last day at ritz carlton club. saw the cars racing through the streets from the 32nd level. amir, zaiton, micky and i were like running from the kallang view to the city view and back as the race cars coursed through the tracks. hahaa fun! great view! yeah bade farewell to monica and micky who were the last to leave before zaiton and i left. quite sad. hopes vereen will recommend us for PA next summer! :)

oh that banana cake with the banana chip on top is shiok! and so is the cheese with garlic inside. MUAHAHAH and i ate my favourite brownie again. HAHAHA

oh jiejun sandy's brownie is good too. but the one i had was REAAAAAAAAAALLLLY good!!!!

my spanish boss, monica, fell today after she told us about how she fell at home at another occassion. wah liao suay sia. hopefully she's alright. okay i tasted the best brownie that i have ever had TODAY. muahahha i am also welcoming a sorethroat at the same time. :P

alright this photo does not justice to that brownie. cuz half of it's been eaten, MUAHAHAHA but still. SALIVATES!

the good thing working at the lounge is that you get to eat all the good food. HAHAHA :D

i should become a chef i think. HAHAHA

yeah my legs are going to break. think i need to change them. need a pair of tire-less legs. :D

oh but i tell you. ritz carlton has some really great views. esp above the 20th floor. saw the race cars speeding through the floodlight-lid tracks just now. wasn't really very exciting, perhaps because i was really far away, but they were still very loud. HAHAHA oh i was delivering some stuffs together with the bellmen, and we actually walked into this room and this old indian lady was still sleeping inside. opps!

was listening to popular songs from the 60s to the 90s. WOW. didn't know that so many nice songs were actually kapo-ed from that era! hahaha

okay shagged now. after carrying lotsa juices around ritz carlton in the day. SHAGGS.

omy. omy. how imbal can humans get?


songs from the 90s are like SO familiar even though i haven't heard alot of them before! hahah

suddenly became VERY BUSY after 12am. KNS.

omg. AB213 presentation was surprisingly not too bad. HAHAH short and sweet and prof sunanda seems to like it. MUAHAHAH

okay going for malay class in a while. now at the room beside FAL.

Bah. still have so many many many more projects to clear! like, seriously....

gonna work at ritz carlton starting tml.
Thur: 10am - 7.30pm
Fri: 2.30pm - 12am
Sat: 4.30pm - 2am
Sun: 2.30pm - 12am
I am a free labour. oh well. the timing is good for supper. HAHA

apparently i ponned the BT201 class after malay class for haircut with ivan at dhoby. HAHHAHA yeah then we had japanese dinner with yikang and christina and iris. wendy joined us shortly after we ended. HAHA

oh feels accomplished today:

managed to deliver the bt313 ppt (thought we would be getting a B-B+ though...HAHA it was shocking to see how many hands rose up once we finished our presentation. it's a controversial topic! ahaha

yeah then stayed on and went online for a while with rachel and her friend joyce at the cafe express. okay la it's not such a bad place actually.

yeah then met bailu and melvin for ab213 discussion for tml's ppt. yay finally done something with them! PHEW PHEW.

then headed to ob to have composition class with huan liang. okay needs to make everything less draggy. BLEAH.

then headed to mac after class and got to know yarden and his bro chris. finally got to meet the LEGENDARY yarden who miaoru has been raving about. HAHAH

okay time to listen to the 80s! :)

finally done with mukashi and for every song that you sang in my heart. :P

what did i do today? hmmm:P

went to nelson's house with exco and musico to talk about next year's and 2011's plans. wah nelson really has FANTASTIC memory, i think his hdd is like 5TB or something. he remembers everything. HAHA

yah spent the whole day on BT313 proj and fixing the internet, and playing with my niece and nephew.

ok. forseeing a very busy weekend ahead. 2 projs due next week. bloody hell.

met kin seng at pan pac orchard to discuss vc xmas carolling matters, then met wensi, daniel and derrick for lunch at bakerzin. (half price main course and dessert for students!)

yeah then was very late for lectures. afterwhich went down to ob to prac and record vid with daryl, zach and miaoru.

went to SPH to send the video this morning. then headed for school.

met yao feng on the train just now. such a coincidence!

okay i am abit lost. doesn't know what to blog about. but just wanna finish my projects and meet nelson to discuss about argentina tml. and also prac for hdb performance during mooncake festival, and continue to compose songs, and learn guitar.

at city hall starbucks again doing BT313 project with rachel and hamizah. ponned malay class and bt201 again. HAHA at least we are making some headway with regard to what our product is! hahahah we are going to be successful businessman and businesswomen in the future :) okay yes and i met ivan at starbucks. HAHA!

okay i am just very amazed at how much my brain can still work even after sleep deprivation. only slept for 4 hours after reaching home at 2am after night out with vs peeps at orchard and selegie. HAHAHA

am productive today. managed to clear quite a few stuff. :) i felt like i am in control now. MUAHAHA let's mug for exams which is coming in 2 month's time! (SIAO DING DONG.)

Shall complete "for every song that you sang in my heart". OKAY i know it's not a true story, but still! hahah :P ppl write fictional books all the time don't they. :P
oh it's based on the chords that ivan gave me for olivia's i'll move on that miaoru is singing.

