finally, after 22 years on earth i was actually watching football with passion! go man U! make a comeback greater than any team in the world! :D went to chester's place to watch soccer and taught david, teja, kah cheng and sam how to play german bridge. HHAHA okay i am going to get my own condo too! just you wait!!!

the spell is wearing off. HAHA i feel a little bit impatient today towards my mom. no this cannot happen. i think i am just blaming myself for not being of much help. JIAYOU! work hard! help myself and help others.

was talking to chan on msn about ba zhang, and i realised how much i missed my grandma's ba zhang! hahaha yeah dumplings are so expensive especially during duan wu jie. i didn't realise this in the past cuz dumplings were always home-made... ok i better make sure i don't regret anymore things in the future!

guys! cherish everything you have now! :D

vc should be managed like a family, but marketed like a corporation?

fried my first sunny-side-up today at my sis's place! woohoo!

took the first small step today. AHAH

just came back from fish and co dinner with 4-4 peeps and boyang and joel toh. hahaha it was damn fun la! had a great time catching up with brandon who just returned to singapore a few days ago! hahahaha yeah lotsa good food and talking. :D
shall wait for yy's pics to go up on facebook. :D



anyway here's a pic from dawn sin for FF concert.


and some pics of FF from facebook:

finally ended FF concert with a bang. HAHA i cracked at the last 'sephiroth'. AHAHAHA oh well. it was really quite an experience working with vocal consort and wow empire. must really thank nelson for the exposure. i wish someday vc will be as big as the combined chorus for ff, around 50-60 peeps bah. HAHAHA! :P

it's the first time i had a full-house standing ovation at esplanade concert hall. hahah we know the applause wasn't for us entirely but we still felt great i think. HAHAH i think that's my dream for VC. to have a full house standing ovation at the end of our concert. :)

oh i totally forgot that results are out already. HAHHA yeah and so i went to check. i am very happy leh. HAHA!

AB103 Statistics - C
AA102 Accounting II - C+
AA1484 Choir III - A+
AB105 OB - A
AB112 Marketing - A+

after all the naruto and how i met your mother, i believed this is not bad leh! hahahhahah yeah i played cheat by taking choir module. HAHAHH! maybe i am going back on my word... next sem i may be going to take again. HAHAHA yay but MARKETING A+ leh! hahahah how zai! :P

shall got catch naruto episode 110 now! :D

it's actually quite good to talk to my parents. HAHAH i am beginning to treat them more like friends now. actually they are better la. at least they listen attentively to what i have to say. HAHA yeah so actually i just gave my dad and my mom a lecture....lecture on being a better person.

ok i know some of you may think that i am abit too young to do that, especially to my parents. but i dunno why i just sorta felt confident enough to do that and i doubt there's anything wrong with it. I MAY have hurt a little pride here and there since it's not very ordinary for a child to be lecturing his/her parents, but i really hope what i said moved them.

mom didn't appear very good in the morning when she left the house la. she didn't even want to utter a word. but luckily she talked quite alot just now and both my mom and my dad spoke their mind just now during our thrashing session. i think we should have this thrashing session every week. :) it will help in family bonding. :)

ok erm. so what did i do in the day then? went for breakfast with sam in the morning...started my mini-art-project for the weekend...went for FF rehearsal. saw arnie roff with his mickey-mouse sweat patterns...yeah and i pangsayed choir for family. HAHAH! paiseh la! will join you guys again once i settled everything back home :)

and yeah! need to practise on my composition for exam on 7 june.... BLAH. :P

i dunno why but today felt like kinda a down day for me. HAHA! maybe becuz i have been rather high during the past few days...so i am kinda tired! hahaha yeah need to recharge my batteries. i just feel that i cannot please everyone la right? no matter how hard i try some ppl will just not like me and pick on my mistakes...ahahah but nvm that's really your loss. :P

have been dilligently helping sis with her housework the past few days - helped to change bedsheet, vacuumed the bed, cut vegetables, brought leroy downstairs for a stroll. yeah i am really MUCH MUCH more patient with my family members now, trying to treat them like they are my friends. alot of my friends were surprised that i actually didn't treat my family very well in the past; i was really impatient and didn't talk alot with them. HAHA so unlike me right???

then went over to ob in the afternoon to practise piano. helped geraldine with her piano. passed raquel her mmo, and listened to collin and gabriel do harmoney of "gai bian zi ji". yeah feel very happy helping them. also let wen hao and ger listened to my new song. AHAHAH! shall let everyone hear when i have the time :D

just returned from esplanade. yeah was supposed to have supper with vc peeps but i realised my mom was waiting for me at home la...ahhaha yeah so i better go home and accompany her. :P ff was quite a mess actually. i think nelson is not very happy with me. OH WELL. i tried my best though i am not very good with directions and details. managed to sort out the food part though.

alright will have another round of FF rehearsal tml. :P shall sleep early.

haha today's really packed!

12pm - went to my sis's house to help her with leroy and dish-washing. i think i am in love with dish-washing.
2pm - left the house for mica. Parked the vehicle at Funan so that my sis can go and find my mom. i went to find bee lan at NAC and she passed me nearly a hundred bags of stuff. i wasn't kidding. hahah so i was lugging everything back from mica towards funan but i realised it was impossible. so i called my mom for help. hhahaha
3.50pm - went to parkmall to collect my sis's vouchers
4.30pm - left for home to place the 100 bags at home and to meet everlyn and xuwei
5pm - xuwei and everlyn helped me to carry the bags up and they went to my house to collect my keyboard.
5.15pm - drove my sis and leroy back to amk to pick up alicia from child-care
5.30pm - bought dinner
6.30pm - left amk for aljunied to meet sam. was kinda lost on the way there so was really depending on the street directory for help. yay no summons! haha
9pm - left for home!
10.45pm - adyll came over to collect the 100 bags from me.

okay will need to leave the house for amk to help my sis tml morning before going to ob to prac my piano at 2pm! hahahah after that going to esplanade for ff rehearsal at 6pm. HAHA! busy week ahead!!!

