







went to ah fang for supper after all the cheerleading when my voice became hoarse after all the shouting. was talking about LOTS and SA and UNISNS and cam-whoring from south spine to north spine.








went to ah fang for supper after all the cheerleading when my voice became hoarse after all the shouting. was talking about LOTS and SA and UNISNS and cam-whoring from south spine to north spine. after 2 months of slack training and last 2 weeks of intensive training...i think we are finally reaching the end of the journey. HAHHA tml's the competition man! woohoo. i think we are 90% prepared just need a little bit more of confidence and smiling. HAHAH
it's my first time joining a non-choral/singing competition after pri school. damn excited. :D
but i have marketing tut tml morning at 830... SIAN.
anyway received a call from ocean butterfly saying that my second audition would be this coming fri. HOWWWWW....
just had 12 hours of cheerleading practice today after 8 hours of training yesterday. even choir prac hasn't been this siong.
1. basket toss
2. forward roll
3. liberty
4. gymnast
5. swedish four
6. cheers
7. chair
8. dance
9. 2-2-1
10. gladiator
woohoo.
argh i miss choir. okay i will go for vc prac tml! feeling so left out now...HAHA :P
woke up late and cabbed down to smu's ocbc branch. hmmm but we didn't settle anything becuz suelynn didn't bring her real ic! ahahah must rmb next time k? HAHA :D
cheerleading prac ended 15 minutes ago...started at 7.
oh we did lotsa front handspins and failed many times...and i kenna scolding by neville for not catching jamie properly causing her to land on her head. argh i am so sorry...
ben, fran, heli and josh came to eat dinner at ntu. josh is sleeping now. i think i better go bathe... HAHAH
how could i bear to pon 2 choir pracs in a row man...
i really have no choice...cheerleading competition is next wed.
oh and i heard another news from guo liang. i got selected as GL for FOC. how. should i accept.
oh and everlyn told me that i missed the cut off point for the semis by a mark. i think she's lying! hahahhahahh
hahaha another trial, another experience. well i think i really tried my best on stage today but i guess the nerves just took over and i couldn't control my voice as well as i should have la. HAHAHAH anyway the other contestants were really quite zai. i saw bee kwee (fran's friend) and also miss yap. HAHAHAHAHA oh and got to know quite a few other peeps la. MOST IMPORTANTLY is that everlyn, wensi and derrick were there to keep me company, help me record video and give me support. HAHAHAHAHA i really gave quite alot of effort for this la. OH WELL. NEXT TIME!! and i should just do more performances (that is if anyone wants to listen to them.:P)
okay consolation: at least i was a step closer than last year when i got kicked out during the auditions. HAHHAHA
ah when i reached home my mom didn't really console me lor. or maybe i was in a bad mood i was quite upset with her. HAIZZZ stupid me. luckily i didn't flare up but pretended to be okay. HAHAHAHAH SORRY MUM.
anyways, cheerleading prac was painful once again. ooo but at least we managed to play badminton and table tennis in between. :) argh i better not do too much of strenous exercises especially those that will tire my right elbow. SHIT.