2 days of training at ritz carlton was quite sian, hahah though the formation of our group, cheese crackers, was quite fun! :) you know why we used that name? hahaha okay it was my brilliant idea. :P

was out with ivan on sat night. he treated dinner (erm 2 mcnuggets and half a mega mcspicy. HAHA) then i sorta treated the luck machine at the arcade. hahah he's apparently quite good at it. if only we have tried harder we could've gotten that darned PS3. oh well. left for home before going to gabriel's housewarming party at braddell. :) oh sat was the night of melodious inspirations too. HAHA

i am hooked on one piece la. DIE. i have to do my malay assignment and ab213. :)

learnt from suelynn a few weeks ago that we should treat everyone as if he/she is our best friend.

seems to be lagging at everything except the pace at which i am watching one piece. MUAHAHA.

the THM dialogue was quite interesting la, but it's unlike me to wanna fall asleep when someone is talking :P

at raffles city's starbucks using rach's comp after a LOOOOOONG day discussing our tourism marketing project. omg. so tough!!! ahahah ponned malay and tourism intro tuts to do the proj...

ah. not looking forward to the AB213 project meeting later, if there is any.

bah. today's everyone's IRRITABLE DAY

finally managed to name most of my draft recordings! hahaha :)

had a great night out with npc peeps at geylang serai! woohoo! company's great and food's great! i even won a lava lamp at the shooting game! hahah :)

went to sis's place in the morning to celebrate her birthday. hahah i really like alicia and leroy's baby skin! so soft and great to touch. muahahah i am paedophilic. muahahah yeah anyway i am feeling happy to know that mom is feeling much better and much happier now.

jianhao believes he can be quite productive if he wants to...:) well i have volunteered/been relegated to do the AB213 project draft ALONE since nobody initiated a meeting of sorts. OH WELL. Lucas seah you better be careful...

finally managed to learn the basic chords for guitar today! YAY!!!!!!!!! :) can't wait to prac for bistro with zach miaoru and daryl on tue. and npc outing tml at geylang serai! woohoo

went cat high homecoming with gabriel who was VERY late. tsk tsk tsk. saw denis leong who was still the same...
the CROWDED pri school canteen.


and nobody would believe that i took this at cat high just outside one of the science lab.


then we went to siglap together. had choir prac. so nice to see bing and jiayun again!!! :P yeah and the songs for choral elite are nice!

anyway, was looking at the cover of the compilation cd that nic bought just now. ah...

wanna strum the guitar and sing along with it.

loves olivia ong and 小宇. :) feels blessed with music in my life.

SHALL START AFRESH with COMPOSITIONS OF MY HEART-FELT FEELINGS. no more fake songs. :)

had dinner with daniel, yy, samuel and melvin at amk yesterday. yeah then we went over to amk hub MOF for desserts. very full. okay now melvin will be gone for like 1 year plus. COME BACK SOON AR!!!


HS813's Margie Hall is getting more boring and boring by the week.

am currently awake for the 20th hour. woohoo! finally some action after days of inaction. okay that's a stupid statement.

had bt313 this morn. okay i felt very stupid asking stupid questions. all the best for class participation man...

haha after that fought through the rain and managed to reach pacific coffee at ob and sat down to study. met miaoru, julio and daryl, heard some not very positive news, then headed for lunch at maxwell.

was supposed to have dance lesson with julio, but had to rush out my demo, so headed down to zach's with miaoru. had fish head steamboat and pan-fried tofu with them. yeah thanks guys for helping me with the demo!

then went to upp thomson liquid kitchen around 11 plus to meet chunrong, regina and yikang to chill and discuss about year end stuff. :)

looking forward to dinner tml at amk with 4-4 peeps! :)


昔むかし

...天上星星数不清，
想和你一起散心。
隐形钢琴没人听，
拿麦克风自己一人行...

omg. CUBASE GAVE UP ON ME!!! how am i supposed to record my demos!!!?!?

needs someone to stop me from watching one piece!!!

bah.

by2's songs...readings...tutorials...

caught in a dilemma between adjusting back to 'normal' life and leading a 'new' life.

boring day!

watched one piece the entire morning, now i am actually quite sick of it. HAHA!

had a long day at school, kept wanting to doze off during the lectures. luckily daniel was there to keep me awake. HAHHA yeah HS813 is quite boring with the videos. blah.

went to border's cafe and had their fungi cream. HAHA sounds weird. ok it's called creme di funghi. :) nice. if only i didn't have a bad flu i would have finished it!!! hahah anyway belated happy birthday to wenhao and chunrong, and early birthday to miaoru! :)

oh there are quite a few olivias in the world who can sing. HAHA

yah am sick today. felt sick during supper at glutton's bay with vc peeps already...hahah thanks joel and dawn for the supper!

yeah am really tired and felt lethargic the whole day. hahah i remebered telling someone that i won't skip school this sem. okay taking mc counts partially. :p

oh kept having this grubbly feeling in my stomach for some reason... :( it feels like gastric but i not very sure cuz i haven't had it before and i ate alot of things today! haha

had a bad headache this morning at 2.30am and that woke me up. yeah was desperately looking for a remedy and decided to listen to DBSK's Stand by You. That put me back to sleep :)

yeah had lessons today, then went to maxwell to eat dinner ALONE. haha this random auntie came up to me at the curry rice stall and asked me whether it is nice. of cuz i replied yes! it was my fav food at maxwell. ahahh i had that plus carrot-orange juice and goreng pisang. MUAHAHA. yeah then chanced upon chunrong, iris and regina at pcc (hurhurhur).

went to esplanade after that for LYP rehearsal. yeah only like 14 of us on stage just now. HAHHHA then went to starbucks at marina and chilled abit with PUI EN and gang. :)

ahhah anyway thanks jj for the suggestion! maybe i could use that for this week :)

dinner with family at block 93 toa payoh lor 4. WOOHOO carrot cake and beancurd rocked!

good that mom is happier today. :)

went DXO to watch sherlyn's and ivan's gig and cine to celebrate huan jie's birthday yesterday night.



