alex and wenhao and iris all said that i looked DAMN SHAGGED today. haha really meh. must be the 5 hours of lectures today that drained me.

hahah AB213 was scary. HS813 was boring. BLAH

alright! my R is back to normal. woohoo!

now finally knows that he will need to set an hour aside a day to clear his to-do list. :)

oooo apparently i am an ESTP now. HAHA

You are flexible and tolerant, and take a pragmatic approach focused on immediate results. Theories and conceptual explanations bore you - you want to act energetically to solve the problem. You focus on the here-and-now. You are spontaneous and enjoy each moment in which you can be active with others. You enjoy material comforts and style. You learn best through doing. Famous people with your same ESTP personality include: Ernest Hemingway, Lucille Ball, Jack Nicholson, Eddie Murphy, Madonna, Bruce Willis, and Michael J. Fox.

i think ESTPs make good bloggers and entrepreneurs. they just need to follow thru. :)

alright. something wrong with the R button on my keyboard again. SIAN. u know how difficult it was to complete these 2 sentences? HAHA

second day of school. had thm briefing for the ritz-carlton-F1 event in sept. that june is freaking bitchy! she said "it's good that your hair can grow so well, but it needs a trim." (OMG) yeah took so long to wait for the interview (which was quite worthless) and missed the guitar audition. now ivan/daryl/joshua has to give me personal tuition liao. MUAHAHA.

am feeling sleepy at 7pm. tsk tsk tsk

ahhaha alicia told me that her dad was squeezing the shrilling duck non-stop when he saw it. SO FUNNY!

hhaha slept for 10 hours last night! from 10pm to 8am. WOOHOO. i am a pig :) okay no more sleep debt.

looking forward to travelling 1.5hrs to school in a while! :)

he doesn't dare to sleep.

knows that he will never be truly happy unless things change, unless people change.

WOW. first day of school officially ended.

met up with alicia and irene yesterday to shop around. junwei, eechen, joyce and elizabeth joined us too. wah took neoprint sia. HAHA waiting for alicia's pics



yeah then went over to airport to send miaoru, huanjie, jacky and junyang off to the singing competition in china. HAHA bought that shrilling duck for alicia and everyone was playing with it. DAMN IRRITATING! esp iris and wendy. tsk tsk tsk


nobody's gonna scold me for posting this. :) why are the 2 of them so shy. HAHA


hahah yeah then we went to mr bean's for supper before heading for pool. i reached home at 3am i think.

slept for 3 hours and then woke up at 6am to go to golden mile to send alicia off. haahah joyce was there too.

then took bus with joyce to mrt and reached my bt313 seminar at 9am. haha i was half an hour late! hhahah i got appointed as class rep. more saikang to do. luckily the prof is still nice at the moment. oh yeah same class as rachel hoon. she is so MINAH. HAHA anyway most of the students in my class are year 3 tourism students. i must read up more so that i won't lose to them!

yeah then met siying for lunch at hall 3. she slept for only 1 hour yeah so she is like more tired than i am.

slept on the train back home and spend 93 dollars on the hybrid concession. FREAKING CHOR! jialat jialat.

MORE PERFORMANCE GIGS pls. :P

ndp. nothing spectacular other than getting to know that vocaluptous charges thousandss of dollars for 15 mins of performance. WAHHH

oh dinner at bran's was spectacular. dinner was great. i loved all the 3 dishes that he whipped up himself. and it really felt like i was dining at a restaurant. WELL DONE! hahah i especially love the mango and sticky rice. yum yum. :)

and of cuz! we had lotsa fun watching ndp and singapore idol and xing guang da dao. :)

oopps kenna jio-ed to go out. HAHAHA :) seeya guys later!

unbelievably long day. woke up after 4 hours of sleep. then went for choir prac at siglap. yeah today was productive. then talked to nelson about next year's plans! sounds really very exciting! we will work hard towards that! after prac went for yong tau foo with sue, marc, emma, and sing.

then cabbed down to dbs auditorium to catch dad's performance. i totally forgot that julio and chun rong will be there so i was quite stunned to see them there. and wendy also! and yeah collin was hosting that event! aahahh yeah so lotsa vs peeps over there. after that went to lau pa sat for supper. had lotsa food. iris joined us then...


then we went to cathay to CHILL for a while before our movie 'UP' which starts at 1.40am. hahah damn late. erm. yeah. zach, miaoru, yk and regina joined us for that...

it wasn't a very interesting show. i fell asleep on several occasion.

yeah then we went to selegie for beancurd. HAHAH been spending too much money on food!!!! HAHAH

just came back from supper at the airport again. HAHHAHA had swensen's ice cream for desserts. met bryan and he told lotsa stories about army. and catch-phrases like har-har-tua-lam-pa (ooops) hahah. yeah then we sorta lazed around and played with the push-trolleys...what a life.

yeah had fun too at blooie's in the evening. met all the hall 3 ppl and freshies! and sang a song. almost felt like it was qing chang at the beginning cuz the music was really too soft. HAHA guo liang was very apologetic before i left. it's okay la! :) oh yeah i saw darren at sp night too! hahah


oh and my hair is BLACK now. MUAHAHAH.

met ivan today for lunch and then went simlim and funan to get his external hdd. wow sim lim is not cheap lor! in the end we settled for the one at my aunt's shop in funan. haha yeah then saw brandon on the way while going to thai express to meet gab and sue for dinner. vc meeting was good :)

looking forward to sp night tomorrow and then supper after that with vs peeps! hahah :)

siying said that i am an exhibitionist. WHERE GOT??? hahaaha

alright! while i am waiting for my hair to dry might as well update what happened today. ahhah i always tell myself that this blog is an avenue for me to post all the events that happened so that i can always have some reference if i ever lose my memory. HAHA

yeah had a long day today.

met ivan to window shop for HDD at funan. daryl joined us later and we went to excelsior to fix his guitar strings. then we trained down to ob to meet miaoru and zach, both of whom were TERRIBLY late! blah.

hahah yeah we practiced LOVE and when you say nothing at all for a while, then cabbed down to changi biz park. was late too when we arrived at nestle. saw siying and her intern friend, and jane and carilyn from the marketing dept. they sorta liked our performance. HAHA

yeah then went to kbox at cine with zach and miaoru. hahah alot of ppl came i think. can' count. around 18 bah. HAHA! had so much fun. that's why i am home so late. MUAHAHAH



oh yeah thanks daryl for helping me get the shakers. :)

ECP outing today with wensi, suhui, daniel and derrick.