felt very accomplished helping my sis to rearrange her house and tidying things and throwing useless stuff away...better than rotting away at home. HAHA yyeah. wensi and eugene came over to cook dinner today. everlyn and her friend cheryl were also here to practise everlyn's song with my keyboard. suhui and daniel came over later. okay dinner menu included macaroni carbonara, butter prawns and bread pudding with ice cream. i thought all 3 rocked! hahaha :D

OKAY good thing about today. OR tonight rather. i think i really helped my mom quite abit. i really hope i did so.

i was helping her massage her legs and we just started talking. okay actually to be frank with everyone my mom is actually suffering from depression. yeah lotsa things happened in the family and she is kinda taking things to hard on herself and stuff like that la. yeah i have been talking to her (on an irregular basis) but i doubt anything that i have said actually managed to change her thinking about life. she was actually getting out of depression already the past few months but somehow the past week was just kinda trying. yeah she even cried yesterday complaining to my sis, dad and aunt just how bad life is...and what's the meaning of living...

and so today i think i was lucky enough because she had actually managed to free her mind better, if not no matter how gifted my influential skills are she won't be moved. yeah so it's a lucky day for both of us. i told mom about my dream - it is set around a very large swimming pool at our future bungalow's backyard. we are having a party with families and friends and my parents are sitting on the deck chairs playing with their grandchildren, then people will be going to them telling them how great their son is, and i will be very happy looking at their proud faces...

hahaha yeah i then gave my mom a mission to complete this month: to find out what's her life goal. and be specific about it (hahah sounds familiar right, SALLY?) like down to the very small details of the things that she wanted. i wanted mom to have a goal in life again. not to live for the moment, but to have a sustainable goal that will keep her living (physically and spiritually). hahah she must be really happy how much her son has changed for the better. i am certain she was moved by what i said just now, and i am certain that i myself was proud that i have taken this really huge leap forward to know my mother better, even to the extent of influencing her. i was telling her how it felt as if she was my daughter. HAHA!

another thing to know about me. i do not know my dad well enough. i seldom talk to him. i even disliked him a little for not taking really great care of the family in the past. my goal this month is to understand him better. at least know what his favourite food and number is. HAHAH

oh well. LOOOOOOOOONG post from me. but i really learnt alot these 2 weeks.

just came back from amk hub where we had 4-4 gathering. first time seeing melvin in 8 months! woohoo! damn happy la! yeah erm ordered damn alot of food at the hawker centre - fried hokkien mee, fried oysters, fried carrot cake, porridge, chicken rice, duck rice, japanese salmon rice, sugar cane with/without lemon. WOOOOO! hahaha

argh i really wanna help my mom. JIAYOU! :)

anyway I found my dream car: the Mercedes SLR Roadster!!! my heart leapt when i saw it just now.

jianhao is not proud of himself for whatever that he did after 2am. tsk tsk tsk.

okay sleep first.

Great party nic! hahaha you should have played chop chilli chop with us! hahaha

yup SOV09. my juniors are damn power. HAHAH

glad that vc could pull through this year's SOV. hahah we really didn't have a lot of practices but luckily we still made it. yenling was the ultimate. she touched down at the airport at 1810 hours and managed to rush to esplanade in time to do her solo line. HAHA

argh. i am so sad. nobody talks to me. HAHAHA did i do something wrong or ppl just don't like to talk to me? hahaha i tried to change la but sometimes i fail still. nvm i will keep on trying until everyone accepts me :) i am a determined boy :)

wow~! i just vacuum-cleaned the floor.

okay gtg prepare to leave for SOV09! jiayou everyone! :D

oh yeah daryl was asking me what song i will be singing. have to choose 4 songs for the july hdb performance...too bad i can't sing any korean/japanese songs! :(

- Shayne Ward - No Promises
- Seal - Kiss From A Rose (okay i know this is crazy...)
- Kelly Clarkson - A Moment Like This
- Elton John - Can You Feel The Love Tonight
- Lin Jun Jie - Qi Dai Ni De Ai
- Lin Jun JIe - Baby Baby
- Fang Jiong Bin - Huai Ren
- Cai Ming You - Fan Bu Wan De Xia Tian
- Fish Leong - Ke Xi Bu Shi Ni
- Jay Chou - Cai Hong
- Lin Yu Zhong - Kao An
- Wang Lee Hom - Wei Yi
- Xiong Tian Ping - Huo Cai Tian Tang
- Zhang Xin Zhe - Ai Ru Chao Shui

oh need to make a choice by next wednesday! haha and i will be singing with sherlyn! like wth! hahha sing with lao shi leh! oh and i heard gabriel's singing yesterday. ultra ultra r&b. HAHA

eh alicia ysk i watched 1l of tears like how long ago. pls refer to my previous posts posted last year! hahha

anyway adapting to changes is really important. like i said i wrote my first love letter to my mom but i was quite scared to face her when i woke up in the morning. damn paiseh la! hahah but mom was very nice about it. hahahahah i hope she's happy that her son is at least trying to make her happier. :P

CHANGE ONE PERSON'S LIFE EVERY MONTH.

HAHA mix with ppl who are really much better than you.

anyway i am picking up SOCCER! hahahaha which fc should i join? hahahaha

oh yeah here's what i did today.

went to sis's place in the morning to help her with housework and leroy (alicia's at school so things were pretty ok) yeah talked to her about her online website. after that went back home to bathe and went to ob at around 2.30pm. saw jason and jacinda at the dance studio and jac was practising her dance. yup then i slacked around for a while but managed to come up with a new song! no lyrics though! hahaha yeah ob really gives me inspiration sometimes :P ok then met ashton lao shi for july perf briefing at 7pm, then went to maxwell for dinner with zach, wendy, iris and fiona (fiona has the same bday as me!)

wrote my first 'love letter' to mom yesterday night. HAHAHA i really want to help change people's life. start with my family first :D just came back from sis's house and helped her with dishes and cut veges. haha small stuff but i hope she's a little happier too :D

heard k's only love on yes933 just now. HAHA suddenly felt damn emotional. HAHA those who haven't watch 1 litre of tears pls go and watch it. :)

shall prepare to go ob in a moment. got lotsa lyrics to bring there to help choose songs! ahahaha. or should i just bring my comp! lighter right! hahahah

jianhao is sick of empty promises. he promises he will change! 12th May 2009 is important. it's really important. it made me realised how screwed up the way i am leading my life is. jianhao needs to change everything in the shortest amount of time possible before time runs out. don't worry i am still contented but just felt alot more responsible to everyone around me. i dun wanna be called joker-face anymore. i wanna be someone whom everyone can look up to (yeah those below 1.8m always look up to me anyway. :P)