January
1. First time attending a concert - Jay Chou's with Deanne
2. VC's Treasure Hunt
February
1. Joshua and Lip Yong (my two best friends) left for australia
2. had my first trainee (herman) at work after working for merely 2 months
3. Visits to Sandy's cafe (pizza bread and fondue and shepherd's pie)
4. DURIAN ICE CREAMS (from iceskimo and parkway)
March
1. WORK
April
1. First Clubbing experience with Belinda, Letitia and Herman
2. Tiger brewery with MMS - Beer RASH?!?
3. Vannessa's Birthday bash (even more rashes)
4. Ben's Surprise Birthday Party
5. NTU medical checkup - suspected to have heart murmur
6. visit to ice cream chefs with VC
7. ECP run with MMS after work
May
1. SOV
2. Signed up for singing course at Ocean Butterfly
3. Watched 1L of Tears and Hana Kimi
June
1. Pris's, Mine and Sue Lynn's Birthday Parties
2. Watched Nodame Cantabile
3. Joined the VC Exco
July
1. Left MMS
2. Highlighted my hair for the first time
3. Hong Kong Trip
4. Singing contest in Malaysia
August
1. Entered NBS
2. Hall 3
3. My nephew Leroy was born
4. Brandon and Melvin leave for USA
5. Buffet at MMS
6. In Song 08 - the first concert i ever organised
September
1. Sheena's surprise birthday party at SMU
2. Day-out with Xu Wei, Everlyn and Xianhui to Bukit Timah
3. No internet for a few days
4. Joined Cheerleading
5. Helped ben with his filming. got to know naresh, jb and daniel
6. VC Fashion Disaster Night
October
1. Hall 3's Shaun's Birthday Party when he was stripped to his undies
2. Subcomm night performance and games
3. Blood donation drive at NTU
4. tried to play Carrom
5. got locked out from my room cuz of poor communication with my roomie. HAHA
6. late night running, badminton and singing with daniel
7. VC sports fiesta
8. tried Drumming for the first time
9. Uniform day in NBS
10. tried sepak takraw for the first time
11. tried hall dance for the first time
12. IPPT - passed
13. met wensi for dinner
14. Late nights doing projects
November
1. FH3 was published (designed the layout for 2 pages :))
2. 3+1's rooftop and ikea outings
3. EXAMS
4. learnt about friendship from Alicia
5. Appeared on TV for the first time
6. Said byebye to my fav tut mates
7. lunch with lip yong
8. started watching little nonya
9. bought the xmas tree and decorated it together with daniel. played cards with 3+1 into the morning
10. carolling starts - safra and the pines
December
1. 3+1 karaoke session at suntec
2. 3+1 movie night in my room
3. dinner with JS and PT
4. sang alto for Joy to the World
5. Shawn's birthday party at Changi
6. Played risk and guitar hero at Josh's place
7. Practised and Auditioned for Impresario - in the quarters for vocal solo now! :D
8. watched 1l of tears again with daniel and wensi
9. photographer for IHG
10. World Youth Choral Festival
11. VC got the NAC grant
12. liaised with Ace99 and Jude for Korea
13. Shooting - got rejected
14. NYDC dinner with MMS peeps
15. Made Lotsa xmas cards
16. Carolling at Selaseh, Evelyn Road, Rivervale, Pan Pac, Copthorne
17. Got a night's stay at Copthorne for free
18. 8 ppl squeezed into a sedan
19. rode a buggy for the first time
20. acct tut outing at Fish and co (Glasshouse)
21 S61 outing at Fish and co (parkway)
22. VC Xmas Party
23. Ge Yao's new year countdown performance at TPY
yay did quite alot of new things this year. even though i didn't follow thru on some of them but at least i tried. i also made a group of new friends and also learnt how to appreciate old friends. and finally learnt how to better manage ppl. :D
needs to learn how to better manage money.
since i can't please everyone, i might as well prioritise.
sorrry cheerleaders have to pangseh you guys tml.
sometimes i don't like to be around my friends, cuz most of them are doing better than me. smarter, fitter, friendlier, more talented, more humourous. hahaahah that's why i should be around them even more.
don't be a retard anymore, jianhao.
and i guess i better change my resolutions:
1. Spend more QUALITY time with my family
2. Spend more QUALITY time with my friends without depleting my bank account
3. Manage VC well
met michelle, jiamin, kah jun, zhong and weilin at braddell macs to practise at the rc at block 119 (i think) before the event. HAHAHHA it was quite fun singing inside with so much echo. :P
i would like to thank 3+1 and derrick and shaun and yao feng for going to toa payoh to give me their support yesterday for the countdown party performance! hahahahah made barney my photographer for the event...HAHHA after everything we had to help jam band to clear their props from the stage while the belly dancers were on it. woohoo just returned home from derrick's place at cck.