hahah met everyone except suhui at city hall to take bus 36 to ecp together. WAHAHAH damn tired, haven't woke up at such crazy timings (8am) for a long time. I am a sleeping and eating pig, i know.


yeah and so we cycled and absorbed vitamin d and took lotsa pics on the way. HAHA yeah i am damn tired i just took a 4-hour nap actually. when mom woke me up i thought it was morning already. HAHA

yeah Junyang-laoshi replied my email le! woohoo. needs to write more touching melodies and have a singer in mind.

mom was very upset today. yeah decided to take her and dad for a stroll at the park today. i hope that cleared up alot of things. :)

anyway i am on a composition spree nowadays! hahah happy happy happy :) needs to compose fast songs. okay i kept saying that... HAHAH

ah. leroy's birthday party today!


naruto shippuden ep 120 is freaking touching.

needs to keep on writing songs and making demos to feel the emptiness and lack of confidence within. HAHA so emo!

been heading home very late nowadays, and mom has been complaining. i think i should return home earlier... went to ecp to enjoy the breeze yesterday night. :)

needs to start doing lotsa crunches and stretching. dancing with julio and zach was quite fun. :) collected money from sherlyn and had dinner/supper with ivan, miaoru, zach, eug, marcus and sherlyn.

thought through alot of things the past few days, and i realised who my true friends are. zach mentioned something really true - it is more important to have true friends compared to having many friends.

True friends are ppl who you feel happy to be around with and whom you can freely express your thoughts cuz you know they will listen. They are ppl who you will want to write a song for. HAHA they are ppl who will not forget you no matter where you are and will support you always. They may not hang out with you everyday but every now and then you pop up in their minds. They are the first few ppl you wanna invite to your performance. They are the ppl whom you share no awkward moments with.

you know who you are. :)

met up with vs peeps yesterday for supper at amk. then off to changi airport.

needs to make an impt phone call tml. wish me luck.

woohoo welcome back ivan!

haha i just woke up. slept at 5am this morning. went to funan to visit my mom for a while, then off excelsior to fix my mic stand, then went to ob to meet miaoru, zach, julio and sherlyn for dinner. then mr,zach,julio and i went to woodlands to meet yk for karaoke. HAHA then we went to upp thomson road prata house for supper with regina then off to sembawang beach for another chit chat session...

oh, and is megan fox a man? :P

haven't been out so late in ages! hahah i just returned home from a good supper with vs peeps at henderson waves. HAHA

yeah today's bistro performance was cancelled cuz melvyn had his son's first month's celebration at the bistro bar. HAHAH yeah. so we went for dinner at LJS and watched harry potter at marina square with collin, wendy, iris, shuting, mireen, regina, alex, fiona and chunrong. before the show we were trying to catch dolls at the arcade and i think we spent almost 50 bucks on a few of them. we also saw SEAN's look-alike on the poster of xiao dao xiao. yeah then we walked around mandarin oriental and got chased out, so we went to esplanade rooftop terrace to enjoy the night scenery.

zach came soon after and we went to balestier to meet miaoru and yk for boon tong ki chicken rice. quite nice. ordered half a chicken, fried tofu, kailan and sweet and sour pork. really not bad! yeah then we headed over to serangoon gardens but liquid kitchen was closed, so we headed to henderson road instead.

BUSY and TIRING day! fulfilling though! :) can't believe i did 2 performances tonight. hAHA

went to vj at 1pm to collect the carpark label from miss sandhya. started warming up at 2pm...dinner at 5pm sucked...

then rushed off to tampines central cc for hdb performance with shuting. yeah shuting don't fret! jiayou everything comes with experience :) ooo got to take photos with charissa. she was the mc for the past 3 venues that i was at. hahah so coincidental!

then rushed back to vj in shuting's parents' car. i thought our performance was not too shabby. sang for president nathan who graced the event. however, i think no one can ever hit that Bb in circle of life other than that crazy joshua koh. HAHA yeah and i was totally stunned by gabriel's cheering on stage. HAHA! i think vj wouldn't dare to invite us back there to perform ever again. HAHA!

gabriel's thinking of having a PCC. shall we? :)

dissatisfied with my hdb performance today at rivervale. i think i didn't warm up enough. VERY BAD...blah. jiayou tml for tampines and homecoming. i am WONDERNAT :)

did my first proper demo of 不靠近 today! muahaha needs drum loops!!!

22nd July marks the beginning of RUBBERBAND. HAHA!

yooosh just came back from supper at swensen's at changi airport. yeah spent the whole day with zach, daryl and miaoru doing midi stuff - from daryl's house where we saw all his fanciful equipments, to funan and excelsior where i got all my stuff from...managed to buy an audio interface which comes with cubase, condenser mic, lotsa cables and a mike stand... hahah still neeed alot of setup to be done!!! shall do it tml morning. HAHA :)

yeah then we had supper at swensen's. kept listening to the other guys talk about army stuff. HAHA~ jiayou bryan and alan who will be enlisting tml! and may all the sick birds (alex, julio, ashton, etc...) get well soon :)

just reached home, had a good bath, and then i saw a cockroach in the room. BAHHH now my room smells of insecticide...BLAHHH

oh yeah! best thing to happen today: the formation of RUBBERBAND! yeah just had a long practice after daniel informed me yesterday that his band pulled out and we had to perform for the singapore food fest at clarke quay the next day...yeah so we barely had 2 practices before our perf earlier on. HAHAHA yeah but there were a few technical errors here and there la, like no sustain pedal for the keyboard (hahah wth i thought sustain is essential...) yeah then it's my first time performing with a shaker egg. hahah quite challenging! hahah thanks collin, iris, mireen, regina, chunrong, julio, ashton, wenhao, alex, shuting for coming down to support us earlier on. HAHA regina later went on stage to wear a sarong. HAHA

yeah then shaved bryan joined us and the bunch of us went to macs at liang court and kept talking about performance and midi stuff. bah i should get a macbook pro, audio interface, synthesiser, midi interface, condenser mic...BAHHHH no $$$$$ oh just found out that my keyboard has midi in and out! woo hoo! damn happy! hahah

yay going daryl's house to play with his midi tml. :) got my inspiration from huanjie's and miaoru's blogs: once i can do my own demos and covers i will post them here! hahah

okay now have to think of a way to remove the damned cockroach...