slept for 3 hours then went for a full day of choir activities.
woke up at 715 and realised i was late. hahah picked up gab and cc then went to changi-simei cc for the citizenship ceremony.
then went for lunching and shopping around at parkway and then choir prac at 2pm at siglap. then off to siying's birthday party at the env building at newton.

ah. freaking shagged. i am in no state of mind to do anything now. just SLEEP. :)

just took a short trip around tokyo shinjuku and taipei xmd. WOOHOO.

hey to guys going for sherlyn and ivan's DXO gig: let's meet at 7.30pm @ city hall for dinner :)

finally got my textbooks today. yay. i am a mugger. :)

feels weird not hanging out late at night. HAHA

am so glad to meet ppl i know in school so that i won't be alone for lunch or dinner. HAHA met kelvin at NIE after buying my books and we had lunch together. then met xianhui coincidentally at cant b in the evening and then we had fish bee hoon for dinner! hahah

wants to take the family out for breakfast this sun. but where?

said byebye to rachel hoon then met her again with her friend cuz we were all searching frantically for the mysterious TR88. quite qiao cuz her friend was there to take the linguistic lesson while i was going there to pass wensi a calculator. HAHA!

then bought my THM marketing book and went to meet ivan to cut hair at dhoby gauht. hhaha i like my new hair style. :)

SLEEPY....

2 very good songs to sing and play on the piano --

搞笑

那一条牙膏在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡想闹就闹
好快乐少了人唠叨

蓝色的碗盘多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎麽熬
这麽多年早就习惯有你的撒娇
我想我能熬但是至少要让我知道你好不好

我们的小狗食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
它习惯睡觉的床尾少了一双脚
所以它常常看着门口睡不着

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
我在搞笑却在醉后眼泪拼命飙
你的离开失去多少我计算不了
忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳对谁炫耀

还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹希望听到有人会提到你好不好


三人游

有些话你选择不对他说
你说某种脆弱 我才感同身受
我永远都愿意当个听众
安慰你的痛 保护着你从始至终

就算你的爱属于他了
就算你的手他还牵着
就算你累了我会在这

一人盯两人疚三人游
悄悄的远远的或许舍不得
默默地静静地或许很值得
我还在某处守候着

说不定这也是一种幸福的资格
至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已足够了

有些话我选择保持沉默
别把实话说破隐藏我的寂寞
你的情绪依然把我牵动
躲在你心中角落的心事我们懂

不知道不知道不知道
为什么为什么我的爱
我的爱还留不住你的离开
却总在等待着你回来

such an uneventful day. i feel like a loner in school. HAHA no same tutorial/seminars with friends. BLAH. :P

how can miss sung think that ESTP stands for evil silly tenor poop. HAHAHA :P

oh. just found out that it's always best to sing with your own voice rather than another person's voice. start from yourself. :)

hates not being able to do things that he wants to do because it doesn't help make mom happier. :P

BAAAAhhhhh

ooo listening to 名师高徒! haha

wants to train my falsetto!

let's hit that high A that huang zhi yang hit during pk. HAHA

had choir prac from 12-7. WAH damn shagged. hahah yeah then dinner at yong tau foo and supper at tcc. welcome novabelle and ching chieh! :)

then went over to serangoon gardens for another supper with vs peeps. bryan is like how skinny.

alex and wenhao and iris all said that i looked DAMN SHAGGED today. haha really meh. must be the 5 hours of lectures today that drained me.

hahah AB213 was scary. HS813 was boring. BLAH

alright! my R is back to normal. woohoo!

now finally knows that he will need to set an hour aside a day to clear his to-do list. :)

oooo apparently i am an ESTP now. HAHA

You are flexible and tolerant, and take a pragmatic approach focused on immediate results. Theories and conceptual explanations bore you - you want to act energetically to solve the problem. You focus on the here-and-now. You are spontaneous and enjoy each moment in which you can be active with others. You enjoy material comforts and style. You learn best through doing. Famous people with your same ESTP personality include: Ernest Hemingway, Lucille Ball, Jack Nicholson, Eddie Murphy, Madonna, Bruce Willis, and Michael J. Fox.

i think ESTPs make good bloggers and entrepreneurs. they just need to follow thru. :)

alright. something wrong with the R button on my keyboard again. SIAN. u know how difficult it was to complete these 2 sentences? HAHA

second day of school. had thm briefing for the ritz-carlton-F1 event in sept. that june is freaking bitchy! she said "it's good that your hair can grow so well, but it needs a trim." (OMG) yeah took so long to wait for the interview (which was quite worthless) and missed the guitar audition. now ivan/daryl/joshua has to give me personal tuition liao. MUAHAHA.

am feeling sleepy at 7pm. tsk tsk tsk

ahhaha alicia told me that her dad was squeezing the shrilling duck non-stop when he saw it. SO FUNNY!

hhaha slept for 10 hours last night! from 10pm to 8am. WOOHOO. i am a pig :) okay no more sleep debt.

looking forward to travelling 1.5hrs to school in a while! :)

he doesn't dare to sleep.

knows that he will never be truly happy unless things change, unless people change.

WOW. first day of school officially ended.

met up with alicia and irene yesterday to shop around. junwei, eechen, joyce and elizabeth joined us too. wah took neoprint sia. HAHA waiting for alicia's pics



yeah then went over to airport to send miaoru, huanjie, jacky and junyang off to the singing competition in china. HAHA bought that shrilling duck for alicia and everyone was playing with it. DAMN IRRITATING! esp iris and wendy. tsk tsk tsk


nobody's gonna scold me for posting this. :) why are the 2 of them so shy. HAHA


hahah yeah then we went to mr bean's for supper before heading for pool. i reached home at 3am i think.

slept for 3 hours and then woke up at 6am to go to golden mile to send alicia off. haahah joyce was there too.

then took bus with joyce to mrt and reached my bt313 seminar at 9am. haha i was half an hour late! hhahah i got appointed as class rep. more saikang to do. luckily the prof is still nice at the moment. oh yeah same class as rachel hoon. she is so MINAH. HAHA anyway most of the students in my class are year 3 tourism students. i must read up more so that i won't lose to them!

yeah then met siying for lunch at hall 3. she slept for only 1 hour yeah so she is like more tired than i am.

slept on the train back home and spend 93 dollars on the hybrid concession. FREAKING CHOR! jialat jialat.

