you know. it really kinda sucks that despite so much efforts put in, we sometimes fail to garner the support of the people we want friendship and support. We then begin to lose confidence in these people, and the mind starts to wonder "what are we doing everything for?"... we wander off somewhere and found something better, but still clinging on with the hope that someday, they will want me back and make me love what i am doing again.

but no.

we suggest negativity, we show our lack of interest, and we blame things on other people without throwing out constructive remarks in the first place. one by one, we slowly lose interest and allow what we love to disintegrate. then we blame it on others again.