CONGRATS to everyone who got into the ZHONG JI BAN! hahaha

of cuz i am abit sore about not being inside with all of u guys, but we were clearly not good enough yet la! hahaha will jiayou and work hard! gambarimashyou! you guys work hard and sign more autographs for me! hahahah

just learnt how to play the shaker egg! VERY FUN!!!

needs to go and compose songs for SHE and do covers! hahah

had supper at chomp chomp and rk with ivan, ashton, regina, iris, julio and yamapi. most of us can hold the volleyball with ONE hand! hahah

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cummon NAT. let's work even harder. prove to ppl that they are WRONG. :)

NEVER leave my fate in other ppl's hands. I WANT IT!!!!


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will be performing on wed night @ 10pm at the central fountain @ clarke quay. seeya! :)

had a really long day yesterday! thanks to my parents, yy,bran,mel,samuel,tk and gf for coming down to support me yest! had a really great time on stage and really sang our hearts out. HAHA of cuz we were disappointed that we didn't get to take home any special prizes la, but some of our friends did mention that they CRIED listening to us. HAHA i guess that's enough consolation yeah!

I WILL MISS EVERYONE man...all the practices, no more seeing wenhao practising like mad when i reach ob in the afternoon and waiting for mika to arrive 3 hours later, no more seeing shuting's and bryan's groups practising in the dance studio,...no more practising till 11 plus at night until wewe had to chase us all out of the office so that he can go home...hahah feels abit lost now... BLAH

tml's the BIG day! sleep early :)

hi hi! hi everyone who's reading. HAHA!

met lip yong and raymond for lunch this afternoon, talked non-stop from the hong kong cafe (where i had a very very choking wasabi seafood baked rice, which was nothing like the wasabi prawns i had the other day) to basement food gallery to thai express. AHAHA this time the topic changed to travelling and extreme sports! hahah wanna sky dive and bungee jump and para-glide leh!!! hahaha

then went to lip yong's house cuz he recommended a hairdresser near to his house but he did warn that the hairdresser was going to be abit gay. HAHA omg when we entered we felt like exiting immediately! hahah we had to endure his stories and his weird laughter throughout the haircut lor...hahah i think his assistant must be suffering alot working there...HAHA

went to yew tee for the HDB performance. and i created a classic by saying "wow i have never been to yew tee before. you guys really have a lot of shopping malls ar, i am very impressed! WELL DONE YEW TEE!" hahah STUNNED. :P anyway sherlyn laoshi mentioned that i shouldn't hold the mic with 2 hands and i should choose easier songs. HAHA

yeah then we cabbed down to OB (oh yeah ivan and sherlyn owe me 4 dollars each!!) had a short prac with wenhao and mika. tidied up abit here and there...

ok skipped supper so that i will have a good sleep tonight and prepare for choir and hdb perf tml! hahah

had our...FIFTH review today. HAHA! erm i played so many wrong notes i hate myself...bah need to continue working on the thai dance song, and a few of my other compositions...and HDB perf's later!! i am bringing a music score stand on stage for my lyrics...HAHA!

oh yeah went shopping with ivan in the morning for my shoes...they cost 180 bucks... OMG. HAHHA better take good care of them!!! hahaha

went k lunch with shihui in the afternoon...HAHA i think i prefer playing the keyboard and singing to it! hahahaha yay save money...HAHAHA

rotting in front of the comp and my butt's getting bigger.

my second aunt and my cousin jieyin stayed over at my house last night, then my first aunt and her husband came over with breakfast in the morning... HAHAH :) pancake and youtiao! hahah had a good talk with them on travelling! and they told me there's such a thing called disney-sea in tokyo. HAHA!

then went to watch the bistro performance in the afternoon...

then off for dinner at waraku at central...
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just did the REVERSE BUNGY at clarke quay withe bryan, wenhao, ivan, collin and miaoru..miaoru said this was nothing compared to sky-diving.. HAHA. but still IT WAS MIND-BLOWING. AHAHA!

OH MAN! really tired!!! hahah woke up t 6am this morning, the earliest in months!!!

john and janet's wedding was the glue.

hahaha oh met all the brothers and sisters and they are really nice people! ahahah





also gotta meet so many of my aunties and uncles and cousins and we exchanged emails! hahah can't believe we haven't been keeping in constant contact for 20 over years! oh my fav dish just now was the fried wasabi prawns! OMG i am sure i had over 10 pieces. HAHA!

spent the whole day shopping for concert attire. was with mika at city plaza to get her gown, then we went to bugis to look for blazers, while the rest were still at clarke quay central. yup after that we met at bugis and decided to get wenhao and my blazers at taka zara. was very disappointed when i couldn't find the blazer that i wanted over there! it was $229 yest and the price on that rack dropped to $179 today! no wonder it's gone. bryan and alex then came and bryan persuaded me to go to marina square to look for the blazer. LUCKILY it's there, if not ar...



haha okay then we headed back to ob for review and photoshoot. hahah everyone was dressed very nicely. will post the photos soon. yeah the photoshoot was fun, and i thought our perf was not too bad, just that i really need to get my piano chords right!!! argh. yeah then we threw a surprise for bryan and he had to blow 20 candles off his cake. HAHA aiyah it's just that the candles are easy to blow man.

JIAYOU peeps! don't be too stressed!

yeah have to go and get my accessories tml with mireen at far east. BLAH.

have been spending most of my days with vs peeps nowadays. met sue, marc, adrian and asik for lunch at astons at cathay. then went to far east to meet ivan, wenhao, mika, mireen, alex and shuting to shop for clothes.

gotta try out central tml afternoon...:P

been having suppers almost everyday with the vs peeps. just came back from rk house at serangoon gardens. HAHA

anyway accompanied zach and bryan to far east to buy their perf costume. need to buy mine and wenhao's very soon tml! :)

anyway wencong laoshi said that our performance is on the right track. YAY!

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heard a very bad news from gabriel on sunday...may gabriel and cheryl's family be blessed with hope...

