner to bring our challenge result back to the base camp.
o ya and there were loads of food!!! :D --- morning tea break, lunch, afternoon tea break......haha made me soooo full.
ok so now i am officially shagged and stoning...

random let's conform to maslow's hierachy of needs.
i was thinking about...a modern choir.

stressed by

chorale postcard design;
boss saying my hair is long, even though i just got it trimmed, which links to
tml's retreat;
the lack of cash;
being unable to attend chorale practices;

saw these two puma and adidas jackets at marina square that faithful day. :) ok everyone needs money for Christmas cuz everyone needs to change their closets.

pumaadidasapple

i want a digital SLR. too bad i don't have a camera

finally i think the postcard design is done. thank yous to yen ling, yokie, terrence, dawn, chloe, yc, owen, for offering invaluable aid and comments and definitely the pirated stuffs which i shouldn't mention what on the sensitive cyberspace.

i am sure all of us will meet bitches and bastards at work. but yesterday night nadiah and i met one of the bitchiest person in urban singapore. she drives a subaru wrx and the repoman wants to tow away her veh because she owes the bank money. she talks loudly and retaliates verbally in an incredibly impolite manner towards us and vehement way towards the repoman. she is surprisingly retarded for a singaporean because she will say 'i don't understand a thing' everytime we say 'madam, please understand that...' she is soooooo evil even nadiah who is one of the nicest and friendliest officer around said that she is really a bxxxx. OK i shall stop talking bad behind people's back.
o ya it was a busy night shift.

marina square

is huGe! its like an orchard road within a shopping centre.

ok advert

project superstar

watched the first episode of project superstar on channel u. it was hilarious, and it also made me want to join a singing competition! HAHA

i heard the american democrats won the control of the house. is that true?
i need to purchase sooooo many things.

AND i went to have lunch at swensen's it was delicious. HAHA

book review

PAINS IN PUBLIC

the 50 people most likely to drive you completely nuts!

a very suggestive and provacative read that talks about bad social habits and ugly human behaviour outside of the warm and cozy home.

coincidence

was so bored with the day i decided to stop sleeping and get out of the house since there's nobody in the house other than me. no niece to look after. only left with silly monotonous stuff to do on the computer. so went to j8 with daniel. haha he was stuck at home with nothing to do too. arh so we went to J8 yet again and saundered. haha that was such a foolish thing to do maybe our aim was to catch a meal there at long john's.
I realise my coherence level is dropping. it is so cold i got a cold so my brain is going to freeze pretty soon.
oh then i met mr wong shou teik on bus 410 on the way back home. saw this strikingly familiar figure standing at the bus interchange and thought 'isn't that my classmate?' haha so we acknowledged each other's presence. and talked and blabbered quite loudly everyone was listening to our 'so you are in police force, slack right.' and 'so you are also some sort of a policeman.' conversation.
haha it was pretty amusing but the most interesting part was still being able to meet this old friend.

ok illustrative work must begin.
shall procrastinate no more.

grey angel

hur hur hur new skin... if only everyone can draw like this guy...
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yeeeeha photoshop rocks don't you just have to agree with me....




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退后

周杰伦

天空灰得像哭过
离开你以后

并没有更自由

酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离

一幕锥心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆

那笑容是夏季

你我的过去
被顺时针地忘记

缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后

信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过

最美的爱情
回忆里待续

christmas is barely 2 months away!!!!!

been having a rather nasty toothache these few days since i ate 3 bars of delicious kit kat 2 days ago but i have recovered from it already! ...ho ho ho...kit kat's nice but i guess i won't touch sweet stuff again for a month or two...

rururu

rururu rururururu rurururururururu ra ra.

hmmmm today had been a rather positive day. had a good talk with chan on issues ranging from past experiences to present states to future aspirations. yay then we played the chinese spelling game sounds childish and maybe even horrifying to some schooling children and teenagers but it was really fun and funny.
O this makes me realise whether funny is the adjective of the noun fun. and is fun also an adjective.

hohoho christmas is coming and i am getting fat. this is rainie and this is hebe. hohoho

hmm i am relieved that the work stress seems to be reducing. i want to do so many things but i am soooooo lazy hahahha. i am such a lazy bum, but i guess it's not a bad thing. i know procrastinating is a bad thing but i guess being lazy is ok. HAHA.

