spent the whole day shopping for concert attire. was with mika at city plaza to get her gown, then we went to bugis to look for blazers, while the rest were still at clarke quay central. yup after that we met at bugis and decided to get wenhao and my blazers at taka zara. was very disappointed when i couldn't find the blazer that i wanted over there! it was $229 yest and the price on that rack dropped to $179 today! no wonder it's gone. bryan and alex then came and bryan persuaded me to go to marina square to look for the blazer. LUCKILY it's there, if not ar...
haha okay then we headed back to ob for review and photoshoot. hahah everyone was dressed very nicely. will post the photos soon. yeah the photoshoot was fun, and i thought our perf was not too bad, just that i really need to get my piano chords right!!! argh. yeah then we threw a surprise for bryan and he had to blow 20 candles off his cake. HAHA aiyah it's just that the candles are easy to blow man.
JIAYOU peeps! don't be too stressed!
yeah have to go and get my accessories tml with mireen at far east. BLAH.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
been having suppers almost everyday with the vs peeps. just came back from rk house at serangoon gardens. HAHA
anyway accompanied zach and bryan to far east to buy their perf costume. need to buy mine and wenhao's very soon tml! :)
anyway wencong laoshi said that our performance is on the right track. YAY!
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heard a very bad news from gabriel on sunday...may gabriel and cheryl's family be blessed with hope...
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
Monday, July 06, 2009
Sunday, July 05, 2009
5 July - Bistro Bar @ Singapore Flyer - 5pm
7 July - VS Grad Perf Review
10 July - 4-4 Dinner @ Kallang
11 July - Janet's Wedding @ Grand Park City Hall
17 July - HDB Performance @ Yew Tee Square - 7pm
18 July - HDB Performance @ Elias Mall - 6.50pm
19 July - VS Grad Perf @ NUS UCC
24 July - HDB Performance @ Rivervale Plaza - 6.30pm
25 July - VJC Homecoming Performance @ VJC Field
26 July - Bistro Bar @ Singapore Flyer - 5pm
6 Aug - Hall 3 FOC SP Night Performance
had food-tasting-cum-briefing with john and janet yesterday night at the hotel. hahah maybe i am not very picky but i thought the food was good. HAHA but everyone else was saying either it's too oily or too sweet... HAHAHA
Friday, July 03, 2009
had a whole day of practice for bistro. haha even so i felt that we didn't really accomplish much. HAIZZZ why?!?!!?!
just had supper just now. erm. played tap tap revenge again. HAHA huanjie is freaking lame la! hahaha all the politeness we showed each other in the beginning was just a SHOW!! hahahaah :P
okay more practice tml! and tml's the review! OMG.
Thursday, July 02, 2009
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
went to kk hospital with sis in the morning for her routine checkup. HAHAHA i think i look better wearing masks. YEAH? aahah
yeah after that went to OB and had a FULL DAY of practices. our group still couldn't come to a consensus what to do for FRIDAY. tsk tsk tsk.
attended huan liang lao shi's composing workshop and we are urged to learn how to use MIDI, and also to compose a dance song for 3 thai singers. HAHA! quite fun.
OMG have to prepare for THURSDAY's HDB REVIEW, FRIDAY's GRAD PERF REVIEW, and SUNDAY's PERFORMANCE!!!! HOW!!!!! HAHAHAHA
Monday, June 29, 2009
woohoo! 600th post! hehe
yeah these past few days haven't been very good for me, in the sense that alot of questions about my abilities were raised and i sorta lost quite a fair bit of self-confidence.
was helping my sis with her kids cuz she had to go for this sudoku challenge thingie. hahaha yeah my mom was freezing inside parco bugis. :P
performed for terr's teacher's (and mother-in-law-to-be) concert on saturday. erm. wasn't good at all. my perf sux man...oh got to know huai zhi who's a speech therapist! suelynn go talk to him! haha yeah bought tau sa pia from balestier. actually wanted to give some to vc peeps but they didn't come for the concert event in the end. and, they also didn't want to wait for sandy and i for supper. haha oh well no luck for them. :P
went to support miaoru for a million star pk finals at kallang leisurepark. there were really alot of good singers over there like aijia, diya and sly. i didn't know that sly can actually sing quite well until now. HAHA but he didn't get in anyway.
oh this is my teacher sherlyn :)
after that went to j8 to have dinner with nichole, sheena and jingzhi. ok that's the happiest thing i have done in ages. hahaha haven't laughed for heartily for very long...it was really great listening to them talk about life over chicken rice, fishball soup, sweet potato and banana fritters with coconut. HAHA yeah good food and good company. :)
it really sux not to be the CHOSEN few/one... but I will not give up!! make more music!!! make better music!!! and find my voice!!! i don't wanna sound like jj or zhang xin zhe or xiong tian ping!
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
bistro bar prac!! ahahah i am going crazy soon. HAHA!
erm lunch at raffles place was not too bad. the viet restaurant had nice food but the service was kinda bad.Haha really missed suelynn and marcus!!!
oh been having alot of maxwell food lately. i always look forward to the curry rice + carrot/orange juice + goreng pisang meal every evening i am there. HAHA!
Monday, June 22, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
happy day!
had a cooking session at my house with 4-4 peeps. i tell you brandon and melvin really learnt alot about cooking from their overseas staying experience! AHAHAH melvin did a seafood and mushroom soup (with really big king tiger prawns), brandon made butter and spice dory fish (with a really good butter sauce), daniel made curry (commendable effort!), yy made ice-blended juices and milkshakes(commendable effort too!), and i did my ice cream mixes (as always...HAHA). HAHAHA okay i was the dish-washer for the day, and was really surprised when they told me someone was at the door... and when i went out to take a look they sang the birthday song. Hahahh thanks guys!!!
had a busy day today.