REALLY REALLY DISAPPOINTED. lalalalala WHY CAN'T I SING BETTER LEH? HAHAH

had a bad day at singapore flyer. luckily i didn't see any of my friends there! hahaha if not ar...will be damn paiseh! hahahah

was walking in the rain with the vs peeps just now. QUITE fun la. HAHA

5 July - Bistro Bar @ Singapore Flyer - 5pm
7 July - VS Grad Perf Review
10 July - 4-4 Dinner @ Kallang
11 July - Janet's Wedding @ Grand Park City Hall
17 July - HDB Performance @ Yew Tee Square - 7pm
18 July - HDB Performance @ Elias Mall - 6.50pm
19 July - VS Grad Perf @ NUS UCC
24 July - HDB Performance @ Rivervale Plaza - 6.30pm
25 July - VJC Homecoming Performance @ VJC Field
26 July - Bistro Bar @ Singapore Flyer - 5pm
6 Aug - Hall 3 FOC SP Night Performance

had food-tasting-cum-briefing with john and janet yesterday night at the hotel. hahah maybe i am not very picky but i thought the food was good. HAHA but everyone else was saying either it's too oily or too sweet... HAHAHA

had a whole day of practice for bistro. haha even so i felt that we didn't really accomplish much. HAIZZZ why?!?!!?!

just had supper just now. erm. played tap tap revenge again. HAHA huanjie is freaking lame la! hahaha all the politeness we showed each other in the beginning was just a SHOW!! hahahaah :P

okay more practice tml! and tml's the review! OMG.

loves to play with the tambourine! was playing this love with daryl just now in the drum room. WAH damn shiok. HAHA!

went to kk hospital with sis in the morning for her routine checkup. HAHAHA i think i look better wearing masks. YEAH? aahah

yeah after that went to OB and had a FULL DAY of practices. our group still couldn't come to a consensus what to do for FRIDAY. tsk tsk tsk.

attended huan liang lao shi's composing workshop and we are urged to learn how to use MIDI, and also to compose a dance song for 3 thai singers. HAHA! quite fun.

OMG have to prepare for THURSDAY's HDB REVIEW, FRIDAY's GRAD PERF REVIEW, and SUNDAY's PERFORMANCE!!!! HOW!!!!! HAHAHAHA

just wanna be himself. but he wants to change too.

jianhao is greedy. he wants everything.

jianhao also likes to try and give up...but that won't happen in music!!!!!!!!

jianhao doesn't want to lose his choir friends.

woohoo! 600th post! hehe

yeah these past few days haven't been very good for me, in the sense that alot of questions about my abilities were raised and i sorta lost quite a fair bit of self-confidence.

was helping my sis with her kids cuz she had to go for this sudoku challenge thingie. hahaha yeah my mom was freezing inside parco bugis. :P
performed for terr's teacher's (and mother-in-law-to-be) concert on saturday. erm. wasn't good at all. my perf sux man...oh got to know huai zhi who's a speech therapist! suelynn go talk to him! haha yeah bought tau sa pia from balestier. actually wanted to give some to vc peeps but they didn't come for the concert event in the end. and, they also didn't want to wait for sandy and i for supper. haha oh well no luck for them. :P

went to support miaoru for a million star pk finals at kallang leisurepark. there were really alot of good singers over there like aijia, diya and sly. i didn't know that sly can actually sing quite well until now. HAHA but he didn't get in anyway.


oh this is my teacher sherlyn :)


after that went to j8 to have dinner with nichole, sheena and jingzhi. ok that's the happiest thing i have done in ages. hahaha haven't laughed for heartily for very long...it was really great listening to them talk about life over chicken rice, fishball soup, sweet potato and banana fritters with coconut. HAHA yeah good food and good company. :)



it really sux not to be the CHOSEN few/one... but I will not give up!! make more music!!! make better music!!! and find my voice!!! i don't wanna sound like jj or zhang xin zhe or xiong tian ping!

haha feeling abit helpless about my voice. my musicality. alot of doubts were raised these past few days about my own capabilities. BLAH BLAH BLAH.

well CONTINUE TO MAKE GOOD MUSIC!!!

bistro bar prac!! ahahah i am going crazy soon. HAHA!

erm lunch at raffles place was not too bad. the viet restaurant had nice food but the service was kinda bad.Haha really missed suelynn and marcus!!!

oh been having alot of maxwell food lately. i always look forward to the curry rice + carrot/orange juice + goreng pisang meal every evening i am there. HAHA!

oh just received this email with a reply from xiaohan the songwriter. MUAHAHA

okay busy with the coordination for bistro bar performance. haha i hardly have time for other things man. HAHAH okay but need to start composing!! :D

happy day!

had a cooking session at my house with 4-4 peeps. i tell you brandon and melvin really learnt alot about cooking from their overseas staying experience! AHAHAH melvin did a seafood and mushroom soup (with really big king tiger prawns), brandon made butter and spice dory fish (with a really good butter sauce), daniel made curry (commendable effort!), yy made ice-blended juices and milkshakes(commendable effort too!), and i did my ice cream mixes (as always...HAHA). HAHAHA okay i was the dish-washer for the day, and was really surprised when they told me someone was at the door... and when i went out to take a look they sang the birthday song. Hahahh thanks guys!!!

had a busy day today.

1130 - met wenhao to prac for grad perf with ivan
1315 - left for siglap
1405 - was late (AGAIN) for choir. DAMN IT. HAHAHA anyway a thousand miles really reminded us of together since. DAMN IT. haha
1700 - went to ice cream chef for ice cream. saw raquel working there and talked to her for a while. HAHA she's soooooo ah lian! hahahah yc was bitching all the way about nelc in his face. HAHHA
1945 - dinner at pasir panjang boneless duck rice store. had tofu and kangkong and lime juice. yum yum
2030 - (dinner was damn fast and good) went to millenia walk and decided to chill at bakerzin. heard alot of stories!!! hahah
2230 - went to bugis to meet iris to go down to upp thomson road for supper. kept jio-ing ppl to go down for supper
2330 - supper at prata house. managed to get shuting, daryl, alex, collin, miaoru, bryan, iris and i for supper. chloe was busy preparing for her camp and sherlyn was sick (take good care of yourself!). alan MIA-ed. HAHA

omg. LIP YONG is back!!!!

oh sue lynn and marcus are back too! hahah

can't wait for naruto shippuden 115!!!!