...i dreamt of being a cartoon character in an anime, and i stole a chincilla (aka 龙猫, you know totoro? haha) from a bungalow house. I was hugging it so tightly and then was approached by a policeman. i was damn scared la. then he asked me what i was doing and i replied that i was walking and hugging my pillow. good thing is he believed me. after that i woke up with the intention of getting back to sleep so i can know what would happen next... but that didn't happen.

had a great musically-infused day.

met wenhao to practise piano @ 2pm.(didn't do much though) then had an early dinner @ 5.30pm with VS4 and VS5 peeps. wooo. had fun talking to everyone today. anyway zhang mei xiang lao shi was sick and couldn't come so pei xiang lao shi took over and taught us for an hour. after which we left for music dreamers' cafe at marina square to listen to the female singers' audition. one thing good about there is that the atmosphere and music are really good, but it also meant that we have to pay more for it. but i guess it's worth it. hahaha zach was abit buay song though cuz they weren't auditioning for male singers.

hello! yeah as always i am updating in the lamest way possible.

celebrated mother's day at home yesterday with mom and sis and bro-in-law and my niece and nephew. tao-baoed back 20 dollars worth of food for all of us. hahah damn economical.

had vs class today with zhang si li lao shi on deportment. hahaha yeah as usual there're 'er's and 'ran-hou's in my words. and i can't seem to find a nice place to place my hands. BAH

after that rushed down to siglap for lunch and had my first ever practice with vc since exam break. it's been long! i almost didn't know how to sing the songs already! hahah yeah had htht with the exco members and i believe we really want to take good care of everyone, don't we? hahahah :P

yeah like i told everyone, this blog's purpose is for me to remember what happened just in case i get senile dementia in the future. so DON'T LAUGH at my reason! hahah

坏人
方炯镔

那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程
爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成

currently waiting for my lazy butt to get off the chair so i can go and bathe...HAHHHA

met julio and janice in the afternoon. we thought each other harmony, beatbox and dance. okay i really suck at dance. it was really upsetting seeing myself dance in front of the mirror. i really don't think this is a self-fulfilling prophecy lor! hahahah oh yeah damn happy. sherlyn said that my "wei wan cheng" is okay! hahahah (shows guan yin ma hand) yeah just need to work on the playing of the piano and to bring my sound more forward like what huan liang lao shi said. ahahah

okay i really find that there is a need for me to blog every nitty gritty details down just in case i get dementia someday. (choi!) okay after class went to dhoby gauht fish and co. fried calamari with the garlic-butter-lemon sauce is heavenly!!!

hahaha oh yeah will be performing at yew tee and taman jurong on 17th and 18th july. more details to come soon :D

yup need to plan in the morning later! shall go and bathe really soon!! :)

met wensi and eugene on the train to city hall yesterday. hahah damn qiao in the same carriage somemore!!! okay we went to cut hair together then they came over to my house to sing karaoke. okay i realised my house karaoke was no fun cuz no new songs!!! haiz....suhui also dropped by to sing a few SHE's and teresa teng's songs before she left for tuition.

- clearer goals
- lesser procrastination

helped sis out today with alicia and leroy. oh man. one kid is already a nightmare i really wonder how she can handle a 3-year old and a 8-month old infant everyday. i almost wanna give alicia away when she kept screaming 'i want strawberry' when i didn't want to get her the strawberry yoghurt drink just now. HAHAHH i think i can only play with children but not take care of them.

:P

7 GwH. wth.

hmmm anyway it's been a busy day. met nich, peien, jiejun and nelc for breakfast with bf on nelc! woohoo. yeah then went to vch to listen to jc syf. in my opinion the only deserving gwh choirs are vj, aj and hc. :P but of cuz, my opinion doesn't matter.

anyway gabriel was doing the coffee/tea and open/close thingie at macs just now. it made me realise how bad i am at observing people. HAIZZZZ

CHANGESSSSSS

ah. the bread at my sis's place is expensive BUT GOOOD. :P

jc syf tml. GO VJCHOIR!!!

family day. hope alicia's fever and mom's anger will subside tml. :P

blogging again. HAHA

am trying out old classics like 等你等到我心痛 and 吻别. HAHAH so fun!

anyway just had performance at expo for sherlyn's church (city harvest) hahaha yeah let's try not to be skeptical about this. HAHAHA they are nice people la! hahha ok back to the performance. it was alright other than the fact that my mic wasn't working, but the audience was great! so happening. HAHA after that we went to heeren to watch sherlyn's performance. before that hall 14 cheerleaders were performing but one girl feel from like 2 metres and landed on her head. OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah that's how painful. she was admitted to the hospital after that.
erm yeah sherlyn's really good. HAHAH i actually agree with her on pulling the mic away from the mouth esp during the high notes - so that you would be able to hear the notes and rather the audience be able to hear softer notes rather than out-of-tune notes. smart.

ok after that went to shokudo for dinner.

and paiseh VC peeps for ponning choir today!!!! paiseh paiseh! oh yeah need to think of practice venue for next week!! X|

你怎麽舍得我难过 巫启贤

对你的思念是一天又一天
孤单的我还是没有改变
美丽的梦何时才能出现
亲爱的你好想再见你一面

秋天的风一阵阵的吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些甚麽
为甚麽留下这个结局让我承受

最爱你的人是我
你怎麽舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候
没有说一句话就走
最爱你的人是我
你怎麽舍得我难过
对你付出了这麽多
你却没有感动过

bye bye alicia! hahhaha

helped alicia bring her stuff at 1130am SHARP. yeah she got 4 big bags and naturally the person who helped her move in have to help with the moving out right. HAHAHH yeah and so we went to golden mile complex and bugis junction, on the same cab coincidentally. met jerrick, jun wei, ee chen, irene, jocasta, jiaxin and her mom, and xiuqi who was late. yeah. we then cabbed to golden mile again after the meal at hk cafe and sent alicia off on her bus. hahah YAY i am the only one who didn't CRY. HAHAHAHAHA!!! i think i still wasn't awake la. maybe that's why. HAHHAA take good care of yourself ar alicia!