1130 - met wenhao to prac for grad perf with ivan
1315 - left for siglap
1405 - was late (AGAIN) for choir. DAMN IT. HAHAHA anyway a thousand miles really reminded us of together since. DAMN IT. haha
1700 - went to ice cream chef for ice cream. saw raquel working there and talked to her for a while. HAHA she's soooooo ah lian! hahahah yc was bitching all the way about nelc in his face. HAHHA
1945 - dinner at pasir panjang boneless duck rice store. had tofu and kangkong and lime juice. yum yum
2030 - (dinner was damn fast and good) went to millenia walk and decided to chill at bakerzin. heard alot of stories!!! hahah
2230 - went to bugis to meet iris to go down to upp thomson road for supper. kept jio-ing ppl to go down for supper
2330 - supper at prata house. managed to get shuting, daryl, alex, collin, miaoru, bryan, iris and i for supper. chloe was busy preparing for her camp and sherlyn was sick (take good care of yourself!). alan MIA-ed. HAHA
omg. LIP YONG is back!!!!
oh sue lynn and marcus are back too! hahah
Thursday, June 18, 2009
thanks to jason, mika and i (and daryl, soon) got a free dye at toni and guy at heeren. hahah i saw their basic haircut is 70 bucks so i really wonder how much a dye would cost. HAHAH yeah jason's friend xiao mao wanted to experiment with colouring i think. HAHA
anyway guys vote for my friend, miaoru @ http://onemillionstar.starhub.com/vote.php
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
i can't believe i actually got silver for ippt. HAHAH and i saw the entire team Delta at old tracom!!! hahah really misses everyone alot!!! was talking to nadiah about the old times. haahhh yeah really sweet fond memories. HAHAH and nadiah's getting married next april! woohoo okay good thing is i don't gave to go back for ippt and shooting this year (hopefuly no other events too! haha)
oh anyway just came back from VS prac with daryl, zach and siling for the bistro bar performance. the 28th june performance has been pushed back to 5 july so that we can go and support miaoru for xing guang pk! hhahah jiayou!
Monday, June 15, 2009

the performance at Love the World Bistro Cafe was fun! hahah although got alot of screwups here and there, but i think we really learnt alot about presentation on stage, what to say and do and what not to...and i really need to learn piano from ivan and sendy again!! hahaha really cui kept playing the wrong notes. HHAHAH but i thought the singing was really enjoyable la! hahah :P
Sunday, June 14, 2009
oh man. i am very happy yet very sad today also.
was late for choir in the afternoon cuz i was fiddling around too much with the keyboard at home and lost track of time. HAHAH yeah the circle of life solo line is difficult. thanks for the coffee and walnut cake, sandy! and thanks guys for pretending to be doing warm ups but instead singing a happy birthday song for joel and i. hahaah
after that went to expo to catch the celebrities show for city harvest church. i was there becuz my singing teacher decided to share with us what the celebrities have experienced in the past. yeah saw F.I.R., ocean, vanness wu, milk, the miss universes and miss worlds and a few others. yeah actually i realised that they were also talking about sharing. SHARING is really good. :D
erm. yeah after that sherlyn actually booked a bus down to singapore flyer for all of us. had milo and biscuits on the bus.
oh man i just saw this email from a close friend of mine. he sux man. ARGH. how can just leave like that!!!!!!!!!!! but i am sure everything happens for a reason and something good will always come out of it. yeah i really hope to see him very very soon :D JIAYOU BRO!
Friday, June 12, 2009
thanks everyone for the birthday wishes man! hahaha
went to ob to practise for the sunday bistro bar performance. yeah productive day!! hahah i learnt so much about chord progressions, playing style, harmonising, lotsa stuffs la! hahahah i was very surprised because the lights suddenly went off when we were singing when you say nothing at all. HAHA then collin, chloe, iris, jason, gabriel and daryl brought in the birthday cake and celebrated my birthday. woo hoo felt very loved. HAHA thanks guys!!! let's jiayou for tml and sunday! :)

i am still sick. OH WELL.
HAHA happy birthday to myself!! woohoo! thanks for all the wishes that you guys have sent me :D hahaha
yeah porridge for dinner at 9 plus with daryl and mika. yeah have to prepare for so many performances. good and bad la. i think i am not getting enough rest leh. HAHAH! but no complaints!!! i think i will definitely miss this when it ends!
i am still trying desperately to improve my piano playing skills before sunday. HAHA! DESPO liao.
anyway went for shooting this morning with edwin and nassar. i got MARKSMAN! woohooo means got money liao la. HAHA! but pls don't ask for a treat. my first time getting monetory incentive from SPF k? must save. HAHA!
yup gotta go to ob tml at 1230. better sleep!!! :D
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
busy busy preparing for this sunday's performance at singapore flyer. and have to come up with the perf songs for the grad night.
14 June - Bistro Bar Performance (Singapore Flyer)
27 June - Terrence's Performance (dunno where...)
28 June - Bistro Bar Performance (Singapore Flyer)
11 July - Janet's Wedding
12 July - Bistro Bar Performance (Singapore Flyer)
17 July - HDB Performance (Depot Heights)
18 July - HDB Performance (Taman Jurong)
19 July - Bistro Bar Performance (Singapore Flyer)
24 July - HDB Performance (Rivervale Plaza)
1-4 Aug - Penang Trip with Chorale Peeps
6 Aug - Hall 3 FOC SP Night Performance
Busy busy 2 months ahead!!
Monday, June 08, 2009
Saturday, June 06, 2009
Friday, June 05, 2009
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
met irene today and had dinner at pepper lunch. okay my impression of pepper lunch was tainted when i ate at the express version of it at raffles city kopitiam. yeah but now it's okay la. not too bad. the sesame ice cream was good!
hahaha anyway managed to catch up with irene and thanks everyone for the birthday present!!! ahahahah :P
after that went down to ob to let ashton listen to the songs for the hdb performance.
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
i was walking back home from my sis's place and i passed by the aramsa spa at bishan park. suddenly i heard kid's voice calling "hello" and i so i turned back to see 3 kids, around 8-14 years old. HAHA i was very surprised to be approached at this time of the day. anyhow, they asked me whether i was in for a card trick. HAHAH they were quite zai. and i was very amazed. HAHAH SO DREAM-LIKE!