AIYOH haven't talked to alicia for so long!! how are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

thanks to jason, mika and i (and daryl, soon) got a free dye at toni and guy at heeren. hahah i saw their basic haircut is 70 bucks so i really wonder how much a dye would cost. HAHAH yeah jason's friend xiao mao wanted to experiment with colouring i think. HAHA

anyway guys vote for my friend, miaoru @ http://onemillionstar.starhub.com/vote.php

i can't believe i actually got silver for ippt. HAHAH and i saw the entire team Delta at old tracom!!! hahah really misses everyone alot!!! was talking to nadiah about the old times. haahhh yeah really sweet fond memories. HAHAH and nadiah's getting married next april! woohoo okay good thing is i don't gave to go back for ippt and shooting this year (hopefuly no other events too! haha)

oh anyway just came back from VS prac with daryl, zach and siling for the bistro bar performance. the 28th june performance has been pushed back to 5 july so that we can go and support miaoru for xing guang pk! hhahah jiayou!

just came back from mind's cafe at purvis street with derrick, wensi, suhui and kimmin. hahah thanks for the sustain pedal!!!! hahhha you guys added life to my keyboard. WOO HOO! and paiseh for asking wensi for choosing her present herself. HAHAH!

the performance at Love the World Bistro Cafe was fun! hahah although got alot of screwups here and there, but i think we really learnt alot about presentation on stage, what to say and do and what not to...and i really need to learn piano from ivan and sendy again!! hahaha really cui kept playing the wrong notes. HHAHAH but i thought the singing was really enjoyable la! hahah :P

oh man. i am very happy yet very sad today also.

was late for choir in the afternoon cuz i was fiddling around too much with the keyboard at home and lost track of time. HAHAH yeah the circle of life solo line is difficult. thanks for the coffee and walnut cake, sandy! and thanks guys for pretending to be doing warm ups but instead singing a happy birthday song for joel and i. hahaah

after that went to expo to catch the celebrities show for city harvest church. i was there becuz my singing teacher decided to share with us what the celebrities have experienced in the past. yeah saw F.I.R., ocean, vanness wu, milk, the miss universes and miss worlds and a few others. yeah actually i realised that they were also talking about sharing. SHARING is really good. :D

erm. yeah after that sherlyn actually booked a bus down to singapore flyer for all of us. had milo and biscuits on the bus.

oh man i just saw this email from a close friend of mine. he sux man. ARGH. how can just leave like that!!!!!!!!!!! but i am sure everything happens for a reason and something good will always come out of it. yeah i really hope to see him very very soon :D JIAYOU BRO!

thanks everyone for the birthday wishes man! hahaha

went to ob to practise for the sunday bistro bar performance. yeah productive day!! hahah i learnt so much about chord progressions, playing style, harmonising, lotsa stuffs la! hahahah i was very surprised because the lights suddenly went off when we were singing when you say nothing at all. HAHA then collin, chloe, iris, jason, gabriel and daryl brought in the birthday cake and celebrated my birthday. woo hoo felt very loved. HAHA thanks guys!!! let's jiayou for tml and sunday! :)

i am still sick. OH WELL.

HAHA happy birthday to myself!! woohoo! thanks for all the wishes that you guys have sent me :D hahaha

yeah porridge for dinner at 9 plus with daryl and mika. yeah have to prepare for so many performances. good and bad la. i think i am not getting enough rest leh. HAHAH! but no complaints!!! i think i will definitely miss this when it ends!

i am still trying desperately to improve my piano playing skills before sunday. HAHA! DESPO liao.

anyway went for shooting this morning with edwin and nassar. i got MARKSMAN! woohooo means got money liao la. HAHA! but pls don't ask for a treat. my first time getting monetory incentive from SPF k? must save. HAHA!

yup gotta go to ob tml at 1230. better sleep!!! :D

busy busy preparing for this sunday's performance at singapore flyer. and have to come up with the perf songs for the grad night.

14 June - Bistro Bar Performance (Singapore Flyer)
27 June - Terrence's Performance (dunno where...)
28 June - Bistro Bar Performance (Singapore Flyer)
11 July - Janet's Wedding
12 July - Bistro Bar Performance (Singapore Flyer)
17 July - HDB Performance (Depot Heights)
18 July - HDB Performance (Taman Jurong)
19 July - Bistro Bar Performance (Singapore Flyer)
24 July - HDB Performance (Rivervale Plaza)
1-4 Aug - Penang Trip with Chorale Peeps
6 Aug - Hall 3 FOC SP Night Performance

Busy busy 2 months ahead!!

my naughty nephew, Leroy Koh Hao En.

thought i didn't give my best for VS exam. yeah. but anyhow managed to stop er-ing on stage :D

went down to bukit timah saddle club to sing for gabriel's sister, grace's wedding.

then went to city hall to meet the VS peeps for dinner and night at the museum 2.

ups and downs. i have overcome this emotional ride!

do not be depressed by setbacks. learn from it and you will grow. no matter what happens, it will always be a good thing. remember to stay positive and keep in mind the goals that u have in mind.

i want to make my family happy.

met irene today and had dinner at pepper lunch. okay my impression of pepper lunch was tainted when i ate at the express version of it at raffles city kopitiam. yeah but now it's okay la. not too bad. the sesame ice cream was good!

hahaha anyway managed to catch up with irene and thanks everyone for the birthday present!!! ahahahah :P

after that went down to ob to let ashton listen to the songs for the hdb performance.

i was walking back home from my sis's place and i passed by the aramsa spa at bishan park. suddenly i heard kid's voice calling "hello" and i so i turned back to see 3 kids, around 8-14 years old. HAHA i was very surprised to be approached at this time of the day. anyhow, they asked me whether i was in for a card trick. HAHAH they were quite zai. and i was very amazed. HAHAH SO DREAM-LIKE!

i realised my whole family is really very entrepreneurial.

dad and uncles - family business doing pottery in malaysia. got one uncle also opened a provision store in johor.
auntie - opened an IT shop at funan mall (called inforcom) and dabbled in clothing and cosmetics and real estate.
sis and bro-in-law - opened a diving centre called Sunny Cove (as you would see in the link bar) and my sis has her own webstore at Fashion Hub Online.

so what about me? i wanna surpass every single one of them!

went to support sherlyn at the bistro bar at singapore flyer. the chocolate frappe was really good. her singing was really good. melvin the pianist and harmonist was really really good. HAHA i wonder how we are going to match their standards!!

oh yeah before that attended alan's birthday party at bukit panjang. second time i tried the LRT.

watched men of honour just now. it is a true story about how an afro-american navy diver, Carl Brashear fought through all odds just because he believed he could, and of cuz with constant reminders from memories of his unfortunate past. sometimes we let the past affect us. in reality life will really kick us around if we let that happen. stop dwelling in the past; make a change to yourself and get a life. it was a really really great movie. i used to not like such shows but i realised in every book and movie there is really a message/a few messages that they want to drive across. and these precious messages sometimes continue to be hidden within the text/scenes if we do not seek to discover, absorb and retain them. :)

VC - my goal by the end of this year is to make EVERYONE feel comfortable singing alongside each other in VC. let's start SHARING! :D

just came back from upp thomson road. had dinner with 4-4 guys at prata house and ice cream at iceskimo :)

went to ob in the afternoon to practise and had the performance briefing by sherlyn.