MORE PERFORMANCE GIGS pls. :P

ndp. nothing spectacular other than getting to know that vocaluptous charges thousandss of dollars for 15 mins of performance. WAHHH

oh dinner at bran's was spectacular. dinner was great. i loved all the 3 dishes that he whipped up himself. and it really felt like i was dining at a restaurant. WELL DONE! hahah i especially love the mango and sticky rice. yum yum. :)

and of cuz! we had lotsa fun watching ndp and singapore idol and xing guang da dao. :)

oopps kenna jio-ed to go out. HAHAHA :) seeya guys later!

unbelievably long day. woke up after 4 hours of sleep. then went for choir prac at siglap. yeah today was productive. then talked to nelson about next year's plans! sounds really very exciting! we will work hard towards that! after prac went for yong tau foo with sue, marc, emma, and sing.

then cabbed down to dbs auditorium to catch dad's performance. i totally forgot that julio and chun rong will be there so i was quite stunned to see them there. and wendy also! and yeah collin was hosting that event! aahahh yeah so lotsa vs peeps over there. after that went to lau pa sat for supper. had lotsa food. iris joined us then...


then we went to cathay to CHILL for a while before our movie 'UP' which starts at 1.40am. hahah damn late. erm. yeah. zach, miaoru, yk and regina joined us for that...

it wasn't a very interesting show. i fell asleep on several occasion.

yeah then we went to selegie for beancurd. HAHAH been spending too much money on food!!!! HAHAH

just came back from supper at the airport again. HAHHAHA had swensen's ice cream for desserts. met bryan and he told lotsa stories about army. and catch-phrases like har-har-tua-lam-pa (ooops) hahah. yeah then we sorta lazed around and played with the push-trolleys...what a life.

yeah had fun too at blooie's in the evening. met all the hall 3 ppl and freshies! and sang a song. almost felt like it was qing chang at the beginning cuz the music was really too soft. HAHA guo liang was very apologetic before i left. it's okay la! :) oh yeah i saw darren at sp night too! hahah


oh and my hair is BLACK now. MUAHAHAH.

met ivan today for lunch and then went simlim and funan to get his external hdd. wow sim lim is not cheap lor! in the end we settled for the one at my aunt's shop in funan. haha yeah then saw brandon on the way while going to thai express to meet gab and sue for dinner. vc meeting was good :)

looking forward to sp night tomorrow and then supper after that with vs peeps! hahah :)

siying said that i am an exhibitionist. WHERE GOT??? hahaaha

alright! while i am waiting for my hair to dry might as well update what happened today. ahhah i always tell myself that this blog is an avenue for me to post all the events that happened so that i can always have some reference if i ever lose my memory. HAHA

yeah had a long day today.

met ivan to window shop for HDD at funan. daryl joined us later and we went to excelsior to fix his guitar strings. then we trained down to ob to meet miaoru and zach, both of whom were TERRIBLY late! blah.

hahah yeah we practiced LOVE and when you say nothing at all for a while, then cabbed down to changi biz park. was late too when we arrived at nestle. saw siying and her intern friend, and jane and carilyn from the marketing dept. they sorta liked our performance. HAHA

yeah then went to kbox at cine with zach and miaoru. hahah alot of ppl came i think. can' count. around 18 bah. HAHA! had so much fun. that's why i am home so late. MUAHAHAH



oh yeah thanks daryl for helping me get the shakers. :)

ECP outing today with wensi, suhui, daniel and derrick.

hahah met everyone except suhui at city hall to take bus 36 to ecp together. WAHAHAH damn tired, haven't woke up at such crazy timings (8am) for a long time. I am a sleeping and eating pig, i know.


yeah and so we cycled and absorbed vitamin d and took lotsa pics on the way. HAHA yeah i am damn tired i just took a 4-hour nap actually. when mom woke me up i thought it was morning already. HAHA

yeah Junyang-laoshi replied my email le! woohoo. needs to write more touching melodies and have a singer in mind.

mom was very upset today. yeah decided to take her and dad for a stroll at the park today. i hope that cleared up alot of things. :)

anyway i am on a composition spree nowadays! hahah happy happy happy :) needs to compose fast songs. okay i kept saying that... HAHAH

ah. leroy's birthday party today!


naruto shippuden ep 120 is freaking touching.

needs to keep on writing songs and making demos to feel the emptiness and lack of confidence within. HAHA so emo!

been heading home very late nowadays, and mom has been complaining. i think i should return home earlier... went to ecp to enjoy the breeze yesterday night. :)

needs to start doing lotsa crunches and stretching. dancing with julio and zach was quite fun. :) collected money from sherlyn and had dinner/supper with ivan, miaoru, zach, eug, marcus and sherlyn.

thought through alot of things the past few days, and i realised who my true friends are. zach mentioned something really true - it is more important to have true friends compared to having many friends.