Sunday, May 31, 2009
i realised my whole family is really very entrepreneurial.
dad and uncles - family business doing pottery in malaysia. got one uncle also opened a provision store in johor.
auntie - opened an IT shop at funan mall (called inforcom) and dabbled in clothing and cosmetics and real estate.
sis and bro-in-law - opened a diving centre called Sunny Cove (as you would see in the link bar) and my sis has her own webstore at Fashion Hub Online.
so what about me? i wanna surpass every single one of them!
went to support sherlyn at the bistro bar at singapore flyer. the chocolate frappe was really good. her singing was really good. melvin the pianist and harmonist was really really good. HAHA i wonder how we are going to match their standards!!
oh yeah before that attended alan's birthday party at bukit panjang. second time i tried the LRT.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
watched men of honour just now. it is a true story about how an afro-american navy diver, Carl Brashear fought through all odds just because he believed he could, and of cuz with constant reminders from memories of his unfortunate past. sometimes we let the past affect us. in reality life will really kick us around if we let that happen. stop dwelling in the past; make a change to yourself and get a life. it was a really really great movie. i used to not like such shows but i realised in every book and movie there is really a message/a few messages that they want to drive across. and these precious messages sometimes continue to be hidden within the text/scenes if we do not seek to discover, absorb and retain them. :)
VC - my goal by the end of this year is to make EVERYONE feel comfortable singing alongside each other in VC. let's start SHARING! :D
Thursday, May 28, 2009
just came back from upp thomson road. had dinner with 4-4 guys at prata house and ice cream at iceskimo :)
went to ob in the afternoon to practise and had the performance briefing by sherlyn.
ok i am almost done with rich dad poor dad. left with the epilogue! :D
oh yes! naruto shippuden is getting exciting again. can't wait for episode 112! haha
finally, after 22 years on earth i was actually watching football with passion! go man U! make a comeback greater than any team in the world! :D went to chester's place to watch soccer and taught david, teja, kah cheng and sam how to play german bridge. HHAHA okay i am going to get my own condo too! just you wait!!!
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
the spell is wearing off. HAHA i feel a little bit impatient today towards my mom. no this cannot happen. i think i am just blaming myself for not being of much help. JIAYOU! work hard! help myself and help others.
was talking to chan on msn about ba zhang, and i realised how much i missed my grandma's ba zhang! hahaha yeah dumplings are so expensive especially during duan wu jie. i didn't realise this in the past cuz dumplings were always home-made... ok i better make sure i don't regret anymore things in the future!
guys! cherish everything you have now! :D
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Sunday, May 24, 2009
just came back from fish and co dinner with 4-4 peeps and boyang and joel toh. hahaha it was damn fun la! had a great time catching up with brandon who just returned to singapore a few days ago! hahahaha yeah lotsa good food and talking. :D
shall wait for yy's pics to go up on facebook. :D

anyway here's a pic from dawn sin for FF concert.
and some pics of FF from facebook:

finally ended FF concert with a bang. HAHA i cracked at the last 'sephiroth'. AHAHAHA oh well. it was really quite an experience working with vocal consort and wow empire. must really thank nelson for the exposure. i wish someday vc will be as big as the combined chorus for ff, around 50-60 peeps bah. HAHAHA! :P
Friday, May 22, 2009
oh i totally forgot that results are out already. HAHHA yeah and so i went to check. i am very happy leh. HAHA!
AB103 Statistics - C
AA102 Accounting II - C+
AA1484 Choir III - A+
AB105 OB - A
AB112 Marketing - A+
after all the naruto and how i met your mother, i believed this is not bad leh! hahahhahah yeah i played cheat by taking choir module. HAHAHH! maybe i am going back on my word... next sem i may be going to take again. HAHAHA yay but MARKETING A+ leh! hahahah how zai! :P
shall got catch naruto episode 110 now! :D
Thursday, May 21, 2009
it's actually quite good to talk to my parents. HAHAH i am beginning to treat them more like friends now. actually they are better la. at least they listen attentively to what i have to say. HAHA yeah so actually i just gave my dad and my mom a lecture....lecture on being a better person.
ok i know some of you may think that i am abit too young to do that, especially to my parents. but i dunno why i just sorta felt confident enough to do that and i doubt there's anything wrong with it. I MAY have hurt a little pride here and there since it's not very ordinary for a child to be lecturing his/her parents, but i really hope what i said moved them.
mom didn't appear very good in the morning when she left the house la. she didn't even want to utter a word. but luckily she talked quite alot just now and both my mom and my dad spoke their mind just now during our thrashing session. i think we should have this thrashing session every week. :) it will help in family bonding. :)
ok erm. so what did i do in the day then? went for breakfast with sam in the morning...started my mini-art-project for the weekend...went for FF rehearsal. saw arnie roff with his mickey-mouse sweat patterns...yeah and i pangsayed choir for family. HAHAH! paiseh la! will join you guys again once i settled everything back home :)
and yeah! need to practise on my composition for exam on 7 june.... BLAH. :P
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
i dunno why but today felt like kinda a down day for me. HAHA! maybe becuz i have been rather high during the past few days...so i am kinda tired! hahaha yeah need to recharge my batteries. i just feel that i cannot please everyone la right? no matter how hard i try some ppl will just not like me and pick on my mistakes...ahahah but nvm that's really your loss. :P
have been dilligently helping sis with her housework the past few days - helped to change bedsheet, vacuumed the bed, cut vegetables, brought leroy downstairs for a stroll. yeah i am really MUCH MUCH more patient with my family members now, trying to treat them like they are my friends. alot of my friends were surprised that i actually didn't treat my family very well in the past; i was really impatient and didn't talk alot with them. HAHA so unlike me right???
then went over to ob in the afternoon to practise piano. helped geraldine with her piano. passed raquel her mmo, and listened to collin and gabriel do harmoney of "gai bian zi ji". yeah feel very happy helping them. also let wen hao and ger listened to my new song. AHAHAH! shall let everyone hear when i have the time :D
just returned from esplanade. yeah was supposed to have supper with vc peeps but i realised my mom was waiting for me at home la...ahhaha yeah so i better go home and accompany her. :P ff was quite a mess actually. i think nelson is not very happy with me. OH WELL. i tried my best though i am not very good with directions and details. managed to sort out the food part though.
alright will have another round of FF rehearsal tml. :P shall sleep early.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
haha today's really packed!
