Murmurs are abnormal heart sounds that are produced as a result of turbulent blood flow which is sufficient to produce audible noise

jianhao has heart murmurs. am i going to die soon...?

okay.

ahhh think i am over-reacting. hahhaha okay it's kinda funny when i told jiejun just now that i have heart murmurs, and she told me it's becuz i drank too much. hmmmmm was in ntu just now for the medical checkup when my doctor suddenly listened to my heartbeat using the stethoscope THRICE. hmmm yah normally it will be a one-off thing. so i kinda knew he was listening for something. he suspected an abnormal heartbeat somewhere. so he suggested i go do a heart beat scanning. okay it was quite comfortable lying on the bed in an air-conditioned room. i almost fell asleep on it. okay the result came out, and it was quite obvious that i have "heart murmurs". okay i sorta felt this about 2 years ago when i was still at HTA, but it sorta went off after a while, so i thought it's okay. now it's back. i sorta still feel it sometimes.

okay anyway went out with rafiq, chan, choonkai and peter AGAIN to go play LAN at paradiz. HAHAHA ok i conclude that i am bad at cs and total war, and serious sam is a really addictive game.

found treasure in this song. -->>

寂寞的季节

陶喆

风吹落最后一片叶 我的心也飘着雪

爱只能往回忆里堆叠 给下个季节
忽然间树梢冒花蕊 我怎么会都没有感觉

整条街都是恋爱的人 我独自走在暖风的夜

多想要向过去告别 当季节不停更迭

却还是少一点坚决 在这寂寞的季节

艳阳高照在那海边 爱情盛开的世界

远远看著热闹一切 我记得那狂烈
窗外是快枯黄的叶 感伤在心中有一些

我了解那些爱过的人 心是如何慢慢在凋谢

又走过风吹的冷冽 最后一盏灯熄灭

从回忆我慢慢穿越 在这寂寞的季节

还是寂寞 的季 节 一样寂寞的季节