Sunday, November 23, 2008

不说出的温柔
范逸臣

你是否忘记了 那时候的笑容
如果我已不在你心中
舍不得 为什么你说过的以后
留下我 能不能圆梦

那天空,云很多 看不见你的轮廓
只剩下太多来不及说
(是我,你好吗?
没什么事. 只是想知道, 你好不好.
这是我最后一次打给你了.
希望你好好照顾自己.)
不说出的温柔 让你离开我
我以为你都会懂 等着你我才发现难过
很难说有没有 想念过你的手
可能是我不愿去触碰
不记得本来你有没有擦口红
反正是我已经错过

那天空云很多 看不见你的轮廓
剩下太多来不及说

想哭的冲动开始在失去以后
才等着你的手 拥抱我的寂寞
该说的时候 早应该大声的说
那种认真的沉默弄巧成拙

不说出的温柔让你离开我
我以为你都会懂
去拥抱你要的梦
别担心我 我会好好过

HOT 30 COUNTDOWN

1. If I Were A Boy - Beyonce
2. Hot N Cold - Katy Perry
3. Live Your Life - t.i feat. Rihanna
4. Lovebug - Jonas Brothers
5. About A Girl - The Academy Is ...
6. Now Or Never - The Cast Of High School Musical 3
7. Womanizer - Britney Spears
8. Gives You Hell - The All American Rejects
9. Human - The Killers
10. Rehab - Rihanna
11. Just Stand Up! - Artists Stand Up To Cancer
12. I Hate This Part - Pussycat Dolls
13. Get Back - Demi Lovato
14. I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy
15. Next Plane Home - Daniel Powter
16. It's Over - Jesse McCartney
17. Gotta Be Somebody - Nickelback
18. Miss Independent - Ne-Yo
19. Monsoon - Tokio Hotel
20. Right Now (Na Na Na) - Akon
21. Forgive Me - Leona Lewis
22. T-shirt - Shontelle
23. Decode - Paramore
24. Crush - David Archuleta
25. So What - P!nk
26. The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script
27. I'm So Paid - Akon feat. Lil Wayne
28. Keeps Gettin' Better - Christina Aguilera
29. Sober - P!nk
30. Poker Face - Lady GaGa


oh man i haven't heard of any of them!!!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

PEOPLE TO MEET and THINGS TO DO AFTER EXAMS

JOSHUA KOH, JIA XUN (jai-ah axe saaaang. our C-list), SHEENA QUEK
Ocean Butterfly peeps (shihui (!!!), weikoon, haonan, yan fang,...)
MMS ppl (alicia, jocasta (bday soon), irene, jerrick, xiuqi,...)
DEANNE!!! (oh birthday coming too!)
LIP YONG and RAYMOND (wahhhhhhh xiang si ni men le)
TY NPC ppl (will need to go back and visit tl and uncle b and nadiah and chan and choonkai and dennis and everyone else!)
4-4 ppl (yy, daniel, tk, andy, samuel, joel.eh badminton too! oh man i miss melvin-san and brandy)
WHO ELSE WANNA MEET WITH ME MUAHAHHAHAHA.

non-ict shooting coming up
dental appointment
haircut
xmas shopping and decorate hall 3
carolling
settle korean stuff
cheerleading practices
bid for sem2 courses and electives

BUSY BUSY BUSY.

humans are left stranded to decide between life and death.

what are we doing on earth. what's the purpose?

happiness can bring us happiness. pain is just pain.

so what if we experience the emotions of life? so what if we travel and experience the world.

it's no use.

HAHAHAHA okay i was kidding.

WE LIVE FOR EACH OTHER. JIA YOU MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS.

WE CAN WIN IN LIFE.

REN DING SHENG TIAN!

sometimes a person can cause a drastic change in your life, and u do not know what to do after that.

sian.

oh and he doesn't like unpleasant farewells. jianhao doesn't know how to look into ppl's eyes and say byebye. i think he just doesn't want to leave bah.