True friends are ppl who you feel happy to be around with and whom you can freely express your thoughts cuz you know they will listen. They are ppl who you will want to write a song for. HAHA they are ppl who will not forget you no matter where you are and will support you always. They may not hang out with you everyday but every now and then you pop up in their minds. They are the first few ppl you wanna invite to your performance. They are the ppl whom you share no awkward moments with.

you know who you are. :)

met up with vs peeps yesterday for supper at amk. then off to changi airport.

needs to make an impt phone call tml. wish me luck.

woohoo welcome back ivan!

haha i just woke up. slept at 5am this morning. went to funan to visit my mom for a while, then off excelsior to fix my mic stand, then went to ob to meet miaoru, zach, julio and sherlyn for dinner. then mr,zach,julio and i went to woodlands to meet yk for karaoke. HAHA then we went to upp thomson road prata house for supper with regina then off to sembawang beach for another chit chat session...

oh, and is megan fox a man? :P

haven't been out so late in ages! hahah i just returned home from a good supper with vs peeps at henderson waves. HAHA

yeah today's bistro performance was cancelled cuz melvyn had his son's first month's celebration at the bistro bar. HAHAH yeah. so we went for dinner at LJS and watched harry potter at marina square with collin, wendy, iris, shuting, mireen, regina, alex, fiona and chunrong. before the show we were trying to catch dolls at the arcade and i think we spent almost 50 bucks on a few of them. we also saw SEAN's look-alike on the poster of xiao dao xiao. yeah then we walked around mandarin oriental and got chased out, so we went to esplanade rooftop terrace to enjoy the night scenery.

zach came soon after and we went to balestier to meet miaoru and yk for boon tong ki chicken rice. quite nice. ordered half a chicken, fried tofu, kailan and sweet and sour pork. really not bad! yeah then we headed over to serangoon gardens but liquid kitchen was closed, so we headed to henderson road instead.

BUSY and TIRING day! fulfilling though! :) can't believe i did 2 performances tonight. hAHA

went to vj at 1pm to collect the carpark label from miss sandhya. started warming up at 2pm...dinner at 5pm sucked...

then rushed off to tampines central cc for hdb performance with shuting. yeah shuting don't fret! jiayou everything comes with experience :) ooo got to take photos with charissa. she was the mc for the past 3 venues that i was at. hahah so coincidental!

then rushed back to vj in shuting's parents' car. i thought our performance was not too shabby. sang for president nathan who graced the event. however, i think no one can ever hit that Bb in circle of life other than that crazy joshua koh. HAHA yeah and i was totally stunned by gabriel's cheering on stage. HAHA! i think vj wouldn't dare to invite us back there to perform ever again. HAHA!

gabriel's thinking of having a PCC. shall we? :)

dissatisfied with my hdb performance today at rivervale. i think i didn't warm up enough. VERY BAD...blah. jiayou tml for tampines and homecoming. i am WONDERNAT :)

did my first proper demo of 不靠近 today! muahaha needs drum loops!!!

22nd July marks the beginning of RUBBERBAND. HAHA!

yooosh just came back from supper at swensen's at changi airport. yeah spent the whole day with zach, daryl and miaoru doing midi stuff - from daryl's house where we saw all his fanciful equipments, to funan and excelsior where i got all my stuff from...managed to buy an audio interface which comes with cubase, condenser mic, lotsa cables and a mike stand... hahah still neeed alot of setup to be done!!! shall do it tml morning. HAHA :)

yeah then we had supper at swensen's. kept listening to the other guys talk about army stuff. HAHA~ jiayou bryan and alan who will be enlisting tml! and may all the sick birds (alex, julio, ashton, etc...) get well soon :)

just reached home, had a good bath, and then i saw a cockroach in the room. BAHHH now my room smells of insecticide...BLAHHH

oh yeah! best thing to happen today: the formation of RUBBERBAND! yeah just had a long practice after daniel informed me yesterday that his band pulled out and we had to perform for the singapore food fest at clarke quay the next day...yeah so we barely had 2 practices before our perf earlier on. HAHAHA yeah but there were a few technical errors here and there la, like no sustain pedal for the keyboard (hahah wth i thought sustain is essential...) yeah then it's my first time performing with a shaker egg. hahah quite challenging! hahah thanks collin, iris, mireen, regina, chunrong, julio, ashton, wenhao, alex, shuting for coming down to support us earlier on. HAHA regina later went on stage to wear a sarong. HAHA

yeah then shaved bryan joined us and the bunch of us went to macs at liang court and kept talking about performance and midi stuff. bah i should get a macbook pro, audio interface, synthesiser, midi interface, condenser mic...BAHHHH no $$$$$ oh just found out that my keyboard has midi in and out! woo hoo! damn happy! hahah

yay going daryl's house to play with his midi tml. :) got my inspiration from huanjie's and miaoru's blogs: once i can do my own demos and covers i will post them here! hahah

okay now have to think of a way to remove the damned cockroach...

CONGRATS to everyone who got into the ZHONG JI BAN! hahaha

of cuz i am abit sore about not being inside with all of u guys, but we were clearly not good enough yet la! hahaha will jiayou and work hard! gambarimashyou! you guys work hard and sign more autographs for me! hahahah

just learnt how to play the shaker egg! VERY FUN!!!

needs to go and compose songs for SHE and do covers! hahah

had supper at chomp chomp and rk with ivan, ashton, regina, iris, julio and yamapi. most of us can hold the volleyball with ONE hand! hahah

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cummon NAT. let's work even harder. prove to ppl that they are WRONG. :)

NEVER leave my fate in other ppl's hands. I WANT IT!!!!


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will be performing on wed night @ 10pm at the central fountain @ clarke quay. seeya! :)

had a really long day yesterday! thanks to my parents, yy,bran,mel,samuel,tk and gf for coming down to support me yest! had a really great time on stage and really sang our hearts out. HAHA of cuz we were disappointed that we didn't get to take home any special prizes la, but some of our friends did mention that they CRIED listening to us. HAHA i guess that's enough consolation yeah!