12pm - went to my sis's house to help her with leroy and dish-washing. i think i am in love with dish-washing.
2pm - left the house for mica. Parked the vehicle at Funan so that my sis can go and find my mom. i went to find bee lan at NAC and she passed me nearly a hundred bags of stuff. i wasn't kidding. hahah so i was lugging everything back from mica towards funan but i realised it was impossible. so i called my mom for help. hhahaha
3.50pm - went to parkmall to collect my sis's vouchers
4.30pm - left for home to place the 100 bags at home and to meet everlyn and xuwei
5pm - xuwei and everlyn helped me to carry the bags up and they went to my house to collect my keyboard.
5.15pm - drove my sis and leroy back to amk to pick up alicia from child-care
5.30pm - bought dinner
6.30pm - left amk for aljunied to meet sam. was kinda lost on the way there so was really depending on the street directory for help. yay no summons! haha
9pm - left for home!
10.45pm - adyll came over to collect the 100 bags from me.
okay will need to leave the house for amk to help my sis tml morning before going to ob to prac my piano at 2pm! hahahah after that going to esplanade for ff rehearsal at 6pm. HAHA! busy week ahead!!!
Monday, May 18, 2009
felt very accomplished helping my sis to rearrange her house and tidying things and throwing useless stuff away...better than rotting away at home. HAHA yyeah. wensi and eugene came over to cook dinner today. everlyn and her friend cheryl were also here to practise everlyn's song with my keyboard. suhui and daniel came over later. okay dinner menu included macaroni carbonara, butter prawns and bread pudding with ice cream. i thought all 3 rocked! hahaha :D
OKAY good thing about today. OR tonight rather. i think i really helped my mom quite abit. i really hope i did so.
i was helping her massage her legs and we just started talking. okay actually to be frank with everyone my mom is actually suffering from depression. yeah lotsa things happened in the family and she is kinda taking things to hard on herself and stuff like that la. yeah i have been talking to her (on an irregular basis) but i doubt anything that i have said actually managed to change her thinking about life. she was actually getting out of depression already the past few months but somehow the past week was just kinda trying. yeah she even cried yesterday complaining to my sis, dad and aunt just how bad life is...and what's the meaning of living...
and so today i think i was lucky enough because she had actually managed to free her mind better, if not no matter how gifted my influential skills are she won't be moved. yeah so it's a lucky day for both of us. i told mom about my dream - it is set around a very large swimming pool at our future bungalow's backyard. we are having a party with families and friends and my parents are sitting on the deck chairs playing with their grandchildren, then people will be going to them telling them how great their son is, and i will be very happy looking at their proud faces...
hahaha yeah i then gave my mom a mission to complete this month: to find out what's her life goal. and be specific about it (hahah sounds familiar right, SALLY?) like down to the very small details of the things that she wanted. i wanted mom to have a goal in life again. not to live for the moment, but to have a sustainable goal that will keep her living (physically and spiritually). hahah she must be really happy how much her son has changed for the better. i am certain she was moved by what i said just now, and i am certain that i myself was proud that i have taken this really huge leap forward to know my mother better, even to the extent of influencing her. i was telling her how it felt as if she was my daughter. HAHA!
another thing to know about me. i do not know my dad well enough. i seldom talk to him. i even disliked him a little for not taking really great care of the family in the past. my goal this month is to understand him better. at least know what his favourite food and number is. HAHAH
oh well. LOOOOOOOOONG post from me. but i really learnt alot these 2 weeks.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
just came back from amk hub where we had 4-4 gathering. first time seeing melvin in 8 months! woohoo! damn happy la! yeah erm ordered damn alot of food at the hawker centre - fried hokkien mee, fried oysters, fried carrot cake, porridge, chicken rice, duck rice, japanese salmon rice, sugar cane with/without lemon. WOOOOO! hahaha
argh i really wanna help my mom. JIAYOU! :)
anyway I found my dream car: the Mercedes SLR Roadster!!! my heart leapt when i saw it just now.
Friday, May 15, 2009
yup SOV09. my juniors are damn power. HAHAH
glad that vc could pull through this year's SOV. hahah we really didn't have a lot of practices but luckily we still made it. yenling was the ultimate. she touched down at the airport at 1810 hours and managed to rush to esplanade in time to do her solo line. HAHA
argh. i am so sad. nobody talks to me. HAHAHA did i do something wrong or ppl just don't like to talk to me? hahaha i tried to change la but sometimes i fail still. nvm i will keep on trying until everyone accepts me :) i am a determined boy :)
Thursday, May 14, 2009
wow~! i just vacuum-cleaned the floor.
okay gtg prepare to leave for SOV09! jiayou everyone! :D
oh yeah daryl was asking me what song i will be singing. have to choose 4 songs for the july hdb performance...too bad i can't sing any korean/japanese songs! :(
- Shayne Ward - No Promises
- Seal - Kiss From A Rose (okay i know this is crazy...)
