萧敬腾 - 我在哭

我对着晚餐发呆
msn高挂着离开
你也许在烟味很重的地方
跟陌生人交换着悲哀

你说爱 太失败 你学乖所以决定离开
你说我 不应该 让爱模糊的没方向感
你翻开 一张牌 就否认了我们的未来

忘了 哭泣中拥抱 大雨里奔跑
那些两个人 才能懂得美好 一比 勾销 删掉
我的爱 回不来

我的爱回不来 燃烧过的证据都还在
我的梦怎麽办 你一直被放在最顶端
我的痛化不开 还要我一个人好起来
想要你回头 抱着我哭
只是到最后 剩我在哭

为了昨天我哭了我哭了...
为了失败我哭了我哭了....
为了幸福我哭了我哭了....
我在夜里面无声的哭....

wooo hoooo firstly! sorry for making iris paiseh just now!! hahaha
thanks to my family, alicia, junwei and eechen for coming down to support me!
thanks wendy, julio, jason, nicholas for supporting us too!

congrats to wenhao, miaoru and rubberband for making it through to the finals! thank you huanjie for liking rubberband! hahah :)

alicia key really rocks!!!

dinner with barney, puff, ykx and kim was GOOD!!! haven't had a good dinner with them in such a loooong time! woohoo :)

just got an offer to intern at the nam hoi. it's a really nice resort. but no pay and gotta fly there myself..... SEE HOW.

http://www.thenamhai.com/

using blogs as if they were twitters. HAHA

LONG DAY!

i hope my right eye's no longer red.

okay I am sorry everyone for wasting your time during huanjie's lesson just now! sorry sorry! will prepare properly for next thur!!! :P

i want to sing a xiao jing teng song next thur.

it's EXHILARATING to see new emails in my inbox. i am positive that i sent 100 over emails for my internship. currently i have 1 positive reply! ahahahha. okay that leaves me excited enough.

finally done with sending out emails to various hotels...took me the entire day man!!!

praying hard that i will get the banyan tree one!!! things are so uncertain with emails. it may just end up in the junk mail.

yup ponned choir today. HAHAH

omg. still need one more group member for my fyp project!!!

SNSD's new video. help me find tiffany and yuri.



maybe i should start penning down my songs

just decided to pon choir. WOOHOO. yay now got to do pa application which i have procrastinated for a week. DAMN.

loves RUBBERBAND!

got alot to improve on though! :P

my favourite toilet in ntu happens to be really out of the way. HAHA damn what the hell is wrong with this post. i need SLEEP...

just reached my 830am seminar class.

i am damn tired. woke up late but didn't get to sleep in the train. SEH DIAO.

why can't i access facebook? :(

TIRED! gagagaggaagagagagaga

school starts at 830 tml. BAHHH

nice mini album by 2am.

haha i guess the bubble hair dye that daniel and i used didn't really work. HAHHA!!! it's almost the same!

i know i am greedy. no matter how good something is we still want it to be better. as such, fb sux for giving me problems when i am uploading photos... and my phone cable sux. blah.

had quite a tense morning forming my group in BM305. oh i miss fizah and rachel. yeah so i was desperately trying to maintain eye contact with jie sin and jade to form groups with them. hahah hopefully everything works out well!

just came back from botanical garden with joshua and sheena. DAMN fun. i love photography and the coolhouse over there has just become my favourite place in singapore. :)

had a long day.

lunch in lkc lt with daniel during CAO talk about PA, then stayed in ITLab to do my resume, and then choir elective which i left early to go to ob for. HAHA practised a little with rubberband on our medley.

Catch Rubberband at CCK lot 1 on 30 Jan. we will be there for impresario's semis. :)

lesson with shradha for AB228A was quite interesting. learnt that jacket pocket flaps are supposed to be outside, belts are REALLY supposed to match shoes, our skin colours are more compatible with cool colours like blue and light pink. and the buttons on a 3-button jacket are 'sometimes', 'always' and 'never'. coloured contacts, coloured/thick rim glasses, long fringes blocks eye-contacts and reduces trust. HAHA socks are supposed to match pants rather than shoes. (meaning i need gray socks sometimes.) okay learnt quite alot. :)

still stagnant and procastinating with PA application. shall do tml while i have 3-hour break in school! chiong ADM library. HAHAH maybe not. maybe got ITlab. :)

met up with sheena and jiaxun at cedele and had really good carrot cake and chocolate pistachio cake, yum yum.

internship application...50 over hotels to write to. OMG.

doing internship applications. kinda got the momentum but now need to go out and find sheena and jiaxun. HAHA

blah howwwwwwww

loves the finder function in mac. WOOHOOO makes thing so much faster.

needs to finish the medley by today!

impressed!

an anti-depressant video. HAHA!

initially thought that i don't have any lessons today. then it turns out that i have BT202 at 1230pm, the one that i went for on tue without realising that lesson doesn't start till today. BLAH.

maybe i should pon.

alex just showed me this awesome thing:

haven't really been blogging, have i?

hahhaaha will do so in the afternoon. after i set up time machine, and upload photos. :)

imac is probably too convenient to be true...

finally. a computer big enough for my face.

the iMac!!! blah blah blah. explore explore explore. :)

met joshua today and met muhammad the weird boy, the beep-beep caucasian woman and the fart lady. OMG. what a day. and yeah we met tobi too.

okay the weird boy was staring at us in the connecting part of the train, and he opened up one of the walls to show us what's inside. then joshua asked him why he has been staring at us and he said that we looked funny and weird. then he proceeded to poke us, lifted up our shirts, took off my cap, and asked me why my head was SO big. and he said he is born in the year of the rabbit, which means he is 11 this year. hahah WEIRD!!! and this marked the start of our day out. HAHHA

joshua's bandung dinosaur! it actually tasted good!

in the hotel room now.

hahha was very irritated by the reception yesterday. the lobby looks like a bank with the snake queues. it's totally over-packed! yah actually the worst thing was that they claimed that the hotel is a 5-star hotel. PUI. okay but at least the room and the beds are big.

2 days ago, i went out with alicia as she came to fetch me from klcc. we went to her house and i kenna stories from her grandfather. HAHAH! then we met elizabeth, sherlene and rebecca and her mom at 1 utama in KL. really had a good time eating and singing with everyone. the ktv rocks. even more than taiwan's. and also had a good time getting lost in KL together with alicia's brother. hahah i know alicia was sleepy and probably painful from all the laughter by then but it's still fun. HAHAHAH

well the thing i hate about msia is their police force. the guy told us that if he gives us a summon we would have to pay RM300, but we could give him RM100 to settle it there and then. FTS.

totally spamming myself with bleach. woahhhh. going to find alicia in kl tml. :)

is shagged from yesterday's party at iris's. now printing directions to alicia's house in kl. HAHHA i am still shagged probably going to remain unconscious in the car until we reach simpang...