I WILL MISS EVERYONE man...all the practices, no more seeing wenhao practising like mad when i reach ob in the afternoon and waiting for mika to arrive 3 hours later, no more seeing shuting's and bryan's groups practising in the dance studio,...no more practising till 11 plus at night until wewe had to chase us all out of the office so that he can go home...hahah feels abit lost now... BLAH

tml's the BIG day! sleep early :)

hi hi! hi everyone who's reading. HAHA!

met lip yong and raymond for lunch this afternoon, talked non-stop from the hong kong cafe (where i had a very very choking wasabi seafood baked rice, which was nothing like the wasabi prawns i had the other day) to basement food gallery to thai express. AHAHA this time the topic changed to travelling and extreme sports! hahah wanna sky dive and bungee jump and para-glide leh!!! hahaha

then went to lip yong's house cuz he recommended a hairdresser near to his house but he did warn that the hairdresser was going to be abit gay. HAHA omg when we entered we felt like exiting immediately! hahah we had to endure his stories and his weird laughter throughout the haircut lor...hahah i think his assistant must be suffering alot working there...HAHA

went to yew tee for the HDB performance. and i created a classic by saying "wow i have never been to yew tee before. you guys really have a lot of shopping malls ar, i am very impressed! WELL DONE YEW TEE!" hahah STUNNED. :P anyway sherlyn laoshi mentioned that i shouldn't hold the mic with 2 hands and i should choose easier songs. HAHA

yeah then we cabbed down to OB (oh yeah ivan and sherlyn owe me 4 dollars each!!) had a short prac with wenhao and mika. tidied up abit here and there...

ok skipped supper so that i will have a good sleep tonight and prepare for choir and hdb perf tml! hahah

had our...FIFTH review today. HAHA! erm i played so many wrong notes i hate myself...bah need to continue working on the thai dance song, and a few of my other compositions...and HDB perf's later!! i am bringing a music score stand on stage for my lyrics...HAHA!

oh yeah went shopping with ivan in the morning for my shoes...they cost 180 bucks... OMG. HAHHA better take good care of them!!! hahaha

went k lunch with shihui in the afternoon...HAHA i think i prefer playing the keyboard and singing to it! hahahaha yay save money...HAHAHA

rotting in front of the comp and my butt's getting bigger.

my second aunt and my cousin jieyin stayed over at my house last night, then my first aunt and her husband came over with breakfast in the morning... HAHAH :) pancake and youtiao! hahah had a good talk with them on travelling! and they told me there's such a thing called disney-sea in tokyo. HAHA!

then went to watch the bistro performance in the afternoon...

then off for dinner at waraku at central...
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just did the REVERSE BUNGY at clarke quay withe bryan, wenhao, ivan, collin and miaoru..miaoru said this was nothing compared to sky-diving.. HAHA. but still IT WAS MIND-BLOWING. AHAHA!

OH MAN! really tired!!! hahah woke up t 6am this morning, the earliest in months!!!

john and janet's wedding was the glue.

hahaha oh met all the brothers and sisters and they are really nice people! ahahah





also gotta meet so many of my aunties and uncles and cousins and we exchanged emails! hahah can't believe we haven't been keeping in constant contact for 20 over years! oh my fav dish just now was the fried wasabi prawns! OMG i am sure i had over 10 pieces. HAHA!

spent the whole day shopping for concert attire. was with mika at city plaza to get her gown, then we went to bugis to look for blazers, while the rest were still at clarke quay central. yup after that we met at bugis and decided to get wenhao and my blazers at taka zara. was very disappointed when i couldn't find the blazer that i wanted over there! it was $229 yest and the price on that rack dropped to $179 today! no wonder it's gone. bryan and alex then came and bryan persuaded me to go to marina square to look for the blazer. LUCKILY it's there, if not ar...



haha okay then we headed back to ob for review and photoshoot. hahah everyone was dressed very nicely. will post the photos soon. yeah the photoshoot was fun, and i thought our perf was not too bad, just that i really need to get my piano chords right!!! argh. yeah then we threw a surprise for bryan and he had to blow 20 candles off his cake. HAHA aiyah it's just that the candles are easy to blow man.

JIAYOU peeps! don't be too stressed!

yeah have to go and get my accessories tml with mireen at far east. BLAH.

have been spending most of my days with vs peeps nowadays. met sue, marc, adrian and asik for lunch at astons at cathay. then went to far east to meet ivan, wenhao, mika, mireen, alex and shuting to shop for clothes.

gotta try out central tml afternoon...:P

been having suppers almost everyday with the vs peeps. just came back from rk house at serangoon gardens. HAHA

anyway accompanied zach and bryan to far east to buy their perf costume. need to buy mine and wenhao's very soon tml! :)

anyway wencong laoshi said that our performance is on the right track. YAY!

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heard a very bad news from gabriel on sunday...may gabriel and cheryl's family be blessed with hope...