ok i am almost done with rich dad poor dad. left with the epilogue! :D

oh yes! naruto shippuden is getting exciting again. can't wait for episode 112! haha

finally, after 22 years on earth i was actually watching football with passion! go man U! make a comeback greater than any team in the world! :D went to chester's place to watch soccer and taught david, teja, kah cheng and sam how to play german bridge. HHAHA okay i am going to get my own condo too! just you wait!!!

the spell is wearing off. HAHA i feel a little bit impatient today towards my mom. no this cannot happen. i think i am just blaming myself for not being of much help. JIAYOU! work hard! help myself and help others.

was talking to chan on msn about ba zhang, and i realised how much i missed my grandma's ba zhang! hahaha yeah dumplings are so expensive especially during duan wu jie. i didn't realise this in the past cuz dumplings were always home-made... ok i better make sure i don't regret anymore things in the future!

guys! cherish everything you have now! :D

vc should be managed like a family, but marketed like a corporation?

fried my first sunny-side-up today at my sis's place! woohoo!

took the first small step today. AHAH

just came back from fish and co dinner with 4-4 peeps and boyang and joel toh. hahaha it was damn fun la! had a great time catching up with brandon who just returned to singapore a few days ago! hahahaha yeah lotsa good food and talking. :D
shall wait for yy's pics to go up on facebook. :D



anyway here's a pic from dawn sin for FF concert.


and some pics of FF from facebook:

finally ended FF concert with a bang. HAHA i cracked at the last 'sephiroth'. AHAHAHA oh well. it was really quite an experience working with vocal consort and wow empire. must really thank nelson for the exposure. i wish someday vc will be as big as the combined chorus for ff, around 50-60 peeps bah. HAHAHA! :P

it's the first time i had a full-house standing ovation at esplanade concert hall. hahah we know the applause wasn't for us entirely but we still felt great i think. HAHAH i think that's my dream for VC. to have a full house standing ovation at the end of our concert. :)

oh i totally forgot that results are out already. HAHHA yeah and so i went to check. i am very happy leh. HAHA!

AB103 Statistics - C
AA102 Accounting II - C+
AA1484 Choir III - A+
AB105 OB - A
AB112 Marketing - A+

after all the naruto and how i met your mother, i believed this is not bad leh! hahahhahah yeah i played cheat by taking choir module. HAHAHH! maybe i am going back on my word... next sem i may be going to take again. HAHAHA yay but MARKETING A+ leh! hahahah how zai! :P

shall got catch naruto episode 110 now! :D

it's actually quite good to talk to my parents. HAHAH i am beginning to treat them more like friends now. actually they are better la. at least they listen attentively to what i have to say. HAHA yeah so actually i just gave my dad and my mom a lecture....lecture on being a better person.

ok i know some of you may think that i am abit too young to do that, especially to my parents. but i dunno why i just sorta felt confident enough to do that and i doubt there's anything wrong with it. I MAY have hurt a little pride here and there since it's not very ordinary for a child to be lecturing his/her parents, but i really hope what i said moved them.

mom didn't appear very good in the morning when she left the house la. she didn't even want to utter a word. but luckily she talked quite alot just now and both my mom and my dad spoke their mind just now during our thrashing session. i think we should have this thrashing session every week. :) it will help in family bonding. :)

ok erm. so what did i do in the day then? went for breakfast with sam in the morning...started my mini-art-project for the weekend...went for FF rehearsal. saw arnie roff with his mickey-mouse sweat patterns...yeah and i pangsayed choir for family. HAHAH! paiseh la! will join you guys again once i settled everything back home :)

and yeah! need to practise on my composition for exam on 7 june.... BLAH. :P

i dunno why but today felt like kinda a down day for me. HAHA! maybe becuz i have been rather high during the past few days...so i am kinda tired! hahaha yeah need to recharge my batteries. i just feel that i cannot please everyone la right? no matter how hard i try some ppl will just not like me and pick on my mistakes...ahahah but nvm that's really your loss. :P

have been dilligently helping sis with her housework the past few days - helped to change bedsheet, vacuumed the bed, cut vegetables, brought leroy downstairs for a stroll. yeah i am really MUCH MUCH more patient with my family members now, trying to treat them like they are my friends. alot of my friends were surprised that i actually didn't treat my family very well in the past; i was really impatient and didn't talk alot with them. HAHA so unlike me right???

then went over to ob in the afternoon to practise piano. helped geraldine with her piano. passed raquel her mmo, and listened to collin and gabriel do harmoney of "gai bian zi ji". yeah feel very happy helping them. also let wen hao and ger listened to my new song. AHAHAH! shall let everyone hear when i have the time :D

just returned from esplanade. yeah was supposed to have supper with vc peeps but i realised my mom was waiting for me at home la...ahhaha yeah so i better go home and accompany her. :P ff was quite a mess actually. i think nelson is not very happy with me. OH WELL. i tried my best though i am not very good with directions and details. managed to sort out the food part though.

alright will have another round of FF rehearsal tml. :P shall sleep early.

haha today's really packed!

12pm - went to my sis's house to help her with leroy and dish-washing. i think i am in love with dish-washing.
2pm - left the house for mica. Parked the vehicle at Funan so that my sis can go and find my mom. i went to find bee lan at NAC and she passed me nearly a hundred bags of stuff. i wasn't kidding. hahah so i was lugging everything back from mica towards funan but i realised it was impossible. so i called my mom for help. hhahaha
3.50pm - went to parkmall to collect my sis's vouchers
4.30pm - left for home to place the 100 bags at home and to meet everlyn and xuwei
5pm - xuwei and everlyn helped me to carry the bags up and they went to my house to collect my keyboard.
5.15pm - drove my sis and leroy back to amk to pick up alicia from child-care
5.30pm - bought dinner
6.30pm - left amk for aljunied to meet sam. was kinda lost on the way there so was really depending on the street directory for help. yay no summons! haha
9pm - left for home!
10.45pm - adyll came over to collect the 100 bags from me.

okay will need to leave the house for amk to help my sis tml morning before going to ob to prac my piano at 2pm! hahahah after that going to esplanade for ff rehearsal at 6pm. HAHA! busy week ahead!!!

felt very accomplished helping my sis to rearrange her house and tidying things and throwing useless stuff away...better than rotting away at home. HAHA yyeah. wensi and eugene came over to cook dinner today. everlyn and her friend cheryl were also here to practise everlyn's song with my keyboard. suhui and daniel came over later. okay dinner menu included macaroni carbonara, butter prawns and bread pudding with ice cream. i thought all 3 rocked! hahaha :D