went with 3+1 and derrick to casuarina to eat prata. ok service was quite bad but the food's good! :D counted down at the shop before we picked up the heineken and baileys from my house before we went over to derrick's house to play cards and ps2. HAHAHA then 3+1 had to squeeze on 2 single beds while derrick slept on his di lam. in the end we didn't drink the alcohol (AGAIN). nvm. HAHaHA anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
I better post up my new year resolutions soon. :D
so lazy to blog about the past few days...
i think carolling at pan pac and copthorne went well. HEEHEE
reunion carolling was fun after seeing so many familiar faces. my maroon shirt and black pants and blazer are uber smelly now. HAHAHA
went to bottletree village this morning and met this very kind lady. she drove me around the park on a buggy! hahah it's my first time riding a buggy! woohoo hahahha
cheerleading is tiring...
yay now that carolling and the flights are booked, i shall focus my attention on the vc/vjchoir xmas party on the 30th dec first. :D pls come pls come!
okay it's 90% now after the third elbow from jamie. HAHAH
anyway i am pian ti ling shang now after doing basket toss during cheerleading. toes, neck, hand, cheek, shoulders...WAAAAH.
i wanna talk about how much i love VC. but you guys should know such stuffs usually stay in my heart.
anyway just realised that cheerleading pracs take place everyday after school reopens. YAY. i love cheerleading! shall not make ppl like kim min lose morale by telling her how much i look forward to pracs. :P
okay wait for hair to dry.
anyway it just started to rain........at 4am!
thanks to my friends.
carolled at selaseh park and rivervale tonight. well not very organised i think. hmmmm paiseh to everyone who had to be aimless and not knowing what to do except wait for that one or two minutes. SORRY!
oh yah have to thank sheena for coming down to sing with us! and kenny for rushing over at the last minute! hahah so sorry to have to make u eat dinner at 11pm! thanks sandy for always helping to organise and be decisive. thanks suelynn and marcus for always being there and waiting for me. HAHAAHA oh and thanks emma (a.k.a. emmasik), for making that few mistakes on stage. it's okay one. :) and thanks to our ferry-godmothers (sam and joyce) and ferry-godfather (asik a.k.a. emmasik) for ferrying us around the sengkang estate. thanks for letting us make use of you! hhahahhahahahahaha KIDDING!
okay luckily everything went smoothly.
went to jalan kayu to have supper! wooo took lotsa photos and had roti prata and tau hway. :D and 14 of us had to squeeze into 2 cars! hhahhhaah. oh in the end emma was kind enough to come back and send us back home... THANKS!
I AM TIRED.
yay. just came back from suntec city. had a wheel of a time at nydc with alicia, jocasta, jerrick, alan, agus, jun wei, yi chen and jie ying. HAHAH played the usual zhong ji mi ma. oh ah ma gave me my upselling vouchers! 80 dollars! hahahhaha can't believe i still have upselling after leaving mms for 5 months. :D hahahahahhahahhhahhahahahah i am PROUD of MYSELF!

aieks forgot to bring back the usb port to transfer photos from my phone to my comp. ARGH.5 minutes to blog about these past 2 days.
ok had a bad day yesterday. waited from 9.30am to 5pm for my shooting from tanglin dhq to hta. but got turned down around 2 metres from the range cuz my hair length was not acceptable. F!@)#!(@#)!($)!$!)$(!)$!($
oh saw titus and khairul and zhang and cash over there and i think we talked alot about training and npco life in the van.
okay that's about pretty much that happened yesterday i think.
am back in hall now to bring my laptop back home. :D going to copthorne later.
who knew that it can get so busy during the hols?!