REALLY REALLY DISAPPOINTED. lalalalala WHY CAN'T I SING BETTER LEH? HAHAH

had a bad day at singapore flyer. luckily i didn't see any of my friends there! hahaha if not ar...will be damn paiseh! hahahah

was walking in the rain with the vs peeps just now. QUITE fun la. HAHA

5 July - Bistro Bar @ Singapore Flyer - 5pm
7 July - VS Grad Perf Review
10 July - 4-4 Dinner @ Kallang
11 July - Janet's Wedding @ Grand Park City Hall
17 July - HDB Performance @ Yew Tee Square - 7pm
18 July - HDB Performance @ Elias Mall - 6.50pm
19 July - VS Grad Perf @ NUS UCC
24 July - HDB Performance @ Rivervale Plaza - 6.30pm
25 July - VJC Homecoming Performance @ VJC Field
26 July - Bistro Bar @ Singapore Flyer - 5pm
6 Aug - Hall 3 FOC SP Night Performance

had food-tasting-cum-briefing with john and janet yesterday night at the hotel. hahah maybe i am not very picky but i thought the food was good. HAHA but everyone else was saying either it's too oily or too sweet... HAHAHA

had a whole day of practice for bistro. haha even so i felt that we didn't really accomplish much. HAIZZZ why?!?!!?!

just had supper just now. erm. played tap tap revenge again. HAHA huanjie is freaking lame la! hahaha all the politeness we showed each other in the beginning was just a SHOW!! hahahaah :P

okay more practice tml! and tml's the review! OMG.

loves to play with the tambourine! was playing this love with daryl just now in the drum room. WAH damn shiok. HAHA!

went to kk hospital with sis in the morning for her routine checkup. HAHAHA i think i look better wearing masks. YEAH? aahah

yeah after that went to OB and had a FULL DAY of practices. our group still couldn't come to a consensus what to do for FRIDAY. tsk tsk tsk.

attended huan liang lao shi's composing workshop and we are urged to learn how to use MIDI, and also to compose a dance song for 3 thai singers. HAHA! quite fun.

OMG have to prepare for THURSDAY's HDB REVIEW, FRIDAY's GRAD PERF REVIEW, and SUNDAY's PERFORMANCE!!!! HOW!!!!! HAHAHAHA

just wanna be himself. but he wants to change too.

jianhao is greedy. he wants everything.

jianhao also likes to try and give up...but that won't happen in music!!!!!!!!

jianhao doesn't want to lose his choir friends.

woohoo! 600th post! hehe

yeah these past few days haven't been very good for me, in the sense that alot of questions about my abilities were raised and i sorta lost quite a fair bit of self-confidence.

was helping my sis with her kids cuz she had to go for this sudoku challenge thingie. hahaha yeah my mom was freezing inside parco bugis. :P
performed for terr's teacher's (and mother-in-law-to-be) concert on saturday. erm. wasn't good at all. my perf sux man...oh got to know huai zhi who's a speech therapist! suelynn go talk to him! haha yeah bought tau sa pia from balestier. actually wanted to give some to vc peeps but they didn't come for the concert event in the end. and, they also didn't want to wait for sandy and i for supper. haha oh well no luck for them. :P

went to support miaoru for a million star pk finals at kallang leisurepark. there were really alot of good singers over there like aijia, diya and sly. i didn't know that sly can actually sing quite well until now. HAHA but he didn't get in anyway.


oh this is my teacher sherlyn :)


after that went to j8 to have dinner with nichole, sheena and jingzhi. ok that's the happiest thing i have done in ages. hahaha haven't laughed for heartily for very long...it was really great listening to them talk about life over chicken rice, fishball soup, sweet potato and banana fritters with coconut. HAHA yeah good food and good company. :)



it really sux not to be the CHOSEN few/one... but I will not give up!! make more music!!! make better music!!! and find my voice!!! i don't wanna sound like jj or zhang xin zhe or xiong tian ping!

haha feeling abit helpless about my voice. my musicality. alot of doubts were raised these past few days about my own capabilities. BLAH BLAH BLAH.

well CONTINUE TO MAKE GOOD MUSIC!!!

bistro bar prac!! ahahah i am going crazy soon. HAHA!

erm lunch at raffles place was not too bad. the viet restaurant had nice food but the service was kinda bad.Haha really missed suelynn and marcus!!!

oh been having alot of maxwell food lately. i always look forward to the curry rice + carrot/orange juice + goreng pisang meal every evening i am there. HAHA!

oh just received this email with a reply from xiaohan the songwriter. MUAHAHA

okay busy with the coordination for bistro bar performance. haha i hardly have time for other things man. HAHAH okay but need to start composing!! :D

happy day!

had a cooking session at my house with 4-4 peeps. i tell you brandon and melvin really learnt alot about cooking from their overseas staying experience! AHAHAH melvin did a seafood and mushroom soup (with really big king tiger prawns), brandon made butter and spice dory fish (with a really good butter sauce), daniel made curry (commendable effort!), yy made ice-blended juices and milkshakes(commendable effort too!), and i did my ice cream mixes (as always...HAHA). HAHAHA okay i was the dish-washer for the day, and was really surprised when they told me someone was at the door... and when i went out to take a look they sang the birthday song. Hahahh thanks guys!!!

had a busy day today.

1130 - met wenhao to prac for grad perf with ivan
1315 - left for siglap
1405 - was late (AGAIN) for choir. DAMN IT. HAHAHA anyway a thousand miles really reminded us of together since. DAMN IT. haha
1700 - went to ice cream chef for ice cream. saw raquel working there and talked to her for a while. HAHA she's soooooo ah lian! hahahah yc was bitching all the way about nelc in his face. HAHHA
1945 - dinner at pasir panjang boneless duck rice store. had tofu and kangkong and lime juice. yum yum
2030 - (dinner was damn fast and good) went to millenia walk and decided to chill at bakerzin. heard alot of stories!!! hahah
2230 - went to bugis to meet iris to go down to upp thomson road for supper. kept jio-ing ppl to go down for supper
2330 - supper at prata house. managed to get shuting, daryl, alex, collin, miaoru, bryan, iris and i for supper. chloe was busy preparing for her camp and sherlyn was sick (take good care of yourself!). alan MIA-ed. HAHA

omg. LIP YONG is back!!!!

oh sue lynn and marcus are back too! hahah

can't wait for naruto shippuden 115!!!!