okay after that went to fuji xerox tower for the prudential interview thingie. yeah talked to the boss and he told me the assistant will call me again on monday to discuss the details. erm the thing is i saw COLIN from ob there!!! he actually works there!hahah how qiao!!! after that went to ob to practise piano and also our songs with colin and julio. yeah after that had microphone class with xu huan liang principal. HAHA not too bad. he told me i have to bring my voice forward. i do agree.

okay after that just came back from ykx's place with wensi and eugene. was playing them my new songs. MUAAHAH and ate durian and played word games over there. am very happy that they were singing my songs! hahah the feeling is good! HAHAHAHA eh ykx don't be angry with us already la!! scary eh!

okay. busy day. i wanna sleep...

okay busy 2 days:

28 April: met julio for lunch and practice with him and zach for our sat performance. hahah i really admire how they can play the piano so well. DAMN. i want to be as good as them! hahaha practice practice practice!! :P

after that met alicia and joyce at raffles city and we went to take the train to pasir ris to go to costa sands. junwei was there preparing already by the time we got there. HAHAH oh i can really see how well-loved alicia is among everyone. hahaha we are all sad that she is leaving yeah? hahahahahaha the gifts that everyone prepared for her are damn nice. i think mine will suck when she sees it tml. (hahahah) yeah and so we talked, told lame jokes, drove out to replenish food, and played games till morning. well only 5 of us lasted: junwei, ee chen, joyce, alicia and i. hahaha the singing game, zong ji mi ma, naming things game, and the uses of things game were all intensely fun. hahahh and so were the forfeits.

29 April: went back to hall immediately after we checked out from the chalet. did some packing, caught an afternoon nap, then continued packing again. was unable to join yy, daniel, raymond they all for the sakae buffet...yeah didn't feel hungry and had lotsa packing to do. well they ended up playing saboteur in my room anyway. hahahah and everyone was so nice to help me to carry my 20 bags of stuff down to wensi's uncle's van. omg i was damn paiseh when i knew that i was the only one whom the uncle is ferrying. wensi and eugene are like only moving out tml. WTH. HHAHAH yeah i reached home and took 5 lift journeys to finish unloading everything from the van to my house.

then zach called me to go to genevieve's birthday. hahah i am like WTH i need to pack. but i am like so easily persuaded i decided to go with him. yeah so we ended up at chalet A (yes chalet again! haha) and met genevieve, her bf ray, and her very very passionate larger-than-husky-what's-the-name who was curling himself around my legs the moment i reached. hhahah it's quite funny. yeah anyway had fun talking with everyone. no regrets at all. even managed to come up with a last minute birthday card for genevieve. hahaha well done jianhao. :P

yeah gotta sleep soon. gotta help alicia with her unloading in the morning tml. :P HAHAHA

what's wrong with blogging about the star awards? HAHA

had lesson with teacher mei xiang just now. oh my it was really good. informative and she is very funny. HAHAHA now i know better how to find my own style. start by reading the lyrics!! :D ok i can't lose to julio who will be going for a run plus doing hundreds of crunches. i must do it too! anyway i am seeing vs peeps like EVERYDAY. hahah tml and wed also. but fun la. just had a train ride home with iris and wendy and a bus ride home with chloe. they were laughing at how "uncle" jason actually is. AHHAHAAH

oh yes vc peeps are going to penang from 2-6 july. WOOHOO!!! laksa! seafood! :)

oh yeah. today was packed. had deportment (yessss deportment) class in the morning with ex-miss singapore. HAHAHAH quite fun. i think i really cannot sit/stand/walk/talk properly. i am just an ill-behaved boy. HAHH!

ok after the lesson went to outram park to have BURGER KING. yes bryan, zach, iris, wendy and i went all the way there to have BK. HAHAHA anyway the weather was really damn freaking hot and all of us were complaining. i just saw the news and it will be 39degc in bangkok tml. like WTH.

then met up with colin and julio to go to zach's house to practise for sherlyn's church performance. ok we are quite screwed. only a few more days left!!! erm yeah. was watching the star awards just now. HAHHA surprise surprise! 2 awards for best supporting actress. HAHHA and yeah of cuz the little nonya swept many awards. HAHHA

went to music forest in the afternoon to prac piano with wenhao. it was very fun!!! hahahaah oh and i just tried the piano with westlife and backstreet boys' songs. quite fun!

ok. now that i am supposed to focus on music i can't seem to get any tunes out of my brain. i need to go and listen to more varietiies of music (eg ENGLISH SONGS!!! hahaha) and play more piano. shall devote tml to finding the chords for jay chou, jj lin and dbsk and popular songs... MUAHAHAH. and jianhao needs to find a way to market himself. my teacher said i have no identity, which is very true. HOWWWWWWW.

argh. and EXECUTIVE CAFE REALLY SUXX!!!!!

oh yeah!! how can i forget to blog about my marketing paper today and lunch. ok the paper was TOUGH. it was really mind-bending, even for me who really loves marketing. ok that aside, eugene, wensi, suhui, derrick, yf and i went to double bay at raffles city to eat. the fish and chips' chips and the snapper pie were REALLY GOOD. get the snapper pie. it's a portion for 2 ppl and it's quite value for money. yf and i only paid 16 each together with some koping of food from the others. HHAHA oh but remember to tell them to change the GREEN PEAS to something else. the whole plate was flooded with those things. HAHH




oh yes i need to cut hair. and reservist is on 10-11 june. how FUN.

did another round around campus today. Woo hoo! feels good to feel tired. HAHAH

last paper: Marketing! fav leh. HAHHA jiayou!!!