PIMPLE OUTBREAK. :D
okay time for blogging!
wow had a long day.
went shopping at nie bookstore in the morn. then got a call from sis saying that she got a venue for vc's xmas party! woo hoo! bottletree village at khatib. sounds good!
watched little nonya just now. not bad. even after missing so many episodes i still managed to catch what's happening. :)
oh will need to plan for the xmas party VERY soon.
and ppl pls sign up for carolling.
and need to book air tix with ace99.
okay jiayou!
oh the train to yishun.
went to the library in the afternoon to borrow korea travel guidebooks. heehee shall drown myself in them and bring out the tour guide in me. :D
then went to vch to perform for the world youth choral festival. it was kinda screwed up at first as the seniors didn't really know whether to wear or not to wear the suits and gowns for the soundcheck cuz i thought that we could turn up in our slacks. oh well we took 5 minutes to dress up. GOOT JOB. :D i guess our performance was ok.
Anyway i always loved impromptu singing. the no man after the concert was not bad. ;) and we took lotsa photos. to be posted up as soon as i kapo them from facebook. :D
oh we went to thai express after the concert and talked about yc's choral sexual experience with oliver. HAHHHHHAHAHAHH damn hilarious.
hahah derrick gave me a call yesterday night, and asked me if i was going to take photos this morning for netball. AHAHAHAH yah so i lan lan have to go to hall this morning lor. reached my room at 9 plus, then we helped venetia and shu xuan to fill up the entire bucket with water. anyway our netball girls are qiang. they won against hall 12 by more than 15 points i think. HAHAHAH
went for choir prac at 1 plus as i had nothing to do in hall. it took my 22 stops to reach bedok from boon lay. saw CHEAM at bedok!!! hahahah then i tapao-ed ahballing to eat at siglap. hehe
oh conflict of interests. TOTAL CONFLICT!
oh yes finally finished ykx's xmas poster design. yay. didn't sleep much yest though....heehe
went to take photographs for netball girls this morning. YAY hall 3 won against hall 15! :D
erm was watching one litre of tears with barney and ah boon separately just now. :.( poor aya...hmmmmm we should all be more brave and not cry. HAHAHAH
going back home in a while. YIPPIE!

hmmm my sis went diving so alicia and leroy came over in the morning. haha promised to help her look after them but i guess i woke up a little too late. HAHA luckily mom and dad were there to help out... hehehe
went for choir prac, then went to changi chalet to celebrate shawn loh's birthday. HAHAH met andy, samuel, alexko, yy, daniel, and fabian poh over there. yah had quite a fun time playing citadels and indian poker. HAHAHAHA took the 1-hour 59 bus ride home...WOO HOO.
went to marie's place to gym in the morning at 10am. WAHHHH couldn't really wake up at 8. AHAHAHA anyway the run was goot. :D and the view from her condo was goot. can see the ECP!
choir prac was quite messy initially cuz we couldn't really find a room big enough to accomodate 60plus of us....yah mainly my fault for taking things for granted. OK WILL LEARN THIS LESSON WELL! yup luckily we had 01-02B until 4 plus, then we went over to this kindergarten room to practise. alright the 3 songs for the concert are ALMOST memorised!
ooo just had a nice shower after bbq-ing and talking at sue lynn's. we initially decided to go town to have dinner after choir prac, then we realised that marcus and sue lynn had asked us to go for a bbq at sue lynn's, hahaha so asik drove us to carrefour and bought food there before proceeding over. oh i was acting alto while singing joy to the world. my first attempt was not bad at all! :D
badminton with daniel wasn't very fun except for the hitting of high balls to each other. hahaha. damn my badminton skills SUXXXXXXXXX oh and i must wear shoes to play badminton next time.
met jiasheng and pock thong at amk s11 for dinner just now. oooo fish and chips was GOOT. :D hahah after that we sorta bummed around amkhub for a while...HEEHEHEE
oh man i need to memorise my scores. :D
and so it was kaili who tapped me at citilink mall! been trying to figure that out for weeks. HAHHA
and so are we named 3+1 now? what a weird name. HAHAHHA kapo-ed some movies from daniel's hard disk onto my harddisk. yay i love my 320GB external harddisk. then suhui, kim min and wen si came over and we watched love actually in my room with good food like BBQ Lays, Carrot Cake from Cedele, and Jam Biscuits from Marks and Spencer. after the show i was trying to be sacrificial but they didn't want to let me sleep on the floor. oh well. HAHA xie xie ni men. slept at 4 i think.