Friday, November 21, 2008

will need to make the decision between fun and responsibility VERY SOON.

heavy-hearted. bleah.

looking forward to monday. and yet, not very much cuz i know my friends will all be going back to what they have been doing before the exams, and things will not be the same anymore. it's during the exams when there is nothing to do did we get to do something. i m incoherent and emo.

@IKEA

happy that i can now do strenous exercises without worrying about dying. YAY!

came home with ben yesterday and he was mentioning about the boeing777-300er series which sia offers. oh now i see it on the website!

Sat 31 Jan 2009
SQ16 - SIN 09:15, ICN 16:35


Wed 04 Mar, Sat 07 Mar 2009
SQ15 - ICN 19:25, SIN 01:05+1Day


let's see if we can get those flights with the TA.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

friendship 101

throughout the past few weeks in hall, jianhao understood a little bit more about friendship. jianhao cannot be self-centred anymore and expects his friends to do things for him.

let's all be SOCIABLE bah.

let's start on our FM past year papers.

FM is cui....

FM PAST YEAR PAPER * 1.

feroz said i am very free. i look stress-free. HAHAA

MUAHAHAHA just came back from IKEA! meatballs are yum yum.

oh yes after walking around IKEA we were thinking about having a baby theme for christmas! hahah

oh daniel coudn't study so we were getting fresh air from outside the comm hall, which was just beside my room. and there was this little guybird/ladybird. And then derrick and wensi came and we decided to head to IKEA for dinner. there were suhui, eleanor, wensi, kim min, daniel, derrick and ore-sama. :D

and this was what happened after dinner....

Derrick

Kim Min

Christmas lighting outside Queensway shopping centre

oh and the little semi-dead frog that we saved from the road. it was standing there motionlessly and daniel used leaves to bring it to the grasspatch. WAH SOMEONE KIND-HEARTED sia...HAHAHA
okay everyone mug hard! hang on! few more days/weeks to go!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

DAO KIA!!!

cash flows and risk analysis. (75% complete)

wah on to capital structure and leverage. don't the names sound exciting at all??

it's POURING. how romantic.

HAHAHAHA emoticon-mania!!!

i swear i dreamt that i woke up at 10plus this morning and was late for the show. so in my dream i was thinking of solutions. HAHAHA then i woke up. and realised that it was 1.30am. BLOODY HELL. okay better go sleep now :D

OH YES xuwei just gave me a piece of news about our FM essay. HAHAHAHA

WAH LIAO! was block-hopping when i got stuck at 3B level 1. HAHA it's a dead end there! NOOOOOOOOOBBBBB luckily wensi came to the rescue! wheee ahaah and daniel can stop socialising and read his barnie book.

and yes. Jianhao should be nicer to his friends. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

lunch at executive cafe on monday. which was just yesterday but it seemed so long ago... oh missing xu wei and everlyn and xu wei's roomie jun rong in the photo. HAHAHA paiseh half the group is missing.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

oh finally. JOSHUA IS BACK. though i could sense his reluctance to talk to me yesterday cuz i didn't go to the airport to receive him. TOO BAD!!! hahah sheena come with joshua to visit ben and i on wed! :D

did u see me on tv this morning?

no?

good. HAHAHAA

went to zhao an ning hao with nelson to talk about the xmas concert on friday. oh and it's 'live' so it's quite exciting. wanted to take a picture of the location but forgot to. AIKs!

oh i saw thomas ong. who is damn tall and handsome. i tell u he's like 1.90m SIAO EH.

Monday, November 17, 2008

thought accounting exam was awesome given how much i have studied for it. HHAHAAH

yesterday i was doing last minute revision at 5-7 with xu wei and everlyn. then wanted to started doing my own work at 8. then
1. daniel room-hopped to my room after visiting wensi's, but he got down to studying his porn picture and memorising his texts.
2. then wensi and suhui came with prima deli's cheesecakes and kueh lapis. HAHAHAHAHAHA
3. then yongkai came.

so u can imagine how much i absorbed from my books.HAHAHA but nvm at least the things which i did not study for (ie budgetting and OA) didn't come out for exams. PHEWWWW.....