just came back from macs supper with yf and eugene. HAHAH yf's mcspicy patty was damn small la. so i was brave enough to go and change it for him! hahahahah! yeah today's stats paper was really ok. i am so damn lucky it's open-book. AHAHAHA same for marketing on friday! :) jiayou! haven't been doing much revision for marketing though...don't really know how to... HAHHA

okay shall study a bit before sleeping. heehee :)

oppps just spilled water on the floor. hahaha

oh i am SOOOO glad stats is open-book. at least i have many things to rely on when i see the question! hahaha i think i am going to refer to the textbook for every qns. i hope i have enough time!!!!! if i have time i think i CAN DO IT! hahahahaahahah and 2 weeks before i was thinking of MC-ing it, and possibly acct. okay hope everything goes fine later!!!! hahahahahahaha

really really looking forward to friday, although studying can get so fun! :P but seeing everyone go home today was really sad for me!! ben left already! and he's only coming back next week. like how shiok! :P nvm i shall have the whole room to myself. MUAHAAHAHA

arh. don't feel like sleeping at all. HAHHA

ok stats tutorial 10 here i come! man i am supposed to finish 10,11 and 12 last night! hahahaha ok now now now.

omg. chi-square is killing me! hahaha

laughter and exercise are really the best medicine! hahah just came back from a jog around campus and watched xman and laughed like mad. the golden fishery was damn funny also! hhahahahahahah

ok better study finish stats today!!! ahaahahahhhahahaaha JIAYOU!

was watching the golden fishery on youtube with dbsk on it. although i don't really understand their parodies and puns but i still think that it's UBER HILARIOUS! hahaha go catch it!

自创曲 for exam! :) needs to improve on the piano!

jianhao is going to become myopic from the strong desk light.

oh accounting and stats have been growing on me. too bad i only realisd that they were interesting subjects until 1 day before the exams. HAHH! sad right! must appreciate next sem's modules and do my homework and participate more in class! hahahah why am i saying all these before my acct paper tml! ok shall go back to the books after my short break :P

only halfway through the lectures and tutorials when the test is tml!!! argh. HAHHAHA

i will be in my element after 1130 on friday! hahahahah!!!

JUST 5 MORE DAYS!!!

anyway just wanna say that VS was really worth it. i think i found myself there! hahahah i found where my passion lies. now it's left to the external locuses to decide whether i can succeed! hahaha the internal locus is working hard! jianhao just wanna be happy.

okay. less crapping. back to mugging!

ah har. damn nice song for everyone! :)

Proud
DBSK

足早に通り過ぎてく
どれだけの季節 過ぎたんだろう
見慣れた景色を歩いて
遠い記憶から 一人抜け出せないまま

行き場を失いそうな…
そんなとき君と出逢った

この街で めぐりあった
今も忘れないよ あの日から
たくさんの悲しみとか 潜んだ不安 全てを
君のぬくもりで思い出に変えた Proud of your love

拾った二つの貝殻
もう一度君にあえたような奇蹟
君がそばに居てくれたら
心の奥まで優しい気持ちになれる

激しい雨が降っても
強い風が吹く中でも

この愛を 守りぬける
君とならきっと越えられる
そう初めてそう思えたから この手を放さないように
ずっと大切に大切にして

この街で めぐりあった
今も忘れないよ あの日から
生きること 信じること 悦びに変えながら
いつまでも二人 共に歩こう Proud of your love

april is ending. :)

ahahha and here i am... still unsure of how to study for accounting II!!! :(

argh really can't wait for the end of exams!!! then i can do the things that i want to do. the list is ENDLESS. hahaha

wants to write better lyrics, like fang wen shan!!!! haha needs better chinese!!!!!

ok just finished stats tutorial 5. omy i am lagging....

composing is really much easier with korean syllables!! i just need the lyrics!!! ahahahaha i promise i will let you guys hear it someday!!! hahhaahah!

anyway mugged for 4 hours with eugene today. totally shagged. yes, only 4 hours! but really tiring!!! hahahahah will restart again tml and aim to finish the remaining 3 chapters of stats + start on accounting...:)

OK SLEEP!!:)

just finished the mini assignment to be handed up next next week. HAHHA if only i was that fast for everything! hahaahahahahha

oh well. this morning's ob paper was okay la. at least i managed to finish everything on time! hahahah

yay productive day! hahahah and i got the video from iris already! hahah go check out facebook! :D

did some studying in the seminar room today with eugene. argh i think i study better when i sneeze. was having runny nose the entire DAY. SIAAANNNNZzzzzz

just returned from the unplugged session.

met raq at 5plus to practise the instruments part. hahaha oh i must say my PIANO part was not bad!! hahahaha must be the practising! hahaha oh yeah then suddenly we saw jj's shadow at the corridor, and juno and vicky who were in the room with us ran out and took a photo with him. i was in the 'let's practise' mood with raquel and didn't give a damn. i REGRET it now! hahahah

oh well anyway vs4 did great!!!! mika was supposed to be taking her papers at 7pm but we saw her at 7 plus at ob! i was telling raq that she may have seen a ghost! hahaha raq, geraldine and i were super touched when we saw her just now la!!! mika said she just finished one qns and handed up the paper immediately. hahahahaha oh mika's voice really rocked la. if we didn't have her i think everything wouldn't be as nice. HAHHA raq and geraldine rocked too! hahahha just don't be nervous on stage! (winks)


that's me playing the piano on the left! hahah

daryl, wenhao, vicky and juno's group's guitar girl was good! hahaha quite ownage. zach's and bryan's group was also very good. bryan even kneeled down after getting touched by this girl in his team. HAHAHA i think they confirm top 3 lor. HAHHHA
haiz if only jun yang and jiong shun can give more comments!!!! :P

oh yeah and all the best to clarence who will be going to tekong for the first time TML! hahhaahah all the best dude!

waiting eagerly for the pics and videos to be uploaded by my classmates! hahahah

I REALLY ENJOYED SINGING and PLAYING THE PIANO! hahahaah i wanna sing and play the piano like zach! woohoo!

in the spirit of OB, jianhao also wants to do a johari window! hahah

http://kevan.org/johari?name=jianhao

hahaha ming zhi stayed over in our room to do his video on the friendly ghost. HAHAHA thanks for the mcbreakfast!