and so the few of us got pangsay-ed. in the end only 4 ppl came to my house to make dinner.
we had pizza bread for dinner (hhahah simple!!!). everlyn was here earlier and tried to find some songs to sing for talent quest. then yongkai came with his ben and jerry's. xu wei arrived at 7 plus after he was done with OBS. hahahah lyn, xianhui and vanessa PANGSAY-ED. tsk tsk tsk. oh we saw lyn at ntuc at j8. talked for a minute before she said that she was very tired and wanted to head home to sleep. WEIRD GIRL. HAHAH
finished watching red cliff and baby and i in the morning. NOT BAD AT ALL! :D
jianhao doesn't like sleeping in. i've been sleeping for more than 9 hours everyday! bah cannot be doing this anymore
anyway was carolling at safra mount faber yesterday. was actually very scared the night before that the number of singers would be insufficient, but we actually managed to get 20 singers on stage. woohoo. the only blunder was by safra cuz they used us for an hour instead of just half an hour. oh well. HAHAH hope to receive the cheque soon!
hehee went to tiong bahru market and had great chwee kueh over there!
alright one more carolling session later on at the pines :D
jianhao should know by now who his true friends really are bah.
maintaining friendships takes a lifetime, boy.
and pls be consistent.
there's a reason why i am called zhu tou. cuz i really am stupid to be max.
lazy asshole. plus poor memory. don't give up on me pls. i will start trying.
how to be a HAO REN. can only be short-term friend.
should take some time off virtual facebooking to go out with my friends. don't spend money. just know more about each other ok.
让我用歌声。。。
(long arms! haha)
why bury yourself in the mixture of hope and sorrow.
there's definitely no regrets bah.
why am i the artist now. sian.
i think my premonition is coming true. (fake happy smilie)
there's no way we can cross that wall to see what's really happening inside.
let's hire our eyes and ears and brains to do some detective work.
and you are such a *TOOT*. ;)
1. If I Were A Boy - Beyonce
2. Hot N Cold - Katy Perry
3. Live Your Life - t.i feat. Rihanna
4. Lovebug - Jonas Brothers
5. About A Girl - The Academy Is ...
6. Now Or Never - The Cast Of High School Musical 3
7. Womanizer - Britney Spears
8. Gives You Hell - The All American Rejects
9. Human - The Killers
10. Rehab - Rihanna
11. Just Stand Up! - Artists Stand Up To Cancer
12. I Hate This Part - Pussycat Dolls
13. Get Back - Demi Lovato
14. I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy
15. Next Plane Home - Daniel Powter
16. It's Over - Jesse McCartney
17. Gotta Be Somebody - Nickelback
18. Miss Independent - Ne-Yo
19. Monsoon - Tokio Hotel
20. Right Now (Na Na Na) - Akon
21. Forgive Me - Leona Lewis
22. T-shirt - Shontelle
23. Decode - Paramore
24. Crush - David Archuleta
25. So What - P!nk
26. The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script
27. I'm So Paid - Akon feat. Lil Wayne
28. Keeps Gettin' Better - Christina Aguilera
29. Sober - P!nk
30. Poker Face - Lady GaGa
oh man i haven't heard of any of them!!!
JOSHUA KOH, JIA XUN (jai-ah axe saaaang. our C-list), SHEENA QUEK
Ocean Butterfly peeps (shihui (!!!), weikoon, haonan, yan fang,...)
MMS ppl (alicia, jocasta (bday soon), irene, jerrick, xiuqi,...)
DEANNE!!! (oh birthday coming too!)