OKAY good thing about today. OR tonight rather. i think i really helped my mom quite abit. i really hope i did so.

i was helping her massage her legs and we just started talking. okay actually to be frank with everyone my mom is actually suffering from depression. yeah lotsa things happened in the family and she is kinda taking things to hard on herself and stuff like that la. yeah i have been talking to her (on an irregular basis) but i doubt anything that i have said actually managed to change her thinking about life. she was actually getting out of depression already the past few months but somehow the past week was just kinda trying. yeah she even cried yesterday complaining to my sis, dad and aunt just how bad life is...and what's the meaning of living...

and so today i think i was lucky enough because she had actually managed to free her mind better, if not no matter how gifted my influential skills are she won't be moved. yeah so it's a lucky day for both of us. i told mom about my dream - it is set around a very large swimming pool at our future bungalow's backyard. we are having a party with families and friends and my parents are sitting on the deck chairs playing with their grandchildren, then people will be going to them telling them how great their son is, and i will be very happy looking at their proud faces...

hahaha yeah i then gave my mom a mission to complete this month: to find out what's her life goal. and be specific about it (hahah sounds familiar right, SALLY?) like down to the very small details of the things that she wanted. i wanted mom to have a goal in life again. not to live for the moment, but to have a sustainable goal that will keep her living (physically and spiritually). hahah she must be really happy how much her son has changed for the better. i am certain she was moved by what i said just now, and i am certain that i myself was proud that i have taken this really huge leap forward to know my mother better, even to the extent of influencing her. i was telling her how it felt as if she was my daughter. HAHA!

another thing to know about me. i do not know my dad well enough. i seldom talk to him. i even disliked him a little for not taking really great care of the family in the past. my goal this month is to understand him better. at least know what his favourite food and number is. HAHAH

oh well. LOOOOOOOOONG post from me. but i really learnt alot these 2 weeks.

just came back from amk hub where we had 4-4 gathering. first time seeing melvin in 8 months! woohoo! damn happy la! yeah erm ordered damn alot of food at the hawker centre - fried hokkien mee, fried oysters, fried carrot cake, porridge, chicken rice, duck rice, japanese salmon rice, sugar cane with/without lemon. WOOOOO! hahaha

argh i really wanna help my mom. JIAYOU! :)

anyway I found my dream car: the Mercedes SLR Roadster!!! my heart leapt when i saw it just now.

jianhao is not proud of himself for whatever that he did after 2am. tsk tsk tsk.

okay sleep first.

Great party nic! hahaha you should have played chop chilli chop with us! hahaha

yup SOV09. my juniors are damn power. HAHAH

glad that vc could pull through this year's SOV. hahah we really didn't have a lot of practices but luckily we still made it. yenling was the ultimate. she touched down at the airport at 1810 hours and managed to rush to esplanade in time to do her solo line. HAHA

argh. i am so sad. nobody talks to me. HAHAHA did i do something wrong or ppl just don't like to talk to me? hahaha i tried to change la but sometimes i fail still. nvm i will keep on trying until everyone accepts me :) i am a determined boy :)

wow~! i just vacuum-cleaned the floor.

okay gtg prepare to leave for SOV09! jiayou everyone! :D

oh yeah daryl was asking me what song i will be singing. have to choose 4 songs for the july hdb performance...too bad i can't sing any korean/japanese songs! :(

- Shayne Ward - No Promises
- Seal - Kiss From A Rose (okay i know this is crazy...)
- Kelly Clarkson - A Moment Like This
- Elton John - Can You Feel The Love Tonight
- Lin Jun Jie - Qi Dai Ni De Ai
- Lin Jun JIe - Baby Baby
- Fang Jiong Bin - Huai Ren
- Cai Ming You - Fan Bu Wan De Xia Tian
- Fish Leong - Ke Xi Bu Shi Ni
- Jay Chou - Cai Hong
- Lin Yu Zhong - Kao An
- Wang Lee Hom - Wei Yi
- Xiong Tian Ping - Huo Cai Tian Tang
- Zhang Xin Zhe - Ai Ru Chao Shui

oh need to make a choice by next wednesday! haha and i will be singing with sherlyn! like wth! hahha sing with lao shi leh! oh and i heard gabriel's singing yesterday. ultra ultra r&b. HAHA

eh alicia ysk i watched 1l of tears like how long ago. pls refer to my previous posts posted last year! hahha

anyway adapting to changes is really important. like i said i wrote my first love letter to my mom but i was quite scared to face her when i woke up in the morning. damn paiseh la! hahah but mom was very nice about it. hahahahah i hope she's happy that her son is at least trying to make her happier. :P

CHANGE ONE PERSON'S LIFE EVERY MONTH.

HAHA mix with ppl who are really much better than you.

anyway i am picking up SOCCER! hahahaha which fc should i join? hahahaha

oh yeah here's what i did today.

went to sis's place in the morning to help her with housework and leroy (alicia's at school so things were pretty ok) yeah talked to her about her online website. after that went back home to bathe and went to ob at around 2.30pm. saw jason and jacinda at the dance studio and jac was practising her dance. yup then i slacked around for a while but managed to come up with a new song! no lyrics though! hahaha yeah ob really gives me inspiration sometimes :P ok then met ashton lao shi for july perf briefing at 7pm, then went to maxwell for dinner with zach, wendy, iris and fiona (fiona has the same bday as me!)

wrote my first 'love letter' to mom yesterday night. HAHAHA i really want to help change people's life. start with my family first :D just came back from sis's house and helped her with dishes and cut veges. haha small stuff but i hope she's a little happier too :D

heard k's only love on yes933 just now. HAHA suddenly felt damn emotional. HAHA those who haven't watch 1 litre of tears pls go and watch it. :)

shall prepare to go ob in a moment. got lotsa lyrics to bring there to help choose songs! ahahaha. or should i just bring my comp! lighter right! hahahah

jianhao is sick of empty promises. he promises he will change! 12th May 2009 is important. it's really important. it made me realised how screwed up the way i am leading my life is. jianhao needs to change everything in the shortest amount of time possible before time runs out. don't worry i am still contented but just felt alot more responsible to everyone around me. i dun wanna be called joker-face anymore. i wanna be someone whom everyone can look up to (yeah those below 1.8m always look up to me anyway. :P)

...i dreamt of being a cartoon character in an anime, and i stole a chincilla (aka 龙猫, you know totoro? haha) from a bungalow house. I was hugging it so tightly and then was approached by a policeman. i was damn scared la. then he asked me what i was doing and i replied that i was walking and hugging my pillow. good thing is he believed me. after that i woke up with the intention of getting back to sleep so i can know what would happen next... but that didn't happen.