ahhhh having a little bit of a cold from the aircon last night. shit. later howwwwwwwww.

just watched patch adams. really good show. lip yong you should go and watch! hahaha

oh my. tml's the big day! hahahah.

yay felt a litte bit more motivated after inputing some acct revision notes. :)

anyway was watching 2 episodes of amazing race on tv in the afternoon. it's really amazing how the show can carry on for so many seasons!!!! hahaha i really enjoy the show man. i wanna go bungee jumping and paragliding in europe!!! hahaah

donated blood today! they should keep having more blood donation drives at the cc downstairs! hahah then i can go down every 3 months! ahahah

ok at least that's one productive thing i did today. was trying the stats paper just now... totally no clue what's going on. DIE. i have been using too many DIEs nowadays. hahaha

oh yeah choir test was alright la. actually thought we did quite well. and it was fun playing the pop songs on piano with priscillia during our practice! hahah i just can't believe how some ppl can catch chords so easily while i simply don't have the gift. :(

i hate exam periods. i just keep having this guilty tingling feeling in my heart every time i play the piano, watch the tv, or listen to music.


全世界都停电 tank

连你都会残忍隔绝我的心能要谁了解
眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切卡住了我让我无法往前
囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间
单独隔离寂寞地盘旋

全世界都停了电全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦
全世界都停了电全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间有回忆碎片
一作梦翻身就刺痛流血
我卷着身体缩成一个圈
像一个句点

i first heard this song during earth hour week - so i initially thought that it was a 'save the world' song! hahahah how silly.

oh and how can i miss such a nice jay chou song -

花海

静止了所有的花开
遥远了清晰了爱
天郁闷爱却很喜欢
那时候我不懂这叫爱

你喜欢站在那窗台
你好久都没再来
彩色的时间染上空白
是你流的泪晕开

不要你离开
距离隔不开
思念变成海
在窗外进不来
原谅说太快
爱成了阻碍
手中的风筝放太快回不来

不要你离开
回忆划不开
欠你的宠爱
我在等待重来
天空仍灿烂
它爱着大海
情歌被打败
爱已不存在

FINALLY! the comp is back! woohoo!

had vs4 prac at raquel's place this morning. we brushed up on alot of the scores. now it sounds much more complete! yeah mika kept telling me to improve on my piano...but i have my limitations also la! hahahah nvm i will send sendy the recording tml and see what she says...i think it's okay!

hahah i am so gonna screw up this sem's exams. HAHAHA anyway i think i understand how it feels to sing and play at the same time. time for jamming! hahahah

oh yeah went to ob's recording studio on thur! hahahah exciting! then during piano lesson with sendy i kinda screwed up wo niu. OH WELL!!! practise more! and memorise!!!

erm. at pacific coffee below ocean butterfly now. my laptop crashed (yikes!!!) this morning and i had no chance to do anything on the computer.

hmmmm studying sux too. i want to go and do something. just got back my papers. okay i wanna try to sum up my results thus far.

AA102 Accounting II
Written Test (20%) - 56/100 -> C+?
Written Assignment(20%) - B-
Class Participation (10%) - ???
Semester Exam (50%) - ???

AB103 Statistics
Case Study 1 (4.5%) - A
Case Study 2 (4.5%) - ???
Mid-term Assessment 1 (10%) - 7/14 -> C+
Mid-term Assessment 2 (10%) -
Class Participation (6%) - ???
Semester Exam (65%) - ???

AB105 Organisational Behaviour and Design
Group Presentation (10%) - B+
Mid-term Assessment (20%) - C+
Written Report (20%) - A

AB112 Marketing
Presentation - Case (10%) - ???
Presentation - Project (20%) - ???
Individual Report (20%) - ???

Yup pretty much in the doldrums. HAHAHA DIE. i really wanna stop le.

better post something before IE crashes AGAIN.

my parents said that i have been singing too much. bah it's true. but i just can't help it.


had dance test(??hhahaha) at ocean butterfly today with teacher 小珂 today. she had long hair today! hahahah anyway the dance moves were sorta challenging! have to break dance on the floor one! hahah madness. anyway she mentioned that i am totally not relaxed and didn't give my all. hahah i beg to differ! i totally gave it all, but it's dance the non-dance genes in me that was causing all the blunders. HAHHA anyway after dance class had to work on 如果爱情 again. luckily we did the arrangements and part designation today. i think i will send them the updated chord progression later! :D

just returned from dinner with vc peeps at botak jones. food was good. service was good. :)

tapas was quite disappointing as compared to last week's desserts! hahahah oh was trying to do the chording for 如果爱情 just now. hahah i just realised the chords are easy to get! that's why i could do it so quickly! hahahah i was trying to do baby baby and so sick just now. NOTHING CAME OUT. :(

alright. and so i was a little bit grumpier the past few days. HHAHAHA

received 3 hoaxes on april fool's. first thing in the morning with alicia telling me that she would be heading back to kl that day. second one during marketing class. then the third one when ben told me that marcus told him that sue lynn is in hospital and whether we should visit her. :P

oh yeah was at ocean butterfly yesterday and hong jun yang was our teacher for the unplugged session. yah and we were supposed to catch the chords (which i sorta had the gift for! hahahah) for this newly composed song and i had to play the piano (which i totally suck at). the performance is on the 13th, just 2 days before my OB paper. SHIT happens. HAHHAH but nvm will work hard for everything.

anyway had our last ob lesson with chi ching. okay la. she's really not a bad person. it's just that her lessons do not value-add very much. but she's really intrinsically warm and caring. hahha and so we took some photos with her before we parted.

oh yeah tapas at bakerzin later in the afternoon! i am saving my stomach for that! heehee

jianhao doesn't even like having ppl around him now. though he really needs help. :(

hahah so emo.

i may have just reached the lowest point in life with the onset of the stupid stats case study. and exams coming up. and no more naruto to watch. and couping myself up in my room all day. and i haven't practised my dance and piano for vs4. i am so dead. :(

maybe it's time to break some sweat.

just returned to hall from teacher sherlyn's house. HAHAH had very singer gathering. played games and ate food and sang and listen to jj's video and sherlyn's performance. ahahah oh man everyone is so unbelievably nice! i think i am very evil in comparison. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

jj's concert was a blast with alicia and friends and 3+1 and eugene. HAHAH

JJ's my idol! i just didn't really like his babies and the dj part. but nvm i managed to guess the order for most of the songs! how zai!

anyway my stats quiz is ultimate cui. i haven't started studying for the other 4 chapters and i got a bbq to attend later. DIEEEE.