LIP YONG and RAYMOND (wahhhhhhh xiang si ni men le)
TY NPC ppl (will need to go back and visit tl and uncle b and nadiah and chan and choonkai and dennis and everyone else!)
4-4 ppl (yy, daniel, tk, andy, samuel, joel.eh badminton too! oh man i miss melvin-san and brandy)
WHO ELSE WANNA MEET WITH ME MUAHAHHAHAHA.
non-ict shooting coming up
dental appointment
haircut
xmas shopping and decorate hall 3
carolling
settle korean stuff
cheerleading practices
bid for sem2 courses and electives
BUSY BUSY BUSY.
humans are left stranded to decide between life and death.
what are we doing on earth. what's the purpose?
happiness can bring us happiness. pain is just pain.
so what if we experience the emotions of life? so what if we travel and experience the world.
it's no use.
HAHAHAHA okay i was kidding.
WE LIVE FOR EACH OTHER. JIA YOU MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS.
WE CAN WIN IN LIFE.
REN DING SHENG TIAN!
will need to make the decision between fun and responsibility VERY SOON.
heavy-hearted. bleah.
looking forward to monday. and yet, not very much cuz i know my friends will all be going back to what they have been doing before the exams, and things will not be the same anymore. it's during the exams when there is nothing to do did we get to do something. i m incoherent and emo.
throughout the past few weeks in hall, jianhao understood a little bit more about friendship. jianhao cannot be self-centred anymore and expects his friends to do things for him.
let's all be SOCIABLE bah.
let's start on our FM past year papers.
MUAHAHAHA just came back from IKEA! meatballs are yum yum.
oh yes after walking around IKEA we were thinking about having a baby theme for christmas! hahah
oh daniel coudn't study so we were getting fresh air from outside the comm hall, which was just beside my room. and there was this little guybird/ladybird. And then derrick and wensi came and we decided to head to IKEA for dinner. there were suhui, eleanor, wensi, kim min, daniel, derrick and ore-sama. :D
and this was what happened after dinner....
Derrick
did u see me on tv this morning?
no?
good. HAHAHAA
went to zhao an ning hao with nelson to talk about the xmas concert on friday. oh and it's 'live' so it's quite exciting. wanted to take a picture of the location but forgot to. AIKs!
oh i saw thomas ong. who is damn tall and handsome. i tell u he's like 1.90m SIAO EH.
thought accounting exam was awesome given how much i have studied for it. HHAHAAH
yesterday i was doing last minute revision at 5-7 with xu wei and everlyn. then wanted to started doing my own work at 8. then
1. daniel room-hopped to my room after visiting wensi's, but he got down to studying his porn picture and memorising his texts.
2. then wensi and suhui came with prima deli's cheesecakes and kueh lapis. HAHAHAHAHAHA
3. then yongkai came.
so u can imagine how much i absorbed from my books.HAHAHA but nvm at least the things which i did not study for (ie budgetting and OA) didn't come out for exams. PHEWWWW.....
双子座有很多的朋友,可是“看起来朋友很多,可是知心的没有几个”这句话很深刻的形容了双子。双子很能说话,他跟别人可以天南地北的聊,可以聊得很八卦,也会聊一些很严肃的话题。双子可以跟你聊很多东西,可是注意了,他都只是跟你聊一些不关自己的事。随便他跟你说些什么,可是跟自己有关的都只是些皮毛而已。比如,今天又有某个明星怎样怎样了;隔壁班有多少美女帅哥的。关于自己的事,他几乎是不说的,就算是说,也是说一些关于自己无关痛痒的事。当你想更进一步的了解双子,他会很自然的把话题给扯开。 对于自信的双子来说,他又同时很没有安全感,这是双子特有的矛盾。他喜欢把自己重重包围住,不让自己暴露。对于双子来说,如果在一个还不了解的人面前把自己暴露了,就等于让别人抓住了自己的把柄。这样就失去了一定的优势。当双子感到独孤悲伤时,只会一个人躲在房间里哭,或者一个人郁闷着。 双子也很怕被伤害,很多时候宁愿自己承受一切,也不愿别人抓住自己的把柄。所以久而久之也就养成了习惯。 双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。表面上总是很有活力,很快乐的样子,可是没人的时候他又总是很忧伤。双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩。但他不会让别人发现的,他怕被伤害,也怕被别人抛弃,只能自己硬挺着一切。所以双子很神经质,精神脆弱,容易人格分裂,因为承受了太多的东西.