had a great musically-infused day.

met wenhao to practise piano @ 2pm.(didn't do much though) then had an early dinner @ 5.30pm with VS4 and VS5 peeps. wooo. had fun talking to everyone today. anyway zhang mei xiang lao shi was sick and couldn't come so pei xiang lao shi took over and taught us for an hour. after which we left for music dreamers' cafe at marina square to listen to the female singers' audition. one thing good about there is that the atmosphere and music are really good, but it also meant that we have to pay more for it. but i guess it's worth it. hahaha zach was abit buay song though cuz they weren't auditioning for male singers.

hello! yeah as always i am updating in the lamest way possible.

celebrated mother's day at home yesterday with mom and sis and bro-in-law and my niece and nephew. tao-baoed back 20 dollars worth of food for all of us. hahah damn economical.

had vs class today with zhang si li lao shi on deportment. hahaha yeah as usual there're 'er's and 'ran-hou's in my words. and i can't seem to find a nice place to place my hands. BAH

after that rushed down to siglap for lunch and had my first ever practice with vc since exam break. it's been long! i almost didn't know how to sing the songs already! hahah yeah had htht with the exco members and i believe we really want to take good care of everyone, don't we? hahahah :P

yeah like i told everyone, this blog's purpose is for me to remember what happened just in case i get senile dementia in the future. so DON'T LAUGH at my reason! hahah

坏人
方炯镔

那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程
爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成

currently waiting for my lazy butt to get off the chair so i can go and bathe...HAHHHA

met julio and janice in the afternoon. we thought each other harmony, beatbox and dance. okay i really suck at dance. it was really upsetting seeing myself dance in front of the mirror. i really don't think this is a self-fulfilling prophecy lor! hahahah oh yeah damn happy. sherlyn said that my "wei wan cheng" is okay! hahahah (shows guan yin ma hand) yeah just need to work on the playing of the piano and to bring my sound more forward like what huan liang lao shi said. ahahah

okay i really find that there is a need for me to blog every nitty gritty details down just in case i get dementia someday. (choi!) okay after class went to dhoby gauht fish and co. fried calamari with the garlic-butter-lemon sauce is heavenly!!!

hahaha oh yeah will be performing at yew tee and taman jurong on 17th and 18th july. more details to come soon :D

yup need to plan in the morning later! shall go and bathe really soon!! :)

met wensi and eugene on the train to city hall yesterday. hahah damn qiao in the same carriage somemore!!! okay we went to cut hair together then they came over to my house to sing karaoke. okay i realised my house karaoke was no fun cuz no new songs!!! haiz....suhui also dropped by to sing a few SHE's and teresa teng's songs before she left for tuition.

- clearer goals
- lesser procrastination

helped sis out today with alicia and leroy. oh man. one kid is already a nightmare i really wonder how she can handle a 3-year old and a 8-month old infant everyday. i almost wanna give alicia away when she kept screaming 'i want strawberry' when i didn't want to get her the strawberry yoghurt drink just now. HAHAHH i think i can only play with children but not take care of them.

:P

7 GwH. wth.

hmmm anyway it's been a busy day. met nich, peien, jiejun and nelc for breakfast with bf on nelc! woohoo. yeah then went to vch to listen to jc syf. in my opinion the only deserving gwh choirs are vj, aj and hc. :P but of cuz, my opinion doesn't matter.

anyway gabriel was doing the coffee/tea and open/close thingie at macs just now. it made me realise how bad i am at observing people. HAIZZZZ

CHANGESSSSSS

ah. the bread at my sis's place is expensive BUT GOOOD. :P

jc syf tml. GO VJCHOIR!!!

family day. hope alicia's fever and mom's anger will subside tml. :P

blogging again. HAHA

am trying out old classics like 等你等到我心痛 and 吻别. HAHAH so fun!

anyway just had performance at expo for sherlyn's church (city harvest) hahaha yeah let's try not to be skeptical about this. HAHAHA they are nice people la! hahha ok back to the performance. it was alright other than the fact that my mic wasn't working, but the audience was great! so happening. HAHA after that we went to heeren to watch sherlyn's performance. before that hall 14 cheerleaders were performing but one girl feel from like 2 metres and landed on her head. OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah that's how painful. she was admitted to the hospital after that.
erm yeah sherlyn's really good. HAHAH i actually agree with her on pulling the mic away from the mouth esp during the high notes - so that you would be able to hear the notes and rather the audience be able to hear softer notes rather than out-of-tune notes. smart.

ok after that went to shokudo for dinner.

and paiseh VC peeps for ponning choir today!!!! paiseh paiseh! oh yeah need to think of practice venue for next week!! X|

你怎麽舍得我难过 巫启贤

对你的思念是一天又一天
孤单的我还是没有改变
美丽的梦何时才能出现
亲爱的你好想再见你一面

秋天的风一阵阵的吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些甚麽
为甚麽留下这个结局让我承受

最爱你的人是我
你怎麽舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候
没有说一句话就走
最爱你的人是我
你怎麽舍得我难过
对你付出了这麽多
你却没有感动过

bye bye alicia! hahhaha

helped alicia bring her stuff at 1130am SHARP. yeah she got 4 big bags and naturally the person who helped her move in have to help with the moving out right. HAHAHH yeah and so we went to golden mile complex and bugis junction, on the same cab coincidentally. met jerrick, jun wei, ee chen, irene, jocasta, jiaxin and her mom, and xiuqi who was late. yeah. we then cabbed to golden mile again after the meal at hk cafe and sent alicia off on her bus. hahah YAY i am the only one who didn't CRY. HAHAHAHAHA!!! i think i still wasn't awake la. maybe that's why. HAHHAA take good care of yourself ar alicia!

okay after that went to fuji xerox tower for the prudential interview thingie. yeah talked to the boss and he told me the assistant will call me again on monday to discuss the details. erm the thing is i saw COLIN from ob there!!! he actually works there!hahah how qiao!!! after that went to ob to practise piano and also our songs with colin and julio. yeah after that had microphone class with xu huan liang principal. HAHA not too bad. he told me i have to bring my voice forward. i do agree.

okay after that just came back from ykx's place with wensi and eugene. was playing them my new songs. MUAAHAH and ate durian and played word games over there. am very happy that they were singing my songs! hahah the feeling is good! HAHAHAHA eh ykx don't be angry with us already la!! scary eh!

okay. busy day. i wanna sleep...