HAHAAH zach, clarence and i made a ballad out of 不潮不用花钱. we had some disagreements at first. (i think still having alittle now...) hahhah but oh well bth of us compromised. HAHA. oh i suck at playing the piano!! :(

不潮不用花钱

hey greedy,don't fret
what you see is what you get
you name it,i have it
what you see is what you get

左左左左偏左就用左手
生活就不用想太多
怦怦怦怦心动张开眼睛
就记得当下的强烈

有时灵光一闪而过
牛顿也吃苹果
我的念头不太罗嗦
限时间能入座

请你不要到处叩叩
潮流需要抠抠不小心就没抠抠
用力到处扣扣花掉所有抠抠
钱买不到绝活

你说听说听说你听谁说
跟着乱走闹哄哄
通通通通普通普通
如果不懂不要随便拒绝

有时灵光一闪而过
牛顿也吃苹果
我的念头不太罗嗦
限时间能入座

请你不要到处叩叩
潮流需要抠抠不小心就没抠抠
用力到处扣扣花掉所有抠抠
钱买不到绝活

little chick having chips on my sofa
bearbricxs take a shit on my sofa
smudge babies lying on my sofa
neighborhxxds and kiks singing "so-fa"

HAHAH it's really funny! and we are performing it this sunday at sherlyn's house. HAHAH and JJ MAY BE THERE!!!! ok better not get my hopes too high. HAHHAHAHA

oh just had yummy ah lian bee hoon and mango dessert. MUAHAHAHAHAH

shit i think i had 10 episodes of naruto today. my stats studying plan failed terribly

gotta stand beside joshua's friend and ethel's sister lynette ngiam today during choir. HAHHA quite funny.

oh well but still i hate nie choir lessons. SO BORING and the conductor sux. i gave him lotsa 1/5 for his appraisals. damn bad la. HAHHAA

anyway just came back from joel's birthday party at west coast. gotta see my 4-4 gang again (minus mel and bran and sam)! yeah more outings and dinners!!! :)


i have this big patch of blue-black on my left knee. OUCH.

omg i have another weird stranger encounter on the bus to joel's bbq!!!

been crazy over naruto these days. MUAHAHAH

am damn shagged from purple line. oh saw xu huan liang lao shi just now. he suddenly popped by the dance studio. HAHAH
OCCASIONAL muscle aches kinda rock. i feel fresher now.

yup will need to mug hard for exams!!!!

gotta do my stats tutorial tml in the morning... HAHAH

wikihow: "A general rule of thumb for simple tunes would be to have the bass note of the chord to be a third below the note in the melody. "

wensi just told me that i am always in my own world. i think that's very true. it's not a good thing right. :P

sleep early, rise early.

yay.

anyway i remember eugenia and i were saying how much we miss nichole and her performance of 'desperado'. it was classic.

hahah i love occassional muscle aches!

oh man i was looking through stats lect 10 on analysis of variance. HELP ME!!!

wah liao ultimate shag!

i do believe i have no dance genes. hahaha

oh yeah yesterday's horny night was very funny! tenors rocked! woohoo!

jianhao likes the D major.

yay he thinks he can sing and play a few songs by himself already! woohoo!

vs4: finally managed to learn quite a bit of stuff from sherlyn and sendy. warm-ups and how to reach high notes and staccato exercises. sendy thought me how to play the piano score for wo niu better. i was really happy when she told me that my first time was quite good. :) WOOAHH. hahah and she is very zai! ok i need to prac at home on my keyboard on friday night. :)

hall video was good. really brought back alot of memories though i wasn't inside much of it.

oh man hall life is coming to an end i guess...

oh man i can't believe there's vs4 again on sunday! and it's a dance class! how exciting!

listening to Wang Lee Hom's 脚本 now. NAISE!

脚本

你爱得好有趣就像一个编剧
你的一举一动都谱写着未来
世界也太乏味更需要编的很美
像第一次见面的场景

从来不曾怀疑牵你渡过了瓶颈
多希望创造一个美好的结局
用最真的感觉慢慢一页一页写
我只期待你陪我演完

我们的脚本要写的好认真
我已经看过太多的悲剧
能给一点点笑就算是笑中带泪
我也无所谓无所谓

你的一颦一言都谱写着未来
思念也太乏味更需要编的很美
像第一次分手的场景
我也无所谓

看完这个脚本陷得好深好深
要我如何演好爱你的人
故事里男主角剧终时泪中带笑
而他知道这最好

wu jianhao is going to be the next music man!

oh eugene and wensi were practising lucky in my room yesterday until 3AM (!!!) eugene and i attempted to learn a new english song in a long time... hahah yah and i was trying to strum the guitar! ok at least i got the chords right i hope. HAHA!

oh yes. and i hope my play-and-sing 蜗牛 can make it later in the evening.

oh yah on a naruto fever now. granny chiyo just died in the show from saving gaayo!!!! sAdness...

thanks everyone for coming down to support your friend here during luna just now! hahaha i didn't really sing very well, though i really enjoyed the time on stage (except during the high notes!) hahahah. yeah you guys really rock. the name board kinda gave me a shock at first though. HAHAHAHA

yeah the other guys were really good! like everlyn said competition's really stiff. HAHHHA i must work extra hard!

anyway i think i am going to jj's concert! hahahahahah but that would actually mean that i will be missing tenor dinner leh....OH NO...

oh naruto can only be watched in the day. the night internet connection is too slowwwwwwwwwww

wah liao can't believe i am falling sick the day before luna. DIEEEEEE

anyway eugenia is pretty damn good! hahaha

quite proud that i managed to churn out the 3 financial statements together with their notes in 100 mins. although the figures didn't tally but i am still satisfied. i guess i am easily satisfied.

now that the acct quiz is over, the world is a better place to be in.

singpost just called to say that they are SORRY (i am sure) and they will re-deliver (for the 3rd time) the parcel to my neighbour's place this evening. GOOD they better do.

gtg for marketing meeting in 10 mins time. and it's going to rain. so i guess it will have to be 1 min. TATA!

pre-comp stress. SHIT. hahaha

Good Morning, World!