AIYOH haven't talked to alicia for so long!! how are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

thanks to jason, mika and i (and daryl, soon) got a free dye at toni and guy at heeren. hahah i saw their basic haircut is 70 bucks so i really wonder how much a dye would cost. HAHAH yeah jason's friend xiao mao wanted to experiment with colouring i think. HAHA

anyway guys vote for my friend, miaoru @ http://onemillionstar.starhub.com/vote.php

i can't believe i actually got silver for ippt. HAHAH and i saw the entire team Delta at old tracom!!! hahah really misses everyone alot!!! was talking to nadiah about the old times. haahhh yeah really sweet fond memories. HAHAH and nadiah's getting married next april! woohoo okay good thing is i don't gave to go back for ippt and shooting this year (hopefuly no other events too! haha)

oh anyway just came back from VS prac with daryl, zach and siling for the bistro bar performance. the 28th june performance has been pushed back to 5 july so that we can go and support miaoru for xing guang pk! hhahah jiayou!

just came back from mind's cafe at purvis street with derrick, wensi, suhui and kimmin. hahah thanks for the sustain pedal!!!! hahhha you guys added life to my keyboard. WOO HOO! and paiseh for asking wensi for choosing her present herself. HAHAH!

the performance at Love the World Bistro Cafe was fun! hahah although got alot of screwups here and there, but i think we really learnt alot about presentation on stage, what to say and do and what not to...and i really need to learn piano from ivan and sendy again!! hahaha really cui kept playing the wrong notes. HHAHAH but i thought the singing was really enjoyable la! hahah :P

oh man. i am very happy yet very sad today also.

was late for choir in the afternoon cuz i was fiddling around too much with the keyboard at home and lost track of time. HAHAH yeah the circle of life solo line is difficult. thanks for the coffee and walnut cake, sandy! and thanks guys for pretending to be doing warm ups but instead singing a happy birthday song for joel and i. hahaah

after that went to expo to catch the celebrities show for city harvest church. i was there becuz my singing teacher decided to share with us what the celebrities have experienced in the past. yeah saw F.I.R., ocean, vanness wu, milk, the miss universes and miss worlds and a few others. yeah actually i realised that they were also talking about sharing. SHARING is really good. :D

erm. yeah after that sherlyn actually booked a bus down to singapore flyer for all of us. had milo and biscuits on the bus.

oh man i just saw this email from a close friend of mine. he sux man. ARGH. how can just leave like that!!!!!!!!!!! but i am sure everything happens for a reason and something good will always come out of it. yeah i really hope to see him very very soon :D JIAYOU BRO!

thanks everyone for the birthday wishes man! hahaha

went to ob to practise for the sunday bistro bar performance. yeah productive day!! hahah i learnt so much about chord progressions, playing style, harmonising, lotsa stuffs la! hahahah i was very surprised because the lights suddenly went off when we were singing when you say nothing at all. HAHA then collin, chloe, iris, jason, gabriel and daryl brought in the birthday cake and celebrated my birthday. woo hoo felt very loved. HAHA thanks guys!!! let's jiayou for tml and sunday! :)

i am still sick. OH WELL.

HAHA happy birthday to myself!! woohoo! thanks for all the wishes that you guys have sent me :D hahaha

yeah porridge for dinner at 9 plus with daryl and mika. yeah have to prepare for so many performances. good and bad la. i think i am not getting enough rest leh. HAHAH! but no complaints!!! i think i will definitely miss this when it ends!

i am still trying desperately to improve my piano playing skills before sunday. HAHA! DESPO liao.

anyway went for shooting this morning with edwin and nassar. i got MARKSMAN! woohooo means got money liao la. HAHA! but pls don't ask for a treat. my first time getting monetory incentive from SPF k? must save. HAHA!

yup gotta go to ob tml at 1230. better sleep!!! :D

busy busy preparing for this sunday's performance at singapore flyer. and have to come up with the perf songs for the grad night.

14 June - Bistro Bar Performance (Singapore Flyer)
27 June - Terrence's Performance (dunno where...)
28 June - Bistro Bar Performance (Singapore Flyer)
11 July - Janet's Wedding
12 July - Bistro Bar Performance (Singapore Flyer)
17 July - HDB Performance (Depot Heights)
18 July - HDB Performance (Taman Jurong)
19 July - Bistro Bar Performance (Singapore Flyer)
24 July - HDB Performance (Rivervale Plaza)
1-4 Aug - Penang Trip with Chorale Peeps
6 Aug - Hall 3 FOC SP Night Performance

Busy busy 2 months ahead!!

my naughty nephew, Leroy Koh Hao En.

thought i didn't give my best for VS exam. yeah. but anyhow managed to stop er-ing on stage :D

went down to bukit timah saddle club to sing for gabriel's sister, grace's wedding.

then went to city hall to meet the VS peeps for dinner and night at the museum 2.

ups and downs. i have overcome this emotional ride!

do not be depressed by setbacks. learn from it and you will grow. no matter what happens, it will always be a good thing. remember to stay positive and keep in mind the goals that u have in mind.

i want to make my family happy.

met irene today and had dinner at pepper lunch. okay my impression of pepper lunch was tainted when i ate at the express version of it at raffles city kopitiam. yeah but now it's okay la. not too bad. the sesame ice cream was good!

hahaha anyway managed to catch up with irene and thanks everyone for the birthday present!!! ahahahah :P

after that went down to ob to let ashton listen to the songs for the hdb performance.

i was walking back home from my sis's place and i passed by the aramsa spa at bishan park. suddenly i heard kid's voice calling "hello" and i so i turned back to see 3 kids, around 8-14 years old. HAHA i was very surprised to be approached at this time of the day. anyhow, they asked me whether i was in for a card trick. HAHAH they were quite zai. and i was very amazed. HAHAH SO DREAM-LIKE!