- Kelly Clarkson - A Moment Like This
- Elton John - Can You Feel The Love Tonight
- Lin Jun Jie - Qi Dai Ni De Ai
- Lin Jun JIe - Baby Baby
- Fang Jiong Bin - Huai Ren
- Cai Ming You - Fan Bu Wan De Xia Tian
- Fish Leong - Ke Xi Bu Shi Ni
- Jay Chou - Cai Hong
- Lin Yu Zhong - Kao An
- Wang Lee Hom - Wei Yi
- Xiong Tian Ping - Huo Cai Tian Tang
- Zhang Xin Zhe - Ai Ru Chao Shui
oh need to make a choice by next wednesday! haha and i will be singing with sherlyn! like wth! hahha sing with lao shi leh! oh and i heard gabriel's singing yesterday. ultra ultra r&b. HAHA
eh alicia ysk i watched 1l of tears like how long ago. pls refer to my previous posts posted last year! hahha
anyway adapting to changes is really important. like i said i wrote my first love letter to my mom but i was quite scared to face her when i woke up in the morning. damn paiseh la! hahah but mom was very nice about it. hahahahah i hope she's happy that her son is at least trying to make her happier. :P
CHANGE ONE PERSON'S LIFE EVERY MONTH.
HAHA mix with ppl who are really much better than you.
anyway i am picking up SOCCER! hahahaha which fc should i join? hahahaha
oh yeah here's what i did today.
went to sis's place in the morning to help her with housework and leroy (alicia's at school so things were pretty ok) yeah talked to her about her online website. after that went back home to bathe and went to ob at around 2.30pm. saw jason and jacinda at the dance studio and jac was practising her dance. yup then i slacked around for a while but managed to come up with a new song! no lyrics though! hahaha yeah ob really gives me inspiration sometimes :P ok then met ashton lao shi for july perf briefing at 7pm, then went to maxwell for dinner with zach, wendy, iris and fiona (fiona has the same bday as me!)
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
wrote my first 'love letter' to mom yesterday night. HAHAHA i really want to help change people's life. start with my family first :D just came back from sis's house and helped her with dishes and cut veges. haha small stuff but i hope she's a little happier too :D
heard k's only love on yes933 just now. HAHA suddenly felt damn emotional. HAHA those who haven't watch 1 litre of tears pls go and watch it. :)
shall prepare to go ob in a moment. got lotsa lyrics to bring there to help choose songs! ahahaha. or should i just bring my comp! lighter right! hahahah
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
jianhao is sick of empty promises. he promises he will change! 12th May 2009 is important. it's really important. it made me realised how screwed up the way i am leading my life is. jianhao needs to change everything in the shortest amount of time possible before time runs out. don't worry i am still contented but just felt alot more responsible to everyone around me. i dun wanna be called joker-face anymore. i wanna be someone whom everyone can look up to (yeah those below 1.8m always look up to me anyway. :P)
...i dreamt of being a cartoon character in an anime, and i stole a chincilla (aka 龙猫, you know totoro? haha) from a bungalow house. I was hugging it so tightly and then was approached by a policeman. i was damn scared la. then he asked me what i was doing and i replied that i was walking and hugging my pillow. good thing is he believed me. after that i woke up with the intention of getting back to sleep so i can know what would happen next... but that didn't happen.
Monday, May 11, 2009
had a great musically-infused day.
met wenhao to practise piano @ 2pm.(didn't do much though) then had an early dinner @ 5.30pm with VS4 and VS5 peeps. wooo. had fun talking to everyone today. anyway zhang mei xiang lao shi was sick and couldn't come so pei xiang lao shi took over and taught us for an hour. after which we left for music dreamers' cafe at marina square to listen to the female singers' audition. one thing good about there is that the atmosphere and music are really good, but it also meant that we have to pay more for it. but i guess it's worth it. hahaha zach was abit buay song though cuz they weren't auditioning for male singers.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
hello! yeah as always i am updating in the lamest way possible.
celebrated mother's day at home yesterday with mom and sis and bro-in-law and my niece and nephew. tao-baoed back 20 dollars worth of food for all of us. hahah damn economical.
had vs class today with zhang si li lao shi on deportment. hahaha yeah as usual there're 'er's and 'ran-hou's in my words. and i can't seem to find a nice place to place my hands. BAH
after that rushed down to siglap for lunch and had my first ever practice with vc since exam break. it's been long! i almost didn't know how to sing the songs already! hahah yeah had htht with the exco members and i believe we really want to take good care of everyone, don't we? hahahah :P
yeah like i told everyone, this blog's purpose is for me to remember what happened just in case i get senile dementia in the future. so DON'T LAUGH at my reason! hahah
Saturday, May 09, 2009
currently waiting for my lazy butt to get off the chair so i can go and bathe...HAHHHA
met julio and janice in the afternoon. we thought each other harmony, beatbox and dance. okay i really suck at dance. it was really upsetting seeing myself dance in front of the mirror. i really don't think this is a self-fulfilling prophecy lor! hahahah oh yeah damn happy. sherlyn said that my "wei wan cheng" is okay! hahahah (shows guan yin ma hand) yeah just need to work on the playing of the piano and to bring my sound more forward like what huan liang lao shi said. ahahah
okay i really find that there is a need for me to blog every nitty gritty details down just in case i get dementia someday. (choi!) okay after class went to dhoby gauht fish and co. fried calamari with the garlic-butter-lemon sauce is heavenly!!!
hahaha oh yeah will be performing at yew tee and taman jurong on 17th and 18th july. more details to come soon :D
yup need to plan in the morning later! shall go and bathe really soon!! :)
Friday, May 08, 2009
met wensi and eugene on the train to city hall yesterday. hahah damn qiao in the same carriage somemore!!! okay we went to cut hair together then they came over to my house to sing karaoke. okay i realised my house karaoke was no fun cuz no new songs!!! haiz....suhui also dropped by to sing a few SHE's and teresa teng's songs before she left for tuition.
- clearer goals
- lesser procrastination
Thursday, May 07, 2009
helped sis out today with alicia and leroy. oh man. one kid is already a nightmare i really wonder how she can handle a 3-year old and a 8-month old infant everyday. i almost wanna give alicia away when she kept screaming 'i want strawberry' when i didn't want to get her the strawberry yoghurt drink just now. HAHAHH i think i can only play with children but not take care of them.
:P
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
7 GwH. wth.
hmmm anyway it's been a busy day. met nich, peien, jiejun and nelc for breakfast with bf on nelc! woohoo. yeah then went to vch to listen to jc syf. in my opinion the only deserving gwh choirs are vj, aj and hc. :P but of cuz, my opinion doesn't matter.
anyway gabriel was doing the coffee/tea and open/close thingie at macs just now. it made me realise how bad i am at observing people. HAIZZZZ
Sunday, May 03, 2009
Saturday, May 02, 2009
blogging again. HAHA
am trying out old classics like 等你等到我心痛 and 吻别. HAHAH so fun!
anyway just had performance at expo for sherlyn's church (city harvest) hahaha yeah let's try not to be skeptical about this. HAHAHA they are nice people la! hahha ok back to the performance. it was alright other than the fact that my mic wasn't working, but the audience was great! so happening. HAHA after that we went to heeren to watch sherlyn's performance. before that hall 14 cheerleaders were performing but one girl feel from like 2 metres and landed on her head. OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah that's how painful. she was admitted to the hospital after that.
erm yeah sherlyn's really good. HAHAH i actually agree with her on pulling the mic away from the mouth esp during the high notes - so that you would be able to hear the notes and rather the audience be able to hear softer notes rather than out-of-tune notes. smart.
ok after that went to shokudo for dinner.
and paiseh VC peeps for ponning choir today!!!! paiseh paiseh! oh yeah need to think of practice venue for next week!! X|
你怎麽舍得我难过 巫启贤
对你的思念是一天又一天
孤单的我还是没有改变
美丽的梦何时才能出现
亲爱的你好想再见你一面
秋天的风一阵阵的吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些甚麽
为甚麽留下这个结局让我承受
最爱你的人是我
你怎麽舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候
没有说一句话就走
最爱你的人是我
你怎麽舍得我难过
对你付出了这麽多
你却没有感动过
Friday, May 01, 2009
bye bye alicia! hahhaha
helped alicia bring her stuff at 1130am SHARP. yeah she got 4 big bags and naturally the person who helped her move in have to help with the moving out right. HAHAHH yeah and so we went to golden mile complex and bugis junction, on the same cab coincidentally. met jerrick, jun wei, ee chen, irene, jocasta, jiaxin and her mom, and xiuqi who was late. yeah. we then cabbed to golden mile again after the meal at hk cafe and sent alicia off on her bus. hahah YAY i am the only one who didn't CRY. HAHAHAHAHA!!! i think i still wasn't awake la. maybe that's why. HAHHAA take good care of yourself ar alicia!
okay after that went to fuji xerox tower for the prudential interview thingie. yeah talked to the boss and he told me the assistant will call me again on monday to discuss the details. erm the thing is i saw COLIN from ob there!!! he actually works there!hahah how qiao!!! after that went to ob to practise piano and also our songs with colin and julio. yeah after that had microphone class with xu huan liang principal. HAHA not too bad. he told me i have to bring my voice forward. i do agree.
okay after that just came back from ykx's place with wensi and eugene. was playing them my new songs. MUAAHAH and ate durian and played word games over there. am very happy that they were singing my songs! hahah the feeling is good! HAHAHAHA eh ykx don't be angry with us already la!! scary eh!
okay. busy day. i wanna sleep...
Thursday, April 30, 2009
okay busy 2 days:
28 April: met julio for lunch and practice with him and zach for our sat performance. hahah i really admire how they can play the piano so well. DAMN. i want to be as good as them! hahaha practice practice practice!! :P
after that met alicia and joyce at raffles city and we went to take the train to pasir ris to go to costa sands. junwei was there preparing already by the time we got there. HAHAH oh i can really see how well-loved alicia is among everyone. hahaha we are all sad that she is leaving yeah? hahahahahaha the gifts that everyone prepared for her are damn nice. i think mine will suck when she sees it tml. (hahahah) yeah and so we talked, told lame jokes, drove out to replenish food, and played games till morning. well only 5 of us lasted: junwei, ee chen, joyce, alicia and i. hahaha the singing game, zong ji mi ma, naming things game, and the uses of things game were all intensely fun. hahahh and so were the forfeits.
29 April: went back to hall immediately after we checked out from the chalet. did some packing, caught an afternoon nap, then continued packing again. was unable to join yy, daniel, raymond they all for the sakae buffet...yeah didn't feel hungry and had lotsa packing to do. well they ended up playing saboteur in my room anyway. hahahah and everyone was so nice to help me to carry my 20 bags of stuff down to wensi's uncle's van. omg i was damn paiseh when i knew that i was the only one whom the uncle is ferrying. wensi and eugene are like only moving out tml. WTH. HHAHAH yeah i reached home and took 5 lift journeys to finish unloading everything from the van to my house.
then zach called me to go to genevieve's birthday. hahah i am like WTH i need to pack. but i am like so easily persuaded i decided to go with him. yeah so we ended up at chalet A (yes chalet again! haha) and met genevieve, her bf ray, and her very very passionate larger-than-husky-what's-the-name who was curling himself around my legs the moment i reached. hhahah it's quite funny. yeah anyway had fun talking with everyone. no regrets at all. even managed to come up with a last minute birthday card for genevieve. hahaha well done jianhao. :P
yeah gotta sleep soon. gotta help alicia with her unloading in the morning tml. :P HAHAHA
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
what's wrong with blogging about the star awards? HAHA
had lesson with teacher mei xiang just now. oh my it was really good. informative and she is very funny. HAHAHA now i know better how to find my own style. start by reading the lyrics!! :D ok i can't lose to julio who will be going for a run plus doing hundreds of crunches. i must do it too! anyway i am seeing vs peeps like EVERYDAY. hahah tml and wed also. but fun la. just had a train ride home with iris and wendy and a bus ride home with chloe. they were laughing at how "uncle" jason actually is. AHHAHAAH
oh yes vc peeps are going to penang from 2-6 july. WOOHOO!!! laksa! seafood! :)
Sunday, April 26, 2009
oh yeah. today was packed. had deportment (yessss deportment) class in the morning with ex-miss singapore. HAHAHAH quite fun. i think i really cannot sit/stand/walk/talk properly. i am just an ill-behaved boy. HAHH!
ok after the lesson went to outram park to have BURGER KING. yes bryan, zach, iris, wendy and i went all the way there to have BK. HAHAHA anyway the weather was really damn freaking hot and all of us were complaining. i just saw the news and it will be 39degc in bangkok tml. like WTH.
then met up with colin and julio to go to zach's house to practise for sherlyn's church performance. ok we are quite screwed. only a few more days left!!! erm yeah. was watching the star awards just now. HAHHA surprise surprise! 2 awards for best supporting actress. HAHHA and yeah of cuz the little nonya swept many awards. HAHHA
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009
ok. now that i am supposed to focus on music i can't seem to get any tunes out of my brain. i need to go and listen to more varietiies of music (eg ENGLISH SONGS!!! hahaha) and play more piano. shall devote tml to finding the chords for jay chou, jj lin and dbsk and popular songs... MUAHAHAH. and jianhao needs to find a way to market himself. my teacher said i have no identity, which is very true. HOWWWWWWW.
argh. and EXECUTIVE CAFE REALLY SUXX!!!!!
oh yeah!! how can i forget to blog about my marketing paper today and lunch. ok the paper was TOUGH. it was really mind-bending, even for me who really loves marketing. ok that aside, eugene, wensi, suhui, derrick, yf and i went to double bay at raffles city to eat. the fish and chips' chips and the snapper pie were REALLY GOOD. get the snapper pie. it's a portion for 2 ppl and it's quite value for money. yf and i only paid 16 each together with some koping of food from the others. HHAHA oh but remember to tell them to change the GREEN PEAS to something else. the whole plate was flooded with those things. HAHH
oh yes i need to cut hair. and reservist is on 10-11 june. how FUN.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
just came back from macs supper with yf and eugene. HAHAH yf's mcspicy patty was damn small la. so i was brave enough to go and change it for him! hahahahah! yeah today's stats paper was really ok. i am so damn lucky it's open-book. AHAHAHA same for marketing on friday! :) jiayou! haven't been doing much revision for marketing though...don't really know how to... HAHHA
okay shall study a bit before sleeping. heehee :)
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
oppps just spilled water on the floor. hahaha
oh i am SOOOO glad stats is open-book. at least i have many things to rely on when i see the question! hahaha i think i am going to refer to the textbook for every qns. i hope i have enough time!!!!! if i have time i think i CAN DO IT! hahahahaahahah and 2 weeks before i was thinking of MC-ing it, and possibly acct. okay hope everything goes fine later!!!! hahahahahahaha
really really looking forward to friday, although studying can get so fun! :P but seeing everyone go home today was really sad for me!! ben left already! and he's only coming back next week. like how shiok! :P nvm i shall have the whole room to myself. MUAHAAHAHA
arh. don't feel like sleeping at all. HAHHA
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
自创曲 for exam! :) needs to improve on the piano!
jianhao is going to become myopic from the strong desk light.
oh accounting and stats have been growing on me. too bad i only realisd that they were interesting subjects until 1 day before the exams. HAHH! sad right! must appreciate next sem's modules and do my homework and participate more in class! hahahah why am i saying all these before my acct paper tml! ok shall go back to the books after my short break :P
only halfway through the lectures and tutorials when the test is tml!!! argh. HAHHAHA
i will be in my element after 1130 on friday! hahahahah!!!
JUST 5 MORE DAYS!!!
anyway just wanna say that VS was really worth it. i think i found myself there! hahahah i found where my passion lies. now it's left to the external locuses to decide whether i can succeed! hahaha the internal locus is working hard! jianhao just wanna be happy.
okay. less crapping. back to mugging!
ah har. damn nice song for everyone! :)
Proud
DBSK
足早に通り過ぎてく
どれだけの季節 過ぎたんだろう
見慣れた景色を歩いて
遠い記憶から 一人抜け出せないまま
行き場を失いそうな…
そんなとき君と出逢った
この街で めぐりあった
今も忘れないよ あの日から
たくさんの悲しみとか 潜んだ不安 全てを
君のぬくもりで思い出に変えた Proud of your love
拾った二つの貝殻
もう一度君にあえたような奇蹟
君がそばに居てくれたら
心の奥まで優しい気持ちになれる
激しい雨が降っても
強い風が吹く中でも
この愛を 守りぬける
君とならきっと越えられる
そう初めてそう思えたから この手を放さないように
ずっと大切に大切にして
この街で めぐりあった
今も忘れないよ あの日から
生きること 信じること 悦びに変えながら
いつまでも二人 共に歩こう Proud of your love
april is ending. :)
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Thursday, April 16, 2009
composing is really much easier with korean syllables!! i just need the lyrics!!! ahahahaha i promise i will let you guys hear it someday!!! hahhaahah!
anyway mugged for 4 hours with eugene today. totally shagged. yes, only 4 hours! but really tiring!!! hahahahah will restart again tml and aim to finish the remaining 3 chapters of stats + start on accounting...:)
OK SLEEP!!:)
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
just returned from the unplugged session.
met raq at 5plus to practise the instruments part. hahaha oh i must say my PIANO part was not bad!! hahahaha must be the practising! hahaha oh yeah then suddenly we saw jj's shadow at the corridor, and juno and vicky who were in the room with us ran out and took a photo with him. i was in the 'let's practise' mood with raquel and didn't give a damn. i REGRET it now! hahahah
oh well anyway vs4 did great!!!! mika was supposed to be taking her papers at 7pm but we saw her at 7 plus at ob! i was telling raq that she may have seen a ghost! hahaha raq, geraldine and i were super touched when we saw her just now la!!! mika said she just finished one qns and handed up the paper immediately. hahahahaha oh mika's voice really rocked la. if we didn't have her i think everything wouldn't be as nice. HAHHA raq and geraldine rocked too! hahahha just don't be nervous on stage! (winks)
that's me playing the piano on the left! hahah
daryl, wenhao, vicky and juno's group's guitar girl was good! hahaha quite ownage. zach's and bryan's group was also very good. bryan even kneeled down after getting touched by this girl in his team. HAHAHA i think they confirm top 3 lor. HAHHHA
haiz if only jun yang and jiong shun can give more comments!!!! :P
oh yeah and all the best to clarence who will be going to tekong for the first time TML! hahhaahah all the best dude!
waiting eagerly for the pics and videos to be uploaded by my classmates! hahahah
I REALLY ENJOYED SINGING and PLAYING THE PIANO! hahahaah i wanna sing and play the piano like zach! woohoo!
in the spirit of OB, jianhao also wants to do a johari window! hahah
http://kevan.org/johari?name=jianhao
Sunday, April 12, 2009
yay felt a litte bit more motivated after inputing some acct revision notes. :)
anyway was watching 2 episodes of amazing race on tv in the afternoon. it's really amazing how the show can carry on for so many seasons!!!! hahaha i really enjoy the show man. i wanna go bungee jumping and paragliding in europe!!! hahaah
Saturday, April 11, 2009
donated blood today! they should keep having more blood donation drives at the cc downstairs! hahah then i can go down every 3 months! ahahah
ok at least that's one productive thing i did today. was trying the stats paper just now... totally no clue what's going on. DIE. i have been using too many DIEs nowadays. hahaha
oh yeah choir test was alright la. actually thought we did quite well. and it was fun playing the pop songs on piano with priscillia during our practice! hahah i just can't believe how some ppl can catch chords so easily while i simply don't have the gift. :(
i hate exam periods. i just keep having this guilty tingling feeling in my heart every time i play the piano, watch the tv, or listen to music.
全世界都停电 tank
连你都会残忍隔绝我的心能要谁了解
眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切卡住了我让我无法往前
囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间
单独隔离寂寞地盘旋
全世界都停了电全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦
全世界都停了电全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间有回忆碎片
一作梦翻身就刺痛流血
我卷着身体缩成一个圈
像一个句点
i first heard this song during earth hour week - so i initially thought that it was a 'save the world' song! hahahah how silly.
oh and how can i miss such a nice jay chou song -
花海
静止了所有的花开
遥远了清晰了爱
天郁闷爱却很喜欢
那时候我不懂这叫爱
你喜欢站在那窗台
你好久都没再来
彩色的时间染上空白
是你流的泪晕开
不要你离开
距离隔不开
思念变成海
在窗外进不来
原谅说太快
爱成了阻碍
手中的风筝放太快回不来
不要你离开
回忆划不开
欠你的宠爱
我在等待重来
天空仍灿烂
它爱着大海
情歌被打败
爱已不存在
Friday, April 10, 2009
FINALLY! the comp is back! woohoo!
had vs4 prac at raquel's place this morning. we brushed up on alot of the scores. now it sounds much more complete! yeah mika kept telling me to improve on my piano...but i have my limitations also la! hahahah nvm i will send sendy the recording tml and see what she says...i think it's okay!
hahah i am so gonna screw up this sem's exams. HAHAHA anyway i think i understand how it feels to sing and play at the same time. time for jamming! hahahah
oh yeah went to ob's recording studio on thur! hahahah exciting! then during piano lesson with sendy i kinda screwed up wo niu. OH WELL!!! practise more! and memorise!!!
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
erm. at pacific coffee below ocean butterfly now. my laptop crashed (yikes!!!) this morning and i had no chance to do anything on the computer.
hmmmm studying sux too. i want to go and do something. just got back my papers. okay i wanna try to sum up my results thus far.
AA102 Accounting II
Written Test (20%) - 56/100 -> C+?
Written Assignment(20%) - B-
Class Participation (10%) - ???
Semester Exam (50%) - ???
AB103 Statistics
Case Study 1 (4.5%) - A
Case Study 2 (4.5%) - ???
Mid-term Assessment 1 (10%) - 7/14 -> C+
Mid-term Assessment 2 (10%) -
Class Participation (6%) - ???
Semester Exam (65%) - ???
AB105 Organisational Behaviour and Design
Group Presentation (10%) - B+
Mid-term Assessment (20%) - C+
Written Report (20%) - A
AB112 Marketing
Presentation - Case (10%) - ???
Presentation - Project (20%) - ???
Individual Report (20%) - ???
Yup pretty much in the doldrums. HAHAHA DIE. i really wanna stop le.
Monday, April 06, 2009
Sunday, April 05, 2009
my parents said that i have been singing too much. bah it's true. but i just can't help it.
had dance test(??hhahaha) at ocean butterfly today with teacher 小珂 today. she had long hair today! hahahah anyway the dance moves were sorta challenging! have to break dance on the floor one! hahah madness. anyway she mentioned that i am totally not relaxed and didn't give my all. hahah i beg to differ! i totally gave it all, but it's dance the non-dance genes in me that was causing all the blunders. HAHHA anyway after dance class had to work on 如果爱情 again. luckily we did the arrangements and part designation today. i think i will send them the updated chord progression later! :D
Saturday, April 04, 2009
Friday, April 03, 2009
alright. and so i was a little bit grumpier the past few days. HHAHAHA
received 3 hoaxes on april fool's. first thing in the morning with alicia telling me that she would be heading back to kl that day. second one during marketing class. then the third one when ben told me that marcus told him that sue lynn is in hospital and whether we should visit her. :P
oh yeah was at ocean butterfly yesterday and hong jun yang was our teacher for the unplugged session. yah and we were supposed to catch the chords (which i sorta had the gift for! hahahah) for this newly composed song and i had to play the piano (which i totally suck at). the performance is on the 13th, just 2 days before my OB paper. SHIT happens. HAHHAH but nvm will work hard for everything.
anyway had our last ob lesson with chi ching. okay la. she's really not a bad person. it's just that her lessons do not value-add very much. but she's really intrinsically warm and caring. hahha and so we took some photos with her before we parted.
oh yeah tapas at bakerzin later in the afternoon! i am saving my stomach for that! heehee