一般来说双子的孩子都很早熟。双子对很多的东西都在乎得要命,可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。双子并不是故意要掩饰自己,上面说了,这只是一种习惯了,可是在外人看来他就成了虚伪的人。 双子是被公认的最花心、最冷酷无情的星座。其实对于双子的花心,真的不想再说些什么了。解释得太多,累了,也没耐心了。可是说起双子,就不得不提感情,双子这一生,似乎必须被感情牵伴,跟爱情纠缠一世。很多人说双子并不花心,只是博爱,所以才会有那么好的人缘。
忘了在哪里看见了这样的一句话:双子最大的悲哀在于有两个人的思想,却只有一个人的身体,双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利,也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务,双子只剩下一个时,爱也就只剩下义务了。 我想用如来若去说的一句话给双子的花心做个总结:花心的极端就是痴心的可怕。该懂的人应该会懂的。至于冷酷无情真的不知道该从何说起。其实双子是最平和的星座,如果可以不发生冲突,都会尽量避免。双子也很少跟别人吵架,他讨厌吵架,如果是因为一些生活琐碎小事吵架,那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就把这件事给忘了; 要双子真的跟你翻脸,除非是你的所作所为或所说的话实在让双子不能忍受,这时他会很鄙视得看你一眼,然后头也不回地走掉,甚至会不给你留面子地离开。这时你一辈子也别想再和他和好了,就算有的双子碍于面子和你再成为朋友,但是他们已经对你鄙视到了极点,只不过维持着这一层不得不维持的“朋友”关系其实,很大一部分双子,对待感情是非常专一的,之所以给人留下花心的美名,是因为很少有人能够让略带童心的双子动真感情,不是双子铁石心肠,而是双子个性里面天生有一些忧郁,一些潜在的不自信,只是双子隐藏的深入,可是一旦让双子动了真感情,那么恭喜你了,双子的天真,率直,外加表达能力丰富,一定能让你获得很多快乐。
每个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里,多数是不堪回首的往事,双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星座,他(她)的这个故事通常都是因情所困,动了感情而被伤害了的双子是脆弱的,也是坚强的,他(她)可以很快的振作起来,可以当什么事都没有发生,这些都是双子演给世人看的罢了,等到夜深人静的时候,双子内心的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身,他(她)可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴,可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中,可以一整夜坐在那里发呆,但是,一旦天亮了,要出去见人了,双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走,你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子,这就是双子,拥有双重性格的双子,一个在世人面前乐天,快乐,在孤独夜晚独自伤悲的双子。
双子的爱是最永恒的,可以付出一切,有人说我们花心,那时我们没有真正的爱,当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的,因为我们太敏感。假如双子爱上了一个不爱自己的人,那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了,当爱给过了一个人,他再也没有能力再付出了,其实太多的人都不懂我们,其实连我们自己都不懂自己,我们很会伪装,很会说谎,但我们最细腻,对感情最敏感,双子的爱与悲伤,谁又真的了解!
YES ALICIA i agree with u..........highlighted the same parts as u! hahah
this afternoon kai zhi asked me if i came from MALAYSIA. HAHAHAHA
wensi is weird. if she goes on like that she will have to marry the good-looking collie soon.
oh my god. i hate ppl like daniel who draws damn well.

and he explicitly expressed that i look like this person below:

it's OMG.
shit. i have to finish contract law by tonight! hahah