I am learning how to prepare financial statements now.

jianhao realised how screwed he is - he has only been to 3/9 stats lecture and tutorials. exams' coming up in a week...BAH

oh i just went for a run just now. it felt great!

i realised i can't multi-task at all. i need to handle one thing at a time. school vs choir vs family vs friends vs singing vs me-time.

okay. needs to just let the voice come out. it sounds perfectly alright.

okay study time from 10pm - 11pm. if you don't start you will KIAO KIAO.

BTK.

OMG.

That's damn hard. more to come.

needs to study for acct quiz!

翻不完的夏天

好天气 艳阳高照 的天
拥抱着你的白色T恤
单车路 笑声传的 好远
平凡的爱情开满原野

杂货店 大榕树的 下面
摘朵蒲公英放你胸前
用可乐 冰你温暖 的脸
你的笑总是意外的甜

果 实酸酸 的气味
谁都难拒绝
谁都不能拒绝
我 想大声 说爱谁
却被你 抢先

我爱你一页又再一页
翻不完你我的夏天
两人边 跳边走 的季节
干干净净的 画面
我爱你爱得不知不觉

deciding what songs to sing for luna. need to have a fast and a slow song. what do they mean by fast/slow? hahahaha

nv do internet transaction with Singpost. it sux. their it facility sux.

went to visit mms in the afternoon. oh man i miss working at a hotel... hahaha

ob lessons was kinda scary. my teachers were a lil on the bitchy+heck-care style...hmmm not good. i need to get a piano song out for next week's piano lesson. was thinking of wo niu.

just went for luna briefing, and guess who i saw??? - eugenia and bee kwee. how small can the world be. HAAHAHAH

i really DISLIKE CHOIR ELECTIVE IN NTU. ahahah prof chia kinda sux, and the songs sux...jj says that it is becuz i am biased towards VC. well, OF CUZ!

got supper treat by yingguang just now. had oc supper items like prata hotdog (OMG) and nuggest (OMG) and peach and green apple drinks (OMG). hahahaha before that i had pork chop while ben had chicken chop. oh and there were these 2 red bull ladies (ermmm..) going around giving out red bulls. (darts eyes & evil grins)

been watching 'how i met your mother' for a while (all thanks to kiat!) and i am addicted. shit. off to season 2 episode 8 now. correction. ep 9.

celebrated charmaine aka eye candy's 20th birthday yesterday with the other cheerleaders at the link bridge between block c and d. FINALLY no more cake-smashing. but we had to help her finish up this drink consisting of coffee, oatmeal, digestives, kopiko ...(yes still alright up till here)... sprite, milk, vodka, ribena. but it was okay... really...

had marketing presentation this morning. oh man we suck. we just couldn't get the point thru. I wanna kill ourselves already.

anyway left my harddisk at the FAL. had to RUN ALL THE WAY back to get it. OH MAN MY PRECIOUS...

i almost jumped when i though that i am supposed to have visited alicia and jo at mms. BUT IT'S ON THURS. okay i am freaking myself out.

just returned from kim min's cake- and whipped cream-smashing bday party. OH man. it's damn disgusting. i have choc for ear wax.

my prediction came true! there was indeed a solar absorption panel above singapore. that explains why it's so cold today! well done!

and as usual. we all have TONNES of stuffs to clear.

Solar Energy

thought that there was getting less and less meaning in maintaining this blog.

hahah anyway while my dad was driving me back to hall half an hour ago, i was thinking about why solar energy hasn't been harnessed well enough. esp in Singapore! we should learn how to get rid of all that heat and turn it into useful energy! then singapre can be in perpetual spring or autumn. WHEEEE

ok so what's inhibiting this technological transition? issit cost? or issit technology itself?

(imagines a big reflective bowl above singapore on a monday afternoon with singaporeans wearing 2 layers of clothing in a 24degc environment.)

ok....

had the first VC prac yesterday. so many new and old faces! hhahah

went to katong shopping centre for dinner. had chicken rice

then we went to esplanade's harry's. oh i was supposed to go e-awards with sandy...but i kinda pangsay-ed her for drinks and ghost stories...EEEK! hahaha anyway i saw alicia and jerrick they all who also went for the award ceremony. oh man i miss them. AHAHAHAH

okay time to blog!

life nowadays have been pretty much revolving around project meetings and singing. hahah luckily 50% of it is entertaining.

haven't been doing well academically lately. OB results sux.

VC tml. shit i have no time to mug! hahahahahah. and no time to finish my projects on sunday.

LUNA is on the 17th Mar. i am representing hall 3 in it! hahahahahaha

baaaaah just completed acct essay.

i don't like the way i live now.

thanks for all the support yesterday! ahahaha

bought supper back from 179 and i met the infamous Ah-lian. quite chio as they have said. then we watched valkyrie in daniel's room with my newly-earned pair of speakers. but the movie was boring. HAHHAHAHA

am doing acct proj now. due tml. DAMN. hahaah i want to have my dinner!!!!

and will be having 9-hour seminar tml. 8.30 to 5.30. Jialat.

i am feeling the drift. i want to lead a life but school doesn't allow for it.

just had hall bbq :) hahah quite fun

loves the weather now:)

oh man there was a stabbing incident in my school yesterday.

anyway yesterday's class performance was SCARY! the others were FREAKING ZAI. i need to work hard. should learn to sing and play the piano next time! hahahaah

Hai-lo.

jianhao is finding the direction in life.

jianhao has promised himself not to gorge on food anymore.
jianhao has promised himself that he will try to love his family more.
jianhao has promised to take charge of his own life.

woohoo! wahlermak came in 2nd at impresario finals! well done dudes! you guys have worked really hard for it! yes and we cheered really loudly too! hahahahah

oh. it's the 1st day of march already.