latest question: when will i get my next pay?

stupid question: when will i get married?

have been drinking milk ferociously because i recently realised that i am still a growing adult-boy.

hehehe

heeheehee played squash at lucas's place with ben, loo and moo. been a long time since we played and wow i am feeling very tired now. haha although i kept losing but it was very fun. i like the echoey squash court. :D

i seriously hate work. i hate these forms of responsibility and power that are ironically accompanied by the undying sense of powerlessness and fragility and restriction everytime i put on that dreaded uniform. it felt as if i was being coiled up by a boa constrictor...

it's been very long since i last took a photo. :(

i was thinking which lyrics to post. so this was my decision. listen along to it if this song is conveniently implanted onto your friendly pc/mac. :)

Water Night

Eric Whitacre, original lyrics by Octavio Paz

night with the eyes of a horse that trembles in the night.

night with eyes of water in the field asleep is in your eyes

a horse that trembles is in your eyes of secret water

eyes of shadow water

eyes of well water

eyes of dream water

silence and solitude

two little animals moon-led

drink in your eyes

drink in those waters

if you open your eyes night opens doors of mask

the secret kingdom of the water opens flowing from the centre of the night

and if you close your eyes

a river, a silent and beautiful current fills you from within

flows forward, forward

darkens you

night brings its wetness to beaches in your soul.

personally

i think i have weird dreams.
this morning i dreamt that i was in the 'a' level period and was supposed to be studying for it, but i will also be going to the us and japan, so i was packing my bags and i realised i don't have enough winter clothing since it is going to be winter soon. then an even bigger realisation came when i got to know that i was not going to go to these two countries for whatever reasons and i have to go back to studying, and this was when i woke up in the dream, not from the dream. so i was very disappointed and then went back to sleep. hmmm then i had another dream immediately whereby i was in a humungous hotel that was very beautiful. i was walking in its narrow passageways which always seem to come to dead ends. then i wanted to go to the toilet and i knew where the toilet was. i was walking then i saw one of the cleaner coming out from the passageway leading to it, and i saw a lot of people queuing outside the toilet but i decided to go there nonetheless. then i discovered that the passageway had turned into a slit mysteriously and there was no way i can go through. and i kept sneaking into one of the hotel rooms to do something and was discovered by the occupants when i was always about to leave the rooms who happened to be two of my friends whom i cannot remember now. during the last adventure into this room, i happened to see two of my friends joshua and sheena sitting on the brick tile roof top outside the room through the big rectangular glass windows. then i think we flew down to the lake side outside the hotel and then sheena boarded a very big flying flower and she uttered something like fairy before the flower started to become very roller-coasterish and we went WHOOPS. then i woke up. then i was relieved that i have already taken my examinations last year.
talking bout exam stress i think it drags on for a few years some people still can't get over it.

hot and hazy

the weather these few days has not been optimal.makes ppl sick easily. we are supposed to be approaching winter but its still so warm in Singapore......
ok why am i talking about the weather of all things.
ok i have nothing to brag about so this's all ahahaha.

bahhh i remember this place.

went out with daniel and yy and mel and samuel and shawn and joel yesterday to celebrate yy's birthay at j8. there was absolutely nothing to do at this neighbourhood shopping centre because we have been here last week and the weeks before and it's almost became part of our weekly routine its scary and boring. they should add more entertainment facilities there instead of just apparels and electronics stores. the cinema doesn't suffice. now that they have built the library they shouldn't stop there they should make bishan road the next orchard road. :)

bah rush hour traffic sucks big big time.
i like grape-flavoured yakult it is healthy and delicious.
i want to be mr rice cooker.

白色风车

周杰伦
白色的风车 安静的纯真

真实的感觉 梦境般遥远

甜甜的海水 复杂的眼泪

看你傻笑着 握住我的手

梦希望没有尽头 我们走到这就好

因为我不想太快走完这幸福 很可惜没有祝福

但爱你并不孤独 不会再让你哭
我陪你走到最后

能不能不要回头

你紧紧地抱住我

说你不需要承诺你说

我若一个人会比较自由

我不懂你说什么

反正不会松手
我陪你走到最后

能不能别想太多

会不会手牵着手

晚一点再到尽头

你说不该再相见只为了瞬间

谢谢你让我听见

因为我在等待永远