it's the last day of november

it was just the end of the As a year ago.
had buffet dinner with my team at toa payoh cc and there were lotsa food, =), and the food was varied and delicious. however i have loads of mosquito bites on my arms and legs. BAH toa payoh CC is like one concrete mangrove! they should make a check on the water retention abilitiy of the building.
i am so forgetful finally managed to get my shoebag...slippers...and ridzwan's cds from my locker. how did i manage to forget to take them...must be because they are all placed on the top shelve.

after much deliberation, finally went for a haircut yesterday. and i am happy about it. Was doing some typing for my dad yesterday. BAHHH i hate typing for hours and hours its mentally tiring.
Oreo Cookies/Munchy's Chocolate Sandwich Biscuit with Marigold Milk is BRILLIANT.
O yar i am proud of marcus quek, who is sheena's brother, for doing well in his psle chinese. was rather nervous that day when he was getting back his results at school, and sheena was giving live telecast of the entire process through sms. hehehe looks like the hours spent reading passages for listening comprehension, doing (and marking) the dreaded compositions and comprehensions has paid off. :D

sentosa or east coast anyone? :D i miss my friends...

wonderful. totally wonderful. retail therapy is wonderful. YAY we should all work hard and make good money. i declare my europa tracktop my new wife. so don't touch it if you can if not you will get a bashing from me. if you are my girlfriend its a totally different thing of cuz. you get to hug both me and my wife.
ok shall stop talking nonsense.
O YA and i saw jing zhi today at bishan library. is singapore really so small. glad its small i get to see my friends every now and then without planning to meet. this is called 不约而同.

more coincidences in life.

spf seems to have complete control over me and its taking over my life at lightning speed.
well was doing duty for christmas lightup along orchard road, and i saw khairulnizam, lucas, gc, bentan, alexko, alexsim, chunyang, marcus. why do my friends get to party in orchard road on an weekend while i don't.... :( o ya lucas stop touching my belt and scrutinising my attire.
doing duty or shift work with chan is always an interesting and laughable occassion because we get to talk alot and joke alot and sing alot!
i am so shagged after 2 continuous night shifts. and more work is coming in tml. yay.\
i feel that someone tall wants to put me in a ridiculously difficult position.

corporate retreat

today's retreat was surprisingly interesting for me. ok maybe its because of all the bad and demoralising things other peeps told me about it. but to me the retreat was really quite an intriguing thing to have. even though it may be a little waste of time, but it is really great being able to get out of our usual social circles within the npcs and just get out and have fun with other people, and at least get to be better acquainted with them.
and the best part is that my team sleepy head (=P) won the challenge and all of us were definitely not expecting it. haha so fun to run about the entire afternoon looking for clues and doing crazy things at the stations. feels really great being the runner to bring our challenge result back to the base camp.
o ya and there were loads of food!!! :D --- morning tea break, lunch, afternoon tea break......haha made me soooo full.
ok so now i am officially shagged and stoning...

random let's conform to maslow's hierachy of needs.
i was thinking about...a modern choir.

stressed by

chorale postcard design;
boss saying my hair is long, even though i just got it trimmed, which links to
tml's retreat;
the lack of cash;
being unable to attend chorale practices;

saw these two puma and adidas jackets at marina square that faithful day. :) ok everyone needs money for Christmas cuz everyone needs to change their closets.

pumaadidasapple

i want a digital SLR. too bad i don't have a camera

finally i think the postcard design is done. thank yous to yen ling, yokie, terrence, dawn, chloe, yc, owen, for offering invaluable aid and comments and definitely the pirated stuffs which i shouldn't mention what on the sensitive cyberspace.

i am sure all of us will meet bitches and bastards at work. but yesterday night nadiah and i met one of the bitchiest person in urban singapore. she drives a subaru wrx and the repoman wants to tow away her veh because she owes the bank money. she talks loudly and retaliates verbally in an incredibly impolite manner towards us and vehement way towards the repoman. she is surprisingly retarded for a singaporean because she will say 'i don't understand a thing' everytime we say 'madam, please understand that...' she is soooooo evil even nadiah who is one of the nicest and friendliest officer around said that she is really a bxxxx. OK i shall stop talking bad behind people's back.
o ya it was a busy night shift.

marina square

is huGe! its like an orchard road within a shopping centre.

ok advert

project superstar

watched the first episode of project superstar on channel u. it was hilarious, and it also made me want to join a singing competition! HAHA

i heard the american democrats won the control of the house. is that true?
i need to purchase sooooo many things.

AND i went to have lunch at swensen's it was delicious. HAHA

book review

PAINS IN PUBLIC

the 50 people most likely to drive you completely nuts!

a very suggestive and provacative read that talks about bad social habits and ugly human behaviour outside of the warm and cozy home.

coincidence

was so bored with the day i decided to stop sleeping and get out of the house since there's nobody in the house other than me. no niece to look after. only left with silly monotonous stuff to do on the computer. so went to j8 with daniel. haha he was stuck at home with nothing to do too. arh so we went to J8 yet again and saundered. haha that was such a foolish thing to do maybe our aim was to catch a meal there at long john's.
I realise my coherence level is dropping. it is so cold i got a cold so my brain is going to freeze pretty soon.
oh then i met mr wong shou teik on bus 410 on the way back home. saw this strikingly familiar figure standing at the bus interchange and thought 'isn't that my classmate?' haha so we acknowledged each other's presence. and talked and blabbered quite loudly everyone was listening to our 'so you are in police force, slack right.' and 'so you are also some sort of a policeman.' conversation.
haha it was pretty amusing but the most interesting part was still being able to meet this old friend.

ok illustrative work must begin.
shall procrastinate no more.

grey angel

hur hur hur new skin... if only everyone can draw like this guy...
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yeeeeha photoshop rocks don't you just have to agree with me....




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退后

周杰伦

天空灰得像哭过
离开你以后

并没有更自由

酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离

一幕锥心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆

那笑容是夏季

你我的过去
被顺时针地忘记

缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后

信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过

最美的爱情
回忆里待续

christmas is barely 2 months away!!!!!

been having a rather nasty toothache these few days since i ate 3 bars of delicious kit kat 2 days ago but i have recovered from it already! ...ho ho ho...kit kat's nice but i guess i won't touch sweet stuff again for a month or two...

rururu

rururu rururururu rurururururururu ra ra.

hmmmm today had been a rather positive day. had a good talk with chan on issues ranging from past experiences to present states to future aspirations. yay then we played the chinese spelling game sounds childish and maybe even horrifying to some schooling children and teenagers but it was really fun and funny.
O this makes me realise whether funny is the adjective of the noun fun. and is fun also an adjective.

hohoho christmas is coming and i am getting fat. this is rainie and this is hebe. hohoho

hmm i am relieved that the work stress seems to be reducing. i want to do so many things but i am soooooo lazy hahahha. i am such a lazy bum, but i guess it's not a bad thing. i know procrastinating is a bad thing but i guess being lazy is ok. HAHA.

latest question: when will i get my next pay?

stupid question: when will i get married?

have been drinking milk ferociously because i recently realised that i am still a growing adult-boy.

hehehe

heeheehee played squash at lucas's place with ben, loo and moo. been a long time since we played and wow i am feeling very tired now. haha although i kept losing but it was very fun. i like the echoey squash court. :D

i seriously hate work. i hate these forms of responsibility and power that are ironically accompanied by the undying sense of powerlessness and fragility and restriction everytime i put on that dreaded uniform. it felt as if i was being coiled up by a boa constrictor...

it's been very long since i last took a photo. :(

i was thinking which lyrics to post. so this was my decision. listen along to it if this song is conveniently implanted onto your friendly pc/mac. :)

Water Night

Eric Whitacre, original lyrics by Octavio Paz

night with the eyes of a horse that trembles in the night.

night with eyes of water in the field asleep is in your eyes

a horse that trembles is in your eyes of secret water

eyes of shadow water

eyes of well water

eyes of dream water

silence and solitude

two little animals moon-led

drink in your eyes

drink in those waters

if you open your eyes night opens doors of mask

the secret kingdom of the water opens flowing from the centre of the night

and if you close your eyes

a river, a silent and beautiful current fills you from within

flows forward, forward

darkens you

night brings its wetness to beaches in your soul.

personally

i think i have weird dreams.
this morning i dreamt that i was in the 'a' level period and was supposed to be studying for it, but i will also be going to the us and japan, so i was packing my bags and i realised i don't have enough winter clothing since it is going to be winter soon. then an even bigger realisation came when i got to know that i was not going to go to these two countries for whatever reasons and i have to go back to studying, and this was when i woke up in the dream, not from the dream. so i was very disappointed and then went back to sleep. hmmm then i had another dream immediately whereby i was in a humungous hotel that was very beautiful. i was walking in its narrow passageways which always seem to come to dead ends. then i wanted to go to the toilet and i knew where the toilet was. i was walking then i saw one of the cleaner coming out from the passageway leading to it, and i saw a lot of people queuing outside the toilet but i decided to go there nonetheless. then i discovered that the passageway had turned into a slit mysteriously and there was no way i can go through. and i kept sneaking into one of the hotel rooms to do something and was discovered by the occupants when i was always about to leave the rooms who happened to be two of my friends whom i cannot remember now. during the last adventure into this room, i happened to see two of my friends joshua and sheena sitting on the brick tile roof top outside the room through the big rectangular glass windows. then i think we flew down to the lake side outside the hotel and then sheena boarded a very big flying flower and she uttered something like fairy before the flower started to become very roller-coasterish and we went WHOOPS. then i woke up. then i was relieved that i have already taken my examinations last year.
talking bout exam stress i think it drags on for a few years some people still can't get over it.

hot and hazy

the weather these few days has not been optimal.makes ppl sick easily. we are supposed to be approaching winter but its still so warm in Singapore......
ok why am i talking about the weather of all things.
ok i have nothing to brag about so this's all ahahaha.

bahhh i remember this place.

went out with daniel and yy and mel and samuel and shawn and joel yesterday to celebrate yy's birthay at j8. there was absolutely nothing to do at this neighbourhood shopping centre because we have been here last week and the weeks before and it's almost became part of our weekly routine its scary and boring. they should add more entertainment facilities there instead of just apparels and electronics stores. the cinema doesn't suffice. now that they have built the library they shouldn't stop there they should make bishan road the next orchard road. :)

bah rush hour traffic sucks big big time.
i like grape-flavoured yakult it is healthy and delicious.
i want to be mr rice cooker.

白色风车

周杰伦
白色的风车 安静的纯真

真实的感觉 梦境般遥远

甜甜的海水 复杂的眼泪

看你傻笑着 握住我的手

梦希望没有尽头 我们走到这就好

因为我不想太快走完这幸福 很可惜没有祝福

但爱你并不孤独 不会再让你哭
我陪你走到最后

能不能不要回头

你紧紧地抱住我

说你不需要承诺你说

我若一个人会比较自由

我不懂你说什么

反正不会松手
我陪你走到最后

能不能别想太多

会不会手牵着手

晚一点再到尽头

你说不该再相见只为了瞬间

谢谢你让我听见

因为我在等待永远

ok i decided not to place my hair salon and cafe in the busiest